I miss you . ♥

NgWanTing :B
Currently, single.
14 on the 7th, Libra's baby .
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28 January 2009 - 03:13

Cindy, Gail, Kathrine, Darius

Jiamin, Shihui, Chekguan, Adrian (L)

yesterday, woke up and prepared to meet jiamin.

around 11am she cabed down to my house here and meet me.

bused to interchange and decided to go 400+ for breakfast/lunch.

eat finish already, walked to yishun park and played swing for awhile.

had some memories there with someone and company.

played swing while thinking of the past, i miss the past )':

finish playing walked to safra and sang songs along the way ._.

was deciding to go ktv, and both of us agreed.

went there and the ktv was closed, so went arcade.

but arcade was closed too, so went to the bowling area to slack.

chekguan called and told him to cabed down to safra.

he agreed, but want me sponser 5$ and i agreed also.

lol, but in the end me and jiamin cabbed down to ssc to meet him.

saw him and walked around and walked over to sunplaza.

wanted to catch a movie but the stupid cinema was closed )':

so went over to arcade and slack and keep playing the drum and basketball.

slack and decided to ton, so went over to mrt to send jiamin home.

reached mrt, and was like thinking where to go cos i wanted to ton.

jiamin went home, and i peied chekguan over to he's house to take things.

slack awhile at he's block there and went over to bishan to slack.

actually wanted to ton, but last minute father wanted me to go home.

so trained home with chekguan and alighted at yishun.

went to interchange and took bused home.

was listening phone and chatted on phone with chekguan.

reached home, key was with jiamin so parents bought me to meet jiamin.

meeted her, and went over to 848 for dinner with family.

just came back from northpoint with friends.

meet up with jiamin, shihui, chekguan and adrian at inter.

went to eat macdonald for breakfast with them.

and cabbed to school together with them (':
reached school and went hall together with them.

was like so funny cans, cos like we reach hall we keep disiao.

chekguan: everyone stand, everyone stand and go home.

me and others: *laughing

english - teacher say we good students lehs. *laugh.

recess - listen music and was messaging and habib and leong caught me.

but didnt confiscate my phone nahs, haha.

maths - was half asleep and half awake, lol.

chinese - was chionging the english homework and copying bi zi.

projectwork - went concourse and was asked to dissccused work but we were chit chatting away, cos darius and amirul didnt even come how discuss?

after school, went over to find chekguan.

when walking to broadway saw gavin, and called him.

saw him with gavin toos, but he didnt even bother about me lahs ._.

went broadway, sitted down and see them eat and i didnt eat.

gavin and company walked pass us and gavin go touch my head.

and he didnt even bother talking to me, not even a hi ._.

eat finish, went over to take bus to northpoint and slack.

while walking to gv, saw michelleho and her friends.

went over to gv and saw venus lau (':

so long never see till her le lahs, she know chekguan friend worhs.

went to burger king to sit down and was laughing all the way lahs.

saw something which we shouldn't have see, was laughing like mad bodoh.

went to 4th floor to slack, and went over to longjohn.

zhihui came, and awhile later she went off to meet my brother and company.

alvin came, and talked awhile then he went off to find he's friend.

he came back after awhile, and he treated me drink water (':

saw aiai, mummy, and alvin ( their rl brother ), called aiai to tell her.

they went off, and alvin went to smoke and i went to find jiamin they all.

before going off, they mixed the chili and tomato together into the cup ._.

they told adrian because of me ask him drink, and he really drank.

but like only a slip or two lahs, so damn er xin bodoh.

then, they peied me go tell alvin i needed go home already.

told alvin i needed to go home, as i promised mother to be home by 5.

went to bus inter, chekguan and adrian pei me chat till my bus comes.

bus came, went up and listen song while messaging chekguan.

reached home, straight away use computer already, haha.

i'm offically single already, we've broken up ler.

boy, you told me you will treasure me and wont make me sad.

but, wad happen now? you dont keep your promises.

i shouldn't have trusted you in the beginning, haish ._.

i trusted you because i thought you were true to me, but i'm wrong.

i blame myself for falling for you,

i blame myself for rejecting guys cos of you,

i blame myself for coming into this world,

i blame meself for knowing you,

i blame myself for doing alot of things.

i really hate myself cos i really dont know what to do.

i really dont know what to do already lahs ._.

haish, beliving you again and again but you keep making me lost trust.

you already made me lost trust in you already.

after all this things, i dont even blame you, i blame myself.

cos i'm stupid to trust you, i'm stupid to accept you.

i smiled at the outside, but deep down its like a knife pericing through my heart.

i dont want my close ones to see me like this, so i smiled.

but its like i dont want them to be upset cos of me.

haish, boy just takecare of yourself barhs.

i'll always be behind you supporting you derh (':

i still love you

mummy, thanks you for your comfortings.

i know you really dote on me, but i'm really very upset.

i dont know what to do already, he make me lost trust in r/s.

thank you for your concern towards me (':

last long with him, and iloveyou.

aiai, thanks for your comfortings too.

although you're sad yet you still cared for me.

thank you for all the care you have shown for me.

i finally know what true friends are, (':

you, cindy, and other friends really show many care on me.

thanks for your concern, and i promise to cheer up soon.

you take good care of yourself too, and cheer up.

anything text me, i'll be there for you.

and meet me up soon with cindy and emiline (':

cheer up and iloveyou.

guys, i'll be mia-ing from blog soon already.

i'll only be back when i have fully forget about him already.

give me about 2 - 3 months barhs.

i'll be happy and lead my life happily w/o him (':

anything text me or ring me up if you want ask me anything.

if dont have my number, asked me from my msn.

important messages will be replied, and love ones message will be replied.

i'll be back to posting once i'm fine alright.

i promise to come back to blog as soon as possible.