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NgWanTing :B Currently, single. 14 on the 7th, Libra's baby . For more information, add: xiiao_ting@hotmail.com |
20 December 2008 - 02:19  I'm proud to be single! (: second post of the day, cos i'm totally bored stiff lahs. just woke up not long ago, hahas. - boy, i'm missing you like mad now ): but, wad can i do? i cannot do anything right? remember the first time when we meet at blk 298? yes, i always walked past there and it always reminds me of you. tears will just be in my eyes whenever i walk past there. but, you dont even care for me already rights? haish. remember the second time when we meet oppisite my house? yes, i always walk past there and will just sit down there for awhile. when i was sitting there, i'll think of the days we use to had. i know there wont be anymore this kind of days, haish. maybe, its time i should forget you already barhs. hais, maybe its really fated that we cannot be together barhs. yes, i tried to forget you but i cant seems to do that. looking at my phone screen just hoping to recieve a message or a call from yous. listening to music that reminds me of you. i really hate to see myself in this state, i have to move on in life w/o you. and, i'm trying to prove to you that i can still be happy w/o you in my life. yes, i dont wish to leave in fate, i dont want to face the facts. i'm trying hard to hide from the facts, but a fact is a fact, i cant hide anymore. haish, i have to believe that you're reallly gone already. i have to believe that you wont be back to my side already. i have to accept the fact that you're really gone. i wish to hide away from the fact, although i can hide for a few months i cant hide forever. why not now i accept the fact that you're really gone and wont be back? haish, i want to accept the fact but it really hurts me. nevermind, if you're happy i'm happy already. boy, you're sick now but if you never write in your pm i wont know. but so wad? why should i know? who the fuck am i to you already? i'm nothing to you, i changed cos of you, but why did i change? nevermind, i'm going to change back to my old self already. you may hate me for all you want, cos i see no point in changing for your sake already. anyways, drink lots of water and see a doctor. remember to take medicine given by the doctor okays? takecare and hope you get well soon ! (: - pearlyn told me this, kai xin yi dian, jiu de bu qu xin de bu lai ! thanks pearlyn for cheering me up, although you yourself are in worst state dhn me. haish, dont get too upset already alrights, i dont wanna see you like this. its time for you to forget him and move on in life already. you rejected quite alot of guys cos of him, ask yourself iszit worth for you doing so much cos of him. you still have your love ones with you by yourside always & forever. yes, you may have alot alot of memories with him, but just one word which will hurt you is just a word break, this word make a lot of girls hurt and cry. but, is guys worth girls doing this for them? i dont think so. some girls even slash themself cos of a guy, i dont think guys are worth all this. you wont know how much he's worth to you when he's with you. but once he's gone that's when you start to reliease how important he is to you. there's a saying that cherish your loves one before its gone. and yes its true that we dont know what we got until its gone but we dont know what we have been missing until it arrives. cheer up. |