NgWanTing :B
Currently, single.
14 on the 7th, Libra's baby .
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17 January 2009 - 00:11
I want to forget you, and i'm sure i can do it (':
Yesterday, woke up and prepared and went school.Maths - teacher didnt come, mr rajiv relief the class.didnt bring maths book, he asked to give give a good reason.i say cos yesterday teacher never come then i thought today also wont come, plus bag already so heavy bring for wads >< Chinese - went toliet with jiamin without permission.then, went walking back to class she told me she feel like pee-ing.so, went abck toliet and came out saw shihui and welicia.went back class, and teacher added 5 minutes to our recess.meaning, we're going to have late recess -.-copied notes and went to recess.Recess - ate and went up to hall.Science - didnt listen to what teacher was saying cos i dont even understand.did mindmap as i haven completed all, >< Cdp- she was crapping this and that.dismissed the malay pupils and stayed us back till around 1.30pm.After school, went home changed and all this then headed down to 233.Gavin came after thats, james and terrance also came.2 girls came also, 1 of the girl was so freaking making me laugh till peng.another one, wear the skirt so freaking high bodohs.went to playground to slack, after awhile gavin went off.around 4pm, me and jiamin went off toos.went to bus-stop and i reliased i dont have 50 cents.so jiamin went around asking if they can change anot, make me laugh till peng.saw shannon, took from him cigg and my bus came.went home and used computer till uncle came.he told me to go down pass him the mouse ( computer mouse lahs ).he bought for me bubble tea also ehs. * thanks uh.came home, continue using computer till around 8+pm.then, went to do the puzzle thingy, and waited for parents and brother to came home.around 9pm they came home, and bought food for me.cant even eat finish, still have so many left over -.--today, nothing to post as i'm not going out.-boy, i'm trying real damn hard to forget you already.you didnt contact me yesterday, and i force myself not to text you.why you became a change person already? haish.i guess you already have the girl whom you like already.and, i dont care and i dont wish to know yeahs.i dont need you in my life, i only need my love ones.although i say i wannt forget you, but it need time alright.so dont bother texting me or ringing me up alrights.i promise myself to carry on my life w/o you.i wont be so easily defeated, i must prove to myself.i have to carry on my life w/o you everyday.resisting myself from texting you and ringing you up is so hard yeahs.but, i did it yesterday cos i know you aren't important to me anymore.so what if i still can't forget you? i need time yeah.i dont know what you always wanted, and i dont wanna know.seeing you happy is already enough already yeahs.although we cannot but together, but we still can be best friends.hearing the songs reminding me of you, going to the places that reminds me of you,looking at the past messages you sent me,i'm gonna prove to myself i dont need you alrights.i dont need guys in my life, i dont need any promises.dont promise me anything if you can't do it alrights?i dont wanna end up getting all empty promises yeahs.if you can't do what you promise me, dont promise me from the beginning.i dont want to see myself crying to sleep every night cos of yous.i dont want to see myself thinking of you always.i want to forget you, and i'm sure i can do it alrights.i can move on my life w/o any guys in my life, i'm sure i can.i dont need guys to brighten up my life, cos i know they can't do it.boy, i already told myself to forget you already.and i know you maybe also have someone whom you fancy already.so i think we just be normal friends will do.as in like, dont text/ring each other up, just see each other and say hi will do.i dont need you in my life anymore, but i'll always remember you.i wont remember the hurt that you made me feel, but remember you.remember you for the sake that you were someone whom i once cherish.i dont wanna see myself sad over you already, i want to be happy.i want to scream and laugh like nobody's effing business (':i dont wanna drop a single tears for you anymore.i dont think its worth it yeahs? *laughs.but, i'll always be there when you need someone by your side.you can text or ring me up when you're feeling down.i'll accompany you to chat on phone if you're feeling down.haha, my phone is 24/7 for you yeahs (':boy, takecare alrights. |