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NgWanTing :B Currently, single. 14 on the 7th, Libra's baby . For more information, add: xiiao_ting@hotmail.com |
20 February 2009 - 02:04  Without you i still need to carry on with my life rights? :D6 days have pass just in a blink of an eye, its fast yahs. when we were young we often wish we wer already sec 4 or adult. but, when you start to grow you wants to go back to small kids life. its like when you're young there's nothing you need to be worried about, but when you're starting to grow you will have to face alot of problems. how i wish i will never grow up and stay as a young kid all my life, ): but, i know my wish will never come true, its impossible yahs. - wednesday, woke up and replied messages and went to prepared myself. bused to interchange and meet up with jiamin and shihui, i'm the earliest. meet up with them and waked over to 925 to eat our breakfast. eat finish, walked to meet up with mizwan and rafi to lend storybooks. peied them walked over to meet up with darren opposite school. walked over there and darren still not there so went school outside. he reached, asked him to come over school outside here for awhile. he lend me he's storybook and we went over to meet up with he's friend. while me, shihui, jiamin went to school, went to canteen to chat with the rest. chatted for awhile and went up to hall to sit down for the stupid assembly ._. english - did nothing and listen to teacher's teaching. recess - sit down and see jiamin and shihui eat as i have already eaten. chinese - did some bizi and get back our chinese test paper, and i failed. projctwork - i forget what we did already, sorry x: after school, bused to northpoint, went to eat and home sweet home. - thursday, woke up replied messages and went to prepare myself. was on phone with darren while on the way to school. went to look for shihui and jiamin at canteen, but they dont know go where. darren accompined me to chat on phone till both of them came back. chatted awhile and went over to parade square to assemble, but need stand so long because of the girl guides dont know what thing. our class were standing behind 1E2 and there was this guy so funny cans. he: what girl guide i still gay guide uh. me and atyka: you gay guide uhs? we open les guide also. he, me and atyka: *laughing then finally say finish everything and national thing and pledge then go back class. art - had art test, and i was so guai cans? i did the work lehs :D maths - did the equation work, so easy lahs. english - teacher go through stuffs. recess - eat and went up to hall and i hate the freaking 1T1 guy. history - teacher go through some history stuffs, almost fall asleep. science - was chatting with darius and yamuna all the way. geography - did some performance, and was damn funny bodohs. after school, went over broadway to eat and walked back school. went back to look for darren and ruzaini awhile and went to 2T1. was dam freaking funny at 2T1 bodoh, the stupid jiamin step one teacher -.- something happen, shall not mention about it already. slacked and bused to interchange with jiamin around 4+ then kaishan text me ask me wait for her at inter, so waited for her. meet her awhile, and bused back home, home sweet home. - friday, woke up replied messages and prepared myself. went to school and chatted with them, then went to parade square. national anthems, pledge and stuffs and went back to class. maths - did some work and listen to teacher's teaching. chinese - did composition test and last 15 mins went for conselling. recess - eat and went up hall and chatted with friends. science - chatted with darius and yamuna agains :D cdp - teacher did some english and talked about stuffs. after school, stayed back awhile and off to northpoint with yamuna, azirah and jiamin. first time after school going out with yamuna and azirah ehs. went to mac to have our lunch and saw huey juan over there, saw henry and co toos. eat and jiamin peied me bused to my house here to cut hair x: its like i cut and no cut also bo difference derh lors, haha. cut finish, chatted there awhile and went home awhile and off to 123. bought things for brother to eat and jiamin bused back home, and home sweet home. - saturday, woke up replied messages and came online awhile. went to prepare and meet up with jiamin around 11+ when i reached interchange she haven reach, so i bused to 228 first. reached, called darren to tell him i reached then he came down. chatted and jiamin came and find me, and we both went to eat. darren went back to izztur's house while me and jiamin went to 233 to eat. saw munping and her friends there, and chatted awhile and i went eat. finish eating, went back to look for darren and co and help them donate money. bused to school outside to wait for darren to come out, so slow ._. while waiting, saw zhibing, serene and wendy, i helped zhibing donate. while jiamin help zhibing, serene and wendy donate, jiamin so good ehs. finally darren came out, chatted awhile and went off to northpoint. sit 811 one whole big round to kill time as was lazy to walk around. reached interchange, bused to sembawang shopping center to walk around. actually meeting chekguan, then he tell me he at home. nevermind x: walked around till about 5+ and bused back to interchange with jiamin. pei her take the stupid bus, the bus driver license fail bodoh ): she went down, and i bused back home alone, home sweet home. reached home, came online and went to play maple cos i'm dam bored. played till around 9, prepared and went out with parents to 717 for dinner. slacked there till around 10.30 then father sent me and mother back home. brother and he's friend is with my father and 717 watching soccer x: lols - sunday, woke up at around 11plus and went back to sleep. sleep and woke up at around 3plus and eberyone just woke up. prepared ourself and went to 123 to have our breakfast/lunch. came back home, was raining so slept again and woke up at 5plus. came online and played maple till around 9plus and went fo dinner. on the way there, chatted alot with brother and i know he's secret! *claps - monday, woke up replied messages and went to prepared myself. on the way to school, asked dad to help me sign the sec 2 camp form. father: dont want, i dont want help you sigg ( in chinese ) me: faster lahs, dont play lehs. later teacher scold me lahs ( in chinese ) father: tell your teacher call me, tell her i dont let you go ( in chinese ) me: you go die lahs, faster lehs ( in chinese ) father: tell you i dont let you go liao, dont disturb me lahs ( in chinese ) me: diaoed him and continue listening my music. reached school went to canteen to look for jiamin, shihui and others. text mother to tell her father dont want help me sign the form. she called and tell me dont care him say come home she help me sign. then chatted with jiamin, shihui and others and went up to hall. didnt have storybook and jiamin was kind enough to pei me stand yahs :D pe - ran around the field for 12 times can you imagine? x: english - did martyn's pig test, and i can garantee i sure fail. science - chatted with weijiang and seeing the 1T's & 2T's running. recess - eat and went up to hall. chinese - read textbook and copied bizi. home econs - slept for the first period and the next two period did work. cdp - teacher gaved us form and nothing else. after school, bused to interchange and bused home with jiamin. came home put things down and bused down to chongpang again with jiamin. went to kfc, eat and study, so guai right? :D after that went to buy food for brother and went to buy things. meeted up with darius and saw munping and friends, lols. after that, bused home together with jiamin. - hais, after so many days i still can't completely forget yous. seriously, during this few days when you didnt even text or call me, i knew this time you left me, you sure wont be back again. so i told myself if i can take a relationship, i also can put down a relationship. although i told sisters, gans, and friends that i dont like you already, but seriosuly deep down inside my heart i knew i was lying to myself. trying real hard to forget you, but i can't seems to forget you completely. telling myself again and again to forget you, but why cant i just forget you? i really dont know what to do, i really give up on everything yahs. everytime during school, really having serious mood swings. i can't even concetrate on studies, keep thinking of the past. memories uh memories, please stop coming inside me alrights. i want to forget everything, foget every single thing yahs. maybe one day i can just get knock down and die? who knows. hais, i really miss you effing loads, but what can i do? 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