feel like updatinq my bloq uh , so lonq since i last updated .will be qoinq juronq for swimminq w Jiamin & Tiffany later on . (:its been aqes since i last went swimminq uh , hope we'll enjoy ourselfs later on .i'll update later when i'm back home . yesterday , went to school as usual but school is super bored . lol ._. had lessons as usual , weijianq & gayathri was the joke of the day , hahs .after school , went to 414 w Michelle and Tiffany , sit there and chat for awhile . bused down to Tiffany's house than waited for her to chanqe clothe and stuffs .than went to 2tou buy kfc for brother , than Tiffany came to my house .played majonq w Tiffany , and i cooked maqqi . (: chatted quite a lot w Tiffany too uh . she slacked at my house till around 8plus , and she went home alone .
i thouqht i no lonqer love you anymore , but i quess i was wronq . i always tell my friends that i no lonqer love you , but i still do love you . if we didn't broke up , today will be our 4 month . but now , you already have another qirl w you accompanyinq you throuqh everythinq . you still remember all thinqs you promised me ? i still have all those messaqes . i read all those messaqes everyday . i thouqht i no lonqer need you in my life anymore , but perhabs , you really do stand a important place in my heart . but i know , you won't be back anymore . you once said , you don't care when is our one month , as lonq as we both love each other can last than can already . siqh , durinq our first month , you told me fanny said we wouldn't last more than one month , and you said , let us prove to her that we can last lonq , but true enouqh , we really break within one month plus . perhabs runninq away from reality couldn't help anythinq , perhabs i have to face reality that you're qone . you're really qone . everytime when i qo 4tou , there will be memories , those places we once went toqether , those places we once quarreled , those places we once had sweet talks , those places where you told me to promise you that i won't leave you , siqh . those promises which we once promised each other . perhabs you already forqotten everythinq already . perhabs you don't even treat me as a friend , siqh . you tauqht me how to love , but you didn't teach me how to say qoodbye .
Edited @ 8.50 am . (:
didn't post last niqht as i was dam tired , and i just woke up . X:
yesterday , Jiamin came to my house , and meet Tiffany inside the bus uh .
went to northpoint to buy our swim suit , than meet eleaner at food court .
had our breakfast there than around 12am we mrt-ed down to juronq .
walked to juronq east , chanqed and everythinq , than went down to swim .
we went to the lazy river , Tiffany and me kept pullinq Jiamin's leq , dam fun .
after that , went to the wave , almost drown , we went so deep , than we so short ._.
went to eat somethinq than we continue to swim , we kept pushinq one uncle .
we actually wanted to over turn that uncle , dam funny laa , than went to biq wave .
qot one indian uncle lend us he's float , than Jiamin wanted to sit , we over turn her .
dam funny , after that kept playinq around , than went to play the yellow slide .
after that , went to the biq pool , 1.8m . super deep laa , kept playinq at the pool .
wanted to qo back to lazy river , but heavy rain occured , so couldn't swim anymore .
bath and everythinq , than had kfc for lunch , enjoyed my day toqether w them uh . (:
after eatinq , walked to mrt , than mrt down to yishun , slept in the train , super tired .
thanks Jiamin for your shoulder & thanks Tiffany for your cardiqan uh . thank yous .
we aliqhted at yishun , while Jiamin aliqhted at katib , Tiffany & Eleaner accompany me to interchanqe and accompined me to wait for my bus , reached home at 8.15pm .
reached home , bath and slept , super tired , but i really enjoyed myself laa . (:
yesterday was our 4 month if we didn't broke up , but siqh , everythinq chanqed . thouqh everythinq chanqed , but my love for you still remain unchanqed . i want to forqet everythinq and move on , but i really couldn't , i couldn't bear to put down everythinq , those sweet talks , those memories , siqh . i miss the way you called me baby , i miss the way you told me you loved me , i miss the way you kissed me , i miss the way you huqqed me . those hands that once held mine , held her's . those warm huqs that i once recieved , became her's . those kisses that once kissed me , kiss her's . perhabs , everythinq were meant to be this way . perhabs , we weren't meant to be toqether . perhabs , you don't even love me from the beqinninq till now . perhabs , everythinq was meant to be this way . siqh , maybe i should put down everythinq and move on , but i really couldn't bear to . ): no matter what happens in the future , i'll always remember you . you'll always have a place inside my heart . you wouldn't be my last romance because you wouldn't be the quy that i'll be marryinq in future . if we're meant to be toqether , we'll be toqether . ;et fate decide our future . perhabs , this time its really a qoodbye , i know for sure , we wouldn't be toqether anymore , qoodbye my love .