I dont know what to do anymore,
and love sucks )':
nothing to do, so i came to blog.
woke up, prepared and took bus to inter.
went to bus-stop together with mother.
when walking, my mother told me she's taller then me,
her meaning was trying to say i'm short nahs ._.
she walked to mrt, while i bused to inter.
i'm the first to reach lahs, jiamin and shihui came later.
and darius came, went to 925 to have breakfast.
while eating, chekguan came.
eat finish, walked to school and listen music.
i suddenly miss you so much, i dont know why.
reached school, went to assemble and went back class.
english - had test.
recess - bought milk and chatted with zhihui.
maths - was boring lahs -.-
chinese - damn fucking piss off with her today, but chatted alot with friends (':
pw - first periold teacher keep talk, second period went hall.
finish school, went to 400+ to have lunch with shihui & jiamin.
bus-ed home after thats.
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Lizhuang, dont think so much already alrights?
cheer up alright? i know how you're feeling.
but girl, remember that there's no forever love in this world.
r/s hurts, time will heal everything yeahs? (':
you still have your family, gans and friends that cares for you.
yes, i know you're feeling very confuse now.
the choice is on you already, its your choice now.
cherish your loves one before they are gone.
your love ones wont wanna see you like this rights?
i'm sure you will find someone better then him derhs.
dont think too much, you still have to continue with your life right?
why not put everything now and move on with your life?
promises are meant to be broken, haish.
no matter what disicion you make, i'll always be there to support you.
although, we dont know each other long, but i dont wanna see you upset.
stay happy and cheer up alrights? (':
meet up soon nahs, maybe meeting you on friday. *laughs.
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boy, i dont know why i miss you so much.
seriously, i really dont know what to do nahs.
you're back from camp, you never even message me yeahs?
this prove how much i mean to you already.
i can move on w/o you in my life, i'm sure i can.
this time, i really lost trust in love ler.
i promise i wont get into any r/s for the time begin.
i'll still wait for you? no i won't wait for you already x:
i waited for you for 1 month plus already, still not enough?
haha, i know 1 month is still very short nahs.
but, i really still cant forget you )':
everytime my phone rings, i thought it was you.
but, whenever i didnt saw your name appearing, i'll get upset.
maybe its really fate that make us cant be together barhs?
i dont know, rejecting guys cos of you, worth it marhs?
boy, you were the one that make me trust love again.
but you're also the one that makes me lost trust in love.
hurting me again and again, you know how i feel?
no you dont know, you dont know the pain i'm having now )':
and you will never know how i'm feeling, haish.
maybe its time to forget you and move on my life w/o you.
i really very confuse, really very very confuse.
haish, boy takecare yeahs? )':