yesterday , didn't have school and i didn't slept for the whole night , i kept thinking & thinking .
i thought it was still early , but yet i couldn't sleep . till mummy came in my room and asked me , you dont have school today right , i say , dont have lahs . then i lied down and think again . sighs ):
mummy left for work , brother left for school , daddy left for work , left me alone at home .
used computer and prepared then bused down to 288 and meet up with Yannzhenn .
wait for her for around 5 - 10 mintues ? meet her already , wait her change clothe and all then cab down to 8tou , Huitian Honey , and others was there . talked and everything then left at around 12pm .
went to Huitian's Honey house , around 1.30pm Yannzhenn came to Huitian's Honey house .
chatted and played audition , and Huitian's Honey monther's cooked lunch for me . thanks eh . (:
slacked at her house till around 3pm then we cabbed down to 4tou as Yannzhenn wanted to go .
chatted and Huitian Honey really go crazy le , keep hitting the fitness corner floor till her hand got blood . -.-
around 5pm , cabbed home with Huitian Honey . and hsm . (:

today , prepared and stuffs then father bought me to school . reached school , Jiamin haven come .
around 5 minutes , Jiamin came . then , pei her go buy water . then went back and chatted again .
went up to hall , had Maths paper 2 from 8 - 9.15 . didn't complete all , as i dont know how to do .
went to 4th floor with Darius and Michelle Zhinu , then went down saw Tiffany and Amanda there .
chatted with them awhile , then forget which teacher ask us to go up hall , exam also haven start . lol
had Geography from 10.18 - 11.48 . didn't manage to do all , leave one whole page blank . ><
after exam , went to 418 with Michelle Zhinu , pei her eat then i cabbed home and prepared all this .
went down to my house there look for Yannzhenn . Ahxian and Jeremy was there too . lol -.-
then went to 123 as they wanted to eat , after eating finish cabbed down to northpoint with them .
went to timezone with Yannzhenn , then later Joey Dearest came and looked for us . hah , (:
chatted , then Joey Dearest wanted to go print pictures so i peied her go , some boys followed too .
went mac help Yannzhenn buy water then saw brother and he's friend , then went to timezone .
chatted and slacked around , then went to interchange and meet up with Huitian Honey .
something happened again , nvm , dont wanna mention anything . sibei pek cek ! -.-
went down with Joey Dearest , Huitian Honey , Yannzhenn , and some boys to Harvey Norman .
Joey Dearest collect her pictures already , then Joey Dearest need to go home , and they send her home .
continued slacking at northpoint till around 5plus , then bused down to 4tou as they wanted to go .
went there , then cabbed home with Huitian Honey , and hsm . (:

Fanny Husband , i know you are sad . but when you are sad you wont tell me , i dont know why .
but , you must be happy . i dont wanna see you sad . cheer up ok . i want you to be happy !
anything i'm always here for you , 8 digits away only . smile , i want to see you smile . (:

Felicia Superwomen , thank you for all those conselling that you gave me last night eh .
dont cry anymore , promise me you won't cry ok . you're making me worried for you . sighs ):
cheer up , you told me you will be happy , you remember ? i want you to smile , smile , smile !
you said Felicia is happy , but why , why am i seeing the Felicia cry now ? no more crying ok !
anything i'm always here for you , 8 digits away only . no more crying uh . smile more yeahh . (:

Huitian Honey , give him one more chance to prove that he really loves you . one more chance .
in life , everyone makes mistake . we won't know who is true to us or who is playing us . sigh ):
what if this time he's serious about you ? you won't know right , dont regret like how i did .
i know he hurt you deeply once , but i can see that you really love him , that's why .
i know how you are feeling , but whatever you do , i'm always here supporting you alright .
thank you for all those conselling that you gave me , you never failed to be there for me when i'm sad .
whatever you do , i'll always be behind you supporting you yeahh . 8 digits away only ~ (:

Jiamin , meet up soon . and cheer up alright . i know you can forget him , i know you can .
anything i'm always here for you , 8 digits away only . and no more crying already aright . smile . (:

Joey Dearest , shocked to see your name down here ? hah , dont have to be shocked .
hah , last long with your boyfriend eh , and meet me up soon soon . text you never reply . tsk .
and , sorry to dua you yesterday eh . anything i'm just 8 digits away only yeahh . hah . (:

Michelle Zhinu , i know you're very very sad . but sigh , cheer up ok ? i want to see you happy .
i know that you still love him alot , but he's already left and he wont be back anymore . right ?
i dont wanna see you cry already , it really hurt me seeing you like this you know . sighs .
everytime when i'm down , you never failed to be there for me cheering me up always .
although you're sad , but you still came and cheered me up , dont cry anymore ok ? promise me .
and , you better dont slash yourself i tell you , you slash yourself , i'll slash double of what you have slashed .
anything i'm always here for you , 8 digits away only . no crying / slashing hors ! hush baby hush . (:

Priscillia , i know you're facing family problems , but you still carried your fake smile around .
i know deep down you're not happy , but you dont want us to see you sad so you smiled .
but girl , cheer up alright . i want to see your true laughters , don't sad sad hors !
anything i'm always here for you , 8 digits away only . i want to see your true laughters ! (:

Tiffany , you're always smiling in the outside , but deep down you're bleeding , right right ?
i know you always see us break down , then you will also break down , but please don't alright .
because i dont wanna see you cry , dont cry . hush baby hush . cheer up pleasee , sighs ):
i guess you're also facing some relationship problems right ? but you dont wanna tell us .
you dont want us to be worried for you because we already have alot of problems already right ?
but girl , you must tell us , dont keep everything to yourself , you will get more upset . trust me !
you keep telling me & Michelle to move on and forget them , what about you ? apply it to youself .
i want to see you happy , can i ? those smiles and laughters from your face is all fake , fake !
sighs , cheer up ok . no more crying already . ok ? anything i'm 8 digits away only , smile ! (:

this time you're gone and won't be back again right , this time its really over .
what's the point of crying everyday ? no matter how many tears i shed , you wont be back .
i thought i could forget you , i thought i didn't like you anymore , but i was lying .
i thought my love for you would slowly fade , but i was wrong , it was growing not fading .
you still remembered that time when you told me i didn't treated you as my boyfriend ,
and you wanted to break ? but you was just testing me , i thought it was real ,
i was so afriad , afriad that you will leave me again , like how you left me the other time , but i just broke down .
because i was really very afraid , but you didn't leave . but in the end , you still left me like you did last time .
you said you won't leave , you said you will wait , all those were just lies . everything's a lie ):
i couldn't forget those sweet messages that you once send me ,
i couldn't forget those days which we once had together , those memories ,
thank you for all the memories that you have left .
what's the point in me crying for you again & again , while you're enjoying ouside , right ?
i wish i can rewind the time , i really regret , regret not accepting you for patch , sighs .
what's the point in saying all this now ? you have already left and you won't be back anymore .
the person whom you like isn't me anymore , its her . but , what can i do ? nothing , nothing at all .
why , why am i still loving you when you already like other charbo already ? sighs . ):
i remembered you told me that you will be there for me whenever i needed you , but where are you ?
you weren't here for me when i needed you . but instead it was others and not you . why ?
since you already found someone whom you liked already , i'm left with nothing to say .
if you & her stead already , i wish you guys last long . seeing you happy , i'm contented . ):
i'm still loving you like how i used to . text me will you ? sighs , i miss you .