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NgWanTing :B Currently, single. 14 on the 7th, Libra's baby . For more information, add: xiiao_ting@hotmail.com |
7 February 2009 - 05:40  today woke up as early as 8plus as yesterday slept at 8plus. total slept for about like 12 hours lahs, can't believe it. woke up used computer and went to fold stars. jiamin helped me and brother to buy food as both of us was hungry. she came and we ate, and went to prepare and off to 123 to pei jiamin eat. eat finish, slacked there awhile and a bunch of lion dance people came. decided to stay and watch, my ears was like going to burst alright. haha, walked to chongpang and bused down to sembawang to meet them. saw them and we went seperate ways and at last met up with them at mac. slacked at mac and jiamin needed to go home so accompined her back home. send her all the way till her house outside lehs, i know i'm good yar (: so bused home and mother and father was already at home ler. joked around with father awhile, and came online to see whose online. alone at home now as parents went over to have their buffet, and brother's is outside with he's friend dont know doing what, lol ._. - i'm gonna forget you real real soon already, see i told you i can do it. its been 4 days since you last text me and call me (: although i sitll remember your number by heart, but i dont care. maybe its really fate that we cannot be together or something barhs. i haven totally forgotten you yet, but all those hurts you gave me make me hate you. thinking of those hurts you gave me, make me hate you alot alot .. thinking of the past, i really think that i'm very dumb to have like someone like you. going to places that we have when during the past, haish .. giving in to you again and again, waiting for you again and again. i'm very tired to carry on with this kind of life already, i want a happy life. w/o you, i still need to carry on with my life. why not i carry on with my life everyday with a smile on my face? seeing those past messages that you sent me, i really dont know what to do. but i have already deleted every single of your messages already, including your number. i'm already trying my very best not to love you already (: give me time to forget you, dont talk to me when you see me, dont text or call me. i dont want to see your number appearing in my phone screen ever again. maybe changing my number cos i want to forget every single things. why should i know you when i dont even want to know you? i still remember the first day we met at sembawang park, you keep disiao-ing me. and after that, i really hated you alot, i dont know why also .. but, at night you text me and we even talked on phone for quite long i think. get to know each other better and we started to text each other everyday. but, i didnt know that somedays i will start to fall for you so deeply. and, that day you came over to my house here and meeted up with me. although, your leg was pain but you still make the effort to come and meet me. and, we went over to 298 and slack, and thats the second day we met. and we walked to northpoint and chatted quite alot, and i went home. around 6plus, you came under my block with your friends just to meet me. and forth day we met was at inter, cos we meet up and went over to kathrine's chalet. that day i really make you hated me, cos of something yar .. i still remember that day i was really angry with you ( i forgot the date ) you called me, i kup, you message me and i ignored your messages. that day you really make me know how much i meant to you, but .. but, in the end? everything was just a lie, love is a lie .. i dont know why suddenly i really miss you alot, but i wont do this in future. i dont want to think about you, i want to forget you. i dont want to know anything about you anymore. i want to know the past you, and not the now you, you've changed ._. nothing to say already, takecare yar .. |