Back from camp already, i swear i wont go camps anymore !
I dam effing hate the place where we sleep alright, super hate lahs ):
guys, contact my new number stop contacting my old number already.
and to people whom dont know my new number, tag me and ask.
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monday, woke up replied messages and prepared as usual.
didnt pack last night cos lazy, so need to pack in the morning.
so pack, and told father help me carry my bag, he help me alright *loves.
so went to school and saw jiamin, shihui and company there already.
chatted and went up to hall and assemble and things like that lahs.
went up to hall and continue to chat with shihui, azirah, and company.
had spot checks, and all of us was broken up into different groups lahs ):
but i still know almost most of them in my group lahs *laughs.
did some introduction and played some games and bused down to marina.
reached there, had toliet breaks and chatted among ourselfs again.
after that, headed to take ferry down to st john's island, so freaking far.
was chatting with zhihui and others, keep shooting zhihui all the way till there.
reached there, walked all the way to camp site, so far lahs ! ):
settled down at there and do all the things that we needed to do.
i cant remember everything we did already lahs, so wont post too much.
i only know afternoon keep playing games, walking around and around. X:
night time, chatted with jiamin and shihui till all of us fall asleep.
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tuesday, woke up went prepared, assemble and chatted again.
got one game need to go jetty there for dont know what reason lah.
and went there, they decided not to do the game, they want see snake.
our group was like standing there keep seeing at the snake lah, LOL.
but, i was like sitting at another side looking at the sea and the atmosphere.
all those stupid memories came inside my mind, eyes dam watery but never cry.
memories, when will you stop coming inside my mind? dont come anymore.
i dont want to be sad anymore, i want to stay happy. can i ? ):
eat, play games, eat, play games. i know its lame X:
there's this part which is so effing funny lahs, make me laugh till ..
cos we were suppose to play captain's ball, only ball right?
but, this chief dam unique cans, he use chicken also :D
he's so so so so so so so so so so so so so effing cute and handsome lahs. *ahem
night time, had campfire and all the groups needed to perform.
after that, had supper and headd back to sleep.
chatted with jiamin, felicia and angie, super effing funny cans :D
very long never chat with felicia and angie already, *laughs.
jiamin slept first, after that me, then i dont know liao, LOL.
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wednesday, woke up went to prepared, assemble and chatted again.
had to clean up those boys room, didnt do anything just stand there.
clean finish already, went back to basketball court and chatted agains.
had breakfast, and prize presentation then go take sec 2 pictures.
after that, took boat back to marina and bused back to school, lol.
reached school, went to toilet and stuffs like that then cab home with jiamin.
reached home, put things down and bused down to chongpang to eat.
finish eating, went over to walk around and bused back home sweet home :D
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zuiai, dont think too much and remember to stay happy alrights.
anything i'm just 8 digits away, remember yahs ! Cheer up ! <3
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mummy, i want to see the past you yah, the happy mummy.
dont think too much already, daughter will be with you throughtout.
dont worry that nobody will be there with you, cos there's me always.
i dont want you to slash or to drop anymore tears alright ! Promise me.
and mummy, i'm always here supporting you yah, dont give up so easily on yourself.
no matter what happens, you must stay strong, cos daughter is here. :D
anything i'm just 8 digits away from you, text or call me also can yahs.
study hard, and cheer up <3
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why am i still loving you?
why am i still missing you?
why am i still hoping that i can recieve your text one day?
why am i still hoping that i can recieve your call one day?
why am i still waiting for you to come back to me?
why am i still hoping to see you one day down the streets?
why am i still hoping that one day you will talk to me?
why am i still hoping that you still love me?
why am i still hoping that you still miss me?
i really dont want the past memories back to my mind already.
i dont want you inside my mind,
i dont want to miss you already,
i dont want to love you already,
i dont want to know you,
i dont want to keep hoping that you will talk to me like how you used to.
during the camp, looking at the sea when i first met you.
the day i met you was also near the sea, hais ..
how i wish i can just die and forget everything that's inside my mind.
i'm really very tired of this kind of live already, please ..
just what is love? tell me what is love ):
i dont want to be in love anymore, i dont want to love someone.
why must love exsist in this world? why must i know you?
hais, why must you come inside and ruin away all my laughters?
i'm not blaming you, but i'm blaming myself, i'm tired already ):
i dont want to stay in this world anymore, really very very tired.
but, i can't bear to leave my family, sisters, gans and friends alone.
but, i also can't bear to let them see me like this, ):
i dont want them to be sad because of me, i really dont want.
why is love so selfish? why must guys always break girls heart?
i really dont understand what you guys are thinking lah. i give up