everything ended just like this , sigh .
everything was just a lie , from the starting till now . nothing was real .
everytime i told myself to move on w my life , but i always failed .
yesterday when i heard from someone that you already like another girl , i broke down .
i dont know why , i told myself , i can move on w my life without you , but i'm lying .
reading past those messages that you once send me , i broke down .
i didn't delete any of your messages , from the day we patched till the day we broke up .
i never once deleted any of your messages , i told myself to delete , but i dont have the courage .
those memories which we once had together , is still in my mind .
if you really like another girl , i dont have anything to say . sighs
everytime my phone rings , i rush to the phone and see who called , but it wasn't you .
everytime when i wake up , i would see your miss call , but now no more .
everytime when i wanted to go home , you would send me to the bus stop and accompany me to wait for bus and even gave me a goodbye kiss , but now no more ):
i miss you , i miss the times when you called , i miss those messages that we once send to each other saying baby , i love you , and stuffs . but now no more already ):
when i needed you the most , where were you ? i miss you , you know ? ):
sighs , why must things become like this ? i dont know i dont know .
i dont want , i want the past , when you were there with me whenever i needed you .
but everything is gone already , who to blame ? i only have myself to blame .
this time , you are gone and wont be back anymore right ? sighs , i miss you .
i want to recieve your phone calls once again , i want to recieve those messages that you once send me , but i dont have the chance to recieve it anymore , sighs .