i don't know what to say , neither do i know what to do , sighs .
i tried to every way to forqet you , but no matter what i do , i still can't forqet you .
do you still remember what day it is today ? i doubt so . ):
i don't know if you will be reading this , but i hope you will be reading .
thank you for all those memories that you have left behind ,
this will be the one & only last time which i say i love you .
after i finish postinq this , i will tell myself to forqet you & move on w my life .
althouqh i know forqetting you takes a lonq time , but i will still try my best .
after all this things , i hope you still treat me as a friend , but if you don't , then nvm .
for the past 1 month 2 days , you were a really very caring & loving boyfriend .
i know , no matter what i say or do now , you won't be back anymore right ?
loving someone doesn't mean we have been together , seeing you happy , i'm contented .
till now , i haven regreted begin w you at all , in fact , i'm very happy when i'm w you .
maybe now , you already have someone whom you liked already , good luck ehs .
zhinu , you remember what i tell you last night ? i hope you still remember .
if one day , you really liked him , i would give you my blessings for sure .
i can asure you , history won't repeat , i won't dislike you like how i do last time .
you may not believe what i say , but i really want to see every sinqle one of my friends happy .
what should i do ? i don't know . i really don't know , i'm tired of everyt already , sighs .
i don't feel like saying anyt , nobody understands how i feel at all .
i'm qivinq up everyt already , i'm serious this time .
daddy , mummy & brother .
thank you for begin there for me when i needed you quys the most .
mummy & daddy , i know you quys always scold me is because you quys care for me .
i thouqht friends meant more to me , but this time you quys prove me wronq .
no matter what happens , my friends won't be there for me always , but my family will .
brother , you're always there for me whenever i'm sad . you would always console me .
everytime when i do somethinq wronq , daddy & mummy won't scold me , but in fact they talked to me nicely .
i love my family alot laas . & happy belated birthday mummy .
hope you liked the cake me & brother bought for you alriqht , love you many many laas !