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NgWanTing :B
Currently, single.
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9 May 2009 - 13:48

everything was just a lie , from the beginning till now , sighs .

after exam , have been slacking with Michelle Zhinu , Tiffany , and Priscillia .
wont be posting about what happen , as its like almost the same for everday eh . haha .
after exam , meet Michelle Zhinu then go outside school meet Tiffany and Priscillia then to 4tou and home sweet home .
i'll post about what happen today , woke up and prepared all this then went to 717 for lunch .
came home , bath again as the weather dam effing hot and keep sweating -.-
prepared then father moodswings don't let me go out , zz . then in the end aso let me go out .
so , meet up with Yannzhenn at 167 , then bused down to northpoint meet Rosemary Babysweetheart .
bused down to 800plus after that , decided to text Huitian Honey as we're near her house area .
she came and meet us then go salon but the salon alot people , so nvm .
went to dont know what block slack then saw Joleen there . chatted then Huitian Honey need go home already .
we went to her house and slacked , played audition with Yannzhenn and Huitian Honey . hah .
around 5plus , Huitian Honey and her family going out already , so me and Rosemary Babysweetheart bused down to interchange .
she pei me bused down to my house area then mother called and tell me go 717 -.-
nvm , i went 717 while Rosemary Babysweetheart went home .

Michelle Zhinu , you this bad Zhinu ! said today will contact me in the end didn't . hah .
haiyo , you uh . dont sad already ok , must be happy . i want to see your true smile ehh .
there's still alot of guys out there , he's not the only guy in this world yeahh . cheer up my dear .
and , you better stop slashing yourself or i really will ignore you i tell you . hah , laughs .
but seriously , dont slash already ok . i know you slash because i slashed . but , i dont want see you slash ! ):
and , running away from reality isn't the best solution , you still have to face it one day right ?
why not face it now and you will have a better life next time ? you still have your loves one w you .
how long can you run away from reality ? you can't run away from it forever right ?
one day , you still haveto face up to reality . your loves one will be there for you whenever you're down .
cheer up my dear girl , (Loves)

Priscillia , you then chaoahlian loh , i'm such a good girl . hah .
you're so bad man , keep on bullying me hor , i'll get my revenge one day . laughs .
everytime i say i dont miss him , but deep down i'm still missing him , sighs ):
why can't i get over him ? i want to be happy , i want to be the last time Wantinq .
i dont want my familys , gans , and friends to see me upset , but sigh . ):
last long long long with your boyfriend yeahh , see you on tuesday , bye chaoahlian . (Loves)

Tiffany , you this another chaoahlian , dont learn from Priscillia , you must be good girl . hah .
but , i doubt you will be a good girl , because you're a chaoahlian .
you better study hard , i dont want to see you coming to NA , i want to see you in express !
hah , better be more guai uhh , and stop bullying me already . (Loves)

Huitian Honey , you must be happy ok ? i dont wanna see you sad sad . hah .
i know you still love him alot , i can see that . cheer up ok , girls dont need guys to survive ~
you still have family , gans , and friends w you yeahh ? i'm sure they dont wanna see you sad .
and you better stop slashing i tell you , let me see one more and i shall let you know the word DIE !
hah , you this Honey is forever so sweet man , no wonder you're my Honey . meet up soon again . (Loves)

Yannzhenn , shocked to see your name here isn't it ? hah . be proud to see your name here hors !
i also dont know what to say to you leh , but you're really a nice girl nah , hah .
dont smoke too much already , not good for your health ! must be healthy like me ehh . (:
and , stop slashing youself already uhh . last long with yongqiang . meet up soon again . (Loves)

Rosemary Babysweetheart , cheer up ok . dont sad . still got other guys around isn't it .
dont slash yourself already , you're only hurting yourself . meet up soon again . (Loves)

Gail Aiai , sorry today aren't able to meet up with you ehh . w meet up with you during the holidays !
and , you must cheer up alright . i want to see the last time Gail , the happy Gail . (:
i want to see you full of laughter , but i want the true laughter , not the fake laughter .
remember the times which we use to hang out together ? i want to see you that happy , can i ?
although you're sad but you still consoled me , thank you ehh . (Loves)

Felicia Superwomen , thank you for begin there for me whenever i'm down .
don't care about that bastard alright , he made you cry so much , i hate him !
anything i'm always here for you alright , dont cry already uhh . (Loves)

Jiamin , thank you for begin there for me whenever i'm down .
hope you and him will be together one day yeahh , cheer up and dont think so much .
if you guys really stead , last long hors ! (Loves)

i'm really lost for words to say , i didn't know you would change target so fast and so soon .
sigh , i really regret not giving you another chance , but i doubt you would ask me again .
now you already have someone whom you like already , i want you to tell me .
i dont believe when others told me that you already like someone already , but its true .
i'm just running away from reality , because i dont wanna break down again .
i wanna be happy , but i doubt i can be as happy as last time already , sighs ..
you told me to forget you , you think i want forget you jui forget you mehs ?
you think its so easy ? its not , its really hard to forget someone whom you really love .
but i know i'm still young , when i grow up , you won't be the one standing beside me .
you told me not to slash myself because its not worth it , but to me i think its worth it .
you said you're not a good boyfriend , but to me you're really a wonderful boyfriend .
everytime when we quarrel , you're always the one giving in to me .
our first month , i made you upset . i know i'm a failuer , sighs .
i thought you won't text me anymore , but you proved me wrong .
you told them you wanted to forget me , if that's your choice , i respect it .
since you have already found another girl that you like , good luck then .
so what if i still love you ? you wont be back already right ?
loving someone doesn't mean we have to be together , seeing you happy , i'm contented .
you remember that day at yishun park ? we was sitting at the swing , you told me to promise you i wont leave you , and i promised you , even till now i'm still keeping my promise , you know ? sighs .
thanks for all those memories that you left behind , those days were the most happy days .
i'll be waiting for you silently , i love you .