Nothing last forever.

2009-08-07T19:52:00.000-07:00

Love is a game , which i cannot afford to play . ♥

back to update already , internet explorer havinq some problems i think ?
nvm , i would be postinq about yesterday and there'll be dedications below . ^^

yesterday , went to school as normal than had performances and everythinq .
school ended at around 10am . than bused down to northpoint w Yamuna .
meet up w Nurul at interchanqe than saw Atikah , so went to library for awhile .
than went to mac there , saw khairuddin , chatted for awhile , he chanqed alot already .
after that , around 11plus , came home chanqed and everythinq , than was lazy to qo out . -.-
brother cooked for me to eat than he went out . used computer till around 7pm .
Tiffany came outside my house here to look for me . chatted quite alot uh , kept lauqhinq . ^^
she went northpoint to look for her friend at around 7.45pm ? went home after that .

Fanny , thouqh we aren't close anymore , but still , you must be happy alriqht , you always seems to be so happy , but you don't looks happy . i miss those days when we used to qo out toqether and everythinq , meet up soon alriqht , luvs . ♥

Tiffany , here's a dedication to you this noob , be happy that your name is up here in my bloq . i don't know if you've really forgotten about him or you still love him . you told me you already forgotten him already , but you don't seems to have forgotten about him . you don't be so upset already ok , must be happy like me k . ♥

Eshi , you don't step one happy when you aren't happy at all laa . cheer up k . don't sad already , i know you still love her alot , if its yours , its yours . if it isn't yours , no matter what you do , or how lonq you wait , it won't be yours . you would always be there for me whenever i needed someone , thank you monkey ! {:

Tiffany , Fanny , Jiamin , Felicia , Eshi , Gail , Yanzhen , Shihui , Celeste , Cecilia
Huitian , Priscillia , Rosemary , Cindy , Emiline , Theresa , Zongxian , Shuxian .

thouqh i didn't write dedications to some of you , but i do luv you quys alot k ! ^^ thanks for begin there for me whenever i'm sad . didn't meet some of you for a very lonq time already , do meet up soon alriqht . anythinq , i would always be there for you quys . luv you quys alot . ♥

i realise i really hate you alot , and yes its really alot . i don't know why . perhabs you know its you , perhabs you don't know its you . but let me tell you now , i really do hate you alot , and i mean alot . if you think its you , than its you . {:

2009-08-07T01:49:00.000-07:00

Back to update tomorrow . (:
I miss all my love ones. ♥

don't come and act close to me when you don't even treat me as a friend , because i wouldn't even need a friend like you . don't think you say all those thinqs behind me i don't know , its just that i choose to keep quiet . so what if you don't trust me , i don't need you to trust me either . lauqhs , if you think its you , than its you . don't bother cominq and ask me whom this person is , because i wouldn't tell you quys . (:

2009-08-04T03:40:00.000-07:00

i'm happy this few days , i don't know why too . (:
i'm glad i have my wonderful friends , they never failed to make me lauqh .
my life was filled w them around , super many jokes uh them !
i'll only be postinq what happened yesterday & today . ^^

yesterday , woke up prepared and everythinq , went to school early ._.
sit down w Shihui awhile than Tiffany called and ask me qo broadway .
so , went to 416 and meet up w Tiffany & Priscillia , than slacked awhile .
text Jiamin than she told me some teachers saw me , so , went back school .
Tiffany & Priscillia send me to near school there than went in school alone . ):
went back class and chatted than had home econs test , didn't study .
recess only drank water as i don't feel like eatinq uh , don't know why .
skip about school life , as i think that it's quite borinq uh , lols . X:
after school , went to 4tou w Jiamin to buy bubble tea .
than , send Jiamin to bus stop while i went to 416 to meet Darren & Mizwan .
walked to Northview primary as Darren wanted to pay somethinq .
after that , went to school outside there take bus while Mizwan went home .
slacked w Darren till around 5plus than he went home .
watched tv , than use computer till around 9pm , than i went to sleep .
sleep till 11plus than daddy woke me up to sing birthday sonq for brother .
sinq already than i went back to sleep as i was really very tired already ._.

today , went to school quite early too , all because of my father .
today's pe was super fun , we played the floorball and kept lauqhinq .
than one of the stick broke because Alicia / Welicia banged till that person .
( not qonna mention who broke that stick , secret . heh . ^^ )
school's life bored , so don't feel like mentioninq anythinq about school lifes .
after school , stayed back because of the notice board thinq . bored .
around 3pm , can qo home already , so went to kfc w Shihui , Jiamin & Sharon .
lauqhter filled aqain , was jokinq around and qossipinq !! (: HAHA .
after that , went to see thinqs than somethinq happened , lols . super funny .
thanks Sharon for buyinq that thinq for us . (: hsh after that , bye .

2009-07-17T04:37:00.000-07:00

back to update this dead bloq of mine , i won't be postinq so often already .
this few days went to school as usual , same routine everyday .
perhabs i'll just let this bloq die ? hahs , won't be postinq till i feel like postinq . ^^
anythinq you quys can contact me throuqh my phone / msn . {:

2009-07-13T06:37:00.000-07:00

won't be postinq so often already .

anythinq contact me throuqh my phone or msn . (:

这个爱情游戏结束了，我也不再爱你了。

2009-07-10T17:29:00.000-07:00

feel like updatinq my bloq uh , so lonq since i last updated .
will be qoinq juronq for swimminq w Jiamin & Tiffany later on . (:
its been aqes since i last went swimminq uh , hope we'll enjoy ourselfs later on .
i'll update later when i'm back home .

yesterday , went to school as usual but school is super bored . lol ._.
had lessons as usual , weijianq & gayathri was the joke of the day , hahs .
after school , went to 414 w Michelle and Tiffany , sit there and chat for awhile .
bused down to Tiffany's house than waited for her to chanqe clothe and stuffs .
than went to 2tou buy kfc for brother , than Tiffany came to my house .
played majonq w Tiffany , and i cooked maqqi . (: chatted quite a lot w Tiffany too uh .
she slacked at my house till around 8plus , and she went home alone .

i thouqht i no lonqer love you anymore , but i quess i was wronq . i always tell my friends that i no lonqer love you , but i still do love you . if we didn't broke up , today will be our 4 month . but now , you already have another qirl w you accompanyinq you throuqh everythinq . you still remember all thinqs you promised me ? i still have all those messaqes . i read all those messaqes everyday . i thouqht i no lonqer need you in my life anymore , but perhabs , you really do stand a important place in my heart . but i know , you won't be back anymore . you once said , you don't care when is our one month , as lonq as we both love each other can last than can already . siqh , durinq our first month , you told me fanny said we wouldn't last more than one month , and you said , let us prove to her that we can last lonq , but true enouqh , we really break within one month plus . perhabs runninq away from reality couldn't help anythinq , perhabs i have to face reality that you're qone . you're really qone . everytime when i qo 4tou , there will be memories , those places we once went toqether , those places we once quarreled , those places we once had sweet talks , those places where you told me to promise you that i won't leave you , siqh . those promises which we once promised each other . perhabs you already forqotten everythinq already . perhabs you don't even treat me as a friend , siqh . you tauqht me how to love , but you didn't teach me how to say qoodbye .

Edited @ 8.50 am . (:

didn't post last niqht as i was dam tired , and i just woke up . X:

yesterday , Jiamin came to my house , and meet Tiffany inside the bus uh .

went to northpoint to buy our swim suit , than meet eleaner at food court .

had our breakfast there than around 12am we mrt-ed down to juronq .

walked to juronq east , chanqed and everythinq , than went down to swim .

we went to the lazy river , Tiffany and me kept pullinq Jiamin's leq , dam fun .

after that , went to the wave , almost drown , we went so deep , than we so short ._.

went to eat somethinq than we continue to swim , we kept pushinq one uncle .

we actually wanted to over turn that uncle , dam funny laa , than went to biq wave .

qot one indian uncle lend us he's float , than Jiamin wanted to sit , we over turn her .

dam funny , after that kept playinq around , than went to play the yellow slide .

after that , went to the biq pool , 1.8m . super deep laa , kept playinq at the pool .

wanted to qo back to lazy river , but heavy rain occured , so couldn't swim anymore .

bath and everythinq , than had kfc for lunch , enjoyed my day toqether w them uh . (:

after eatinq , walked to mrt , than mrt down to yishun , slept in the train , super tired .

thanks Jiamin for your shoulder & thanks Tiffany for your cardiqan uh . thank yous .

we aliqhted at yishun , while Jiamin aliqhted at katib , Tiffany & Eleaner accompany me to interchanqe and accompined me to wait for my bus , reached home at 8.15pm .

reached home , bath and slept , super tired , but i really enjoyed myself laa . (:

yesterday was our 4 month if we didn't broke up , but siqh , everythinq chanqed . thouqh everythinq chanqed , but my love for you still remain unchanqed . i want to forqet everythinq and move on , but i really couldn't , i couldn't bear to put down everythinq , those sweet talks , those memories , siqh . i miss the way you called me baby , i miss the way you told me you loved me , i miss the way you kissed me , i miss the way you huqqed me . those hands that once held mine , held her's . those warm huqs that i once recieved , became her's . those kisses that once kissed me , kiss her's . perhabs , everythinq were meant to be this way . perhabs , we weren't meant to be toqether . perhabs , you don't even love me from the beqinninq till now . perhabs , everythinq was meant to be this way . siqh , maybe i should put down everythinq and move on , but i really couldn't bear to . ): no matter what happens in the future , i'll always remember you . you'll always have a place inside my heart . you wouldn't be my last romance because you wouldn't be the quy that i'll be marryinq in future . if we're meant to be toqether , we'll be toqether . ;et fate decide our future . perhabs , this time its really a qoodbye , i know for sure , we wouldn't be toqether anymore , qoodbye my love .

2009-07-06T22:21:00.000-07:00

went to school as usual , 4 periods of mrs tenq lesson . -.-
recess , ate and went up to hall than back to classroom .
chinese , have test , quite hard , but still able to do , hahs .
maths , was super bored , but time passes quite fast uh . (:
music , went to music room and hear the singapore sonq .
after school , stayed back for the english test , 2.30 release .
went out of school w Jiamin & Shihui . than Deyao & Tzejun came .
waited for Darren to come , than bus to my house here slack and home at 4.30pm .

2009-07-06T22:20:00.000-07:00

Replyinq of taqs .

2009-07-03T04:40:00.003-07:00

♥ MICHELLE :B: me is always stronq , isn't it ? (:
Kayen: hah , thank yous . (: LaoLia's: think before you do anythinq next time .
xiiao J: lol .__.
Jiamin: i already finish doinq my work . you still copied my work loh , you this ass .
S.JIAYI :D: must study hard already uhs .
LaoLia's: hah , cute laa you . <3
` & ♥ MICHELLE.W :B: me loves you too . <3
JoeyTanXM: hahs , thank you . me loves you too ! <3
Eshi ,Monkey: sotpluq .__.
{G},Chuyu ♥: hello .
Cecilia: hah , loves !
( ♥ CARYNNN ): hello . (:
Doraaaa!: hahs , obviously i know who you . dora and the explorer ~
Kayen: linked you too .
chuan: linked you already .
LaoLia's: hello , me love you too ! (L)
Tiffany`XueTing: hahs , me is always stronq my dear . me loves you ! (:
Celest: hahs , removed your link already . see you on tuesday .
LaoLia's: nevermind , its ok . see you on wednesday than . (:

those lies which you said .

2009-07-03T00:57:00.000-07:00

yesterday , woke up prepared & everythinq than father bouqht me to school .
meet tiffany outside school than went to canteen than back to class .
sinq national anthem and stuffs , than had temperature takinq .
Cdp : Mr Ho at there keep talk about characther and stuffs .
Enqlish : chatted the whole period .
Recess : eat toqether w Jiamin , Tiffany and Michelle .
Chinese : slacked and chatted .
Maths : did some works .
Music : played true or dare toqether w Jiamin , Darius , Welicia , Alicia , Sharon , Kenneth , Jinqchou , Kelvin , Wenluo , Jianyonq , Muneer .
after school , went to 418 for lunch w Tiffany & Michelle for lunch .
bused down to northpoint @ around 3 plus . hsh @ around 4plus qoinq 5 .

today , woke up prepared everythinq than father send me to school .
Tiffany was waitinq for me outside school than we went in toqether .
went to canteen and chatted awhile than went back to class .
sinq national anthem and stuffs than had temperature takinq .
Projectwork : listen to teacher talkinq haklfway than fall asleep .__.
Enqlish : played true or dare than went for counsellinq .
Recess : eat toqether w Jiamin and Tiffany .
Maths : did some work .
Chinese : slacked and chatted .
Science : did some work .
after school , went to 418 for lunch toqether w Tiffany .
bused down to northpoint @ around 2 plus . hsh @ around 2 plus qoinq 3 .

Michelle , you don't think too much and you better cheer up alriqht . thouqh he don't love you , we still loves you .i know you've been cryinq for him everyday , but did he know ? did he even bother ? you often told me to cheer up , why not apply it to yourself ? cryinq / slashinq for him , worth it anot ? would cryinq solve anythinq ? would cryinq brinq him back to your side ? don't be silly , he won't be back . since he choose to leave him , let him leave . you often say ' if you really love somethinq , let qo , if it comes back to you , its your's . if it don't come back to you , it ain't meant to be yours . ' wake up , he won't be back to you anymore . you have to face reality . me love youzxc .

Tiffany , althouqh you seems happy , i know inside your heart you seems to be bleedinq . i quess you still can't forqet him ? i don't know . but my dear , if he wants to qo , let him qo . why hold on to somethinq which you know it wouldn't be yours aqain ? you still have us by your side riqht . no matter what happens , we'll always be there w you . cheer up . me love youzxc .

Priscillia , thouqh we don't contact often or meet up often , but still i wanna see you happy . thouqh you don't often tell me how you feel , but i could sense that you arent happy at all . i don't know how you feel unless you tell me . all i could do is stay by your side supportinq you , qivinq you advice and everythinq . but the decision is yours , whether to hold on or let qo , its your choice , nobody could help you decide . whatever decision you make , we'll always support you my dear . me love youzxc .

Felicia , thouqh we don't often talk to each other anymore , but still i wanna see you happy alriqht . i know you still love him , but yet i heard from michelle that he already loves someone else . since he already don't love you , what's the point in holdinq somethinq which you know that it will never be yours aqain ? althouqh i know you really love him alot , but seeinq him happy you should be contented , isn't it ? when i'm sad , you never fails to make me happy and you always qave me advices . you always told me to move on w my life , but why not apply everythinq which you told me to yourself ? thouqh i often see you smilinq like nobody business , but you arent feelinq the same inside . i know you don't wanna tell us how you feel because you don't wanna be a burden to us . but my dear , you know you mean alot to us also ? anythinq , i'll always be here . me love youzxc .

Fanny , we're driftinq apart already . when we see each other in schools , we don't often talk to each other already . i know you're facinq some problems , but you don't tell me what had happen . but my dear , all i could do is supportinq whatever decision you have made , and cheer you up when you're down . if one day , you ever need someone whom you can speak to , i'll always be here alriqht . me wants to see the happy FannySimFenqJuan back ok ? me love youzxc .

Cecilia , Cindy , Emiline , Gail , Huitian , Joey , Jiamin , Theresa , Yannzhenn .

you quys arent forqotten ok , me hearts you quys many many ! (:

2009-07-01T11:37:00.000-07:00

Its 2.40am riqht now , and tomorrow there's still school .
i couldn't qet to sleep , so i came updatinq my bloq .
today , woke up prepared everythinq than meet Jiamin at interchanqe .
went to 925 for our breakfast and bused down to school .
Art - chanqed teacher , joked around .
Recess - was at class area .
Chinese - was jokinq & listeninq to sonqs .
Science - did some mindmap .
Geoqraphy - went to ava room & watched captain planet .
after school , michelle was waitinq for me , than we went to wait for tiffany .
qet cauqht for attire by mr nq . than went out after that .
went to 425 for some stuffs , than went to 418 for our lunch .
send michelle to bus stop than went to buy bubble tea than it was hsm .

perhabs , my feelinq for you really faded already . your no lonqer the quy that i knew from the beqinninq till now , you totally chanqe to another person already . after doinq some soul - searchinq , i realized i need you i also need carry on w my life , i don't need you i also need carry on w my life . i decided to move on w my life happily . as i once said , you would be my last romance , i'll try to keep my promise . but i know one day i would break that promise , because you won't be the quy that i'll be marryinq next time . i wish you all the best in anythinq you do , and last lonq w him alriqht . (:

2009-06-26T06:26:00.000-07:00

if world doesnt have reqrets , there will be no memories .

yesterday , woke up , used computer then went to prepared myself .

cab down to michelle's house downstairs to meet up w her .

walked to 418 and meet up w Xiaojo , Priscillia & Gavin .

had my lunch over there , and chatted w them till around 5plus .

had fun toqether w them , they kept takinq pictures of each other .

if you're there , you could see how cute was Michelle & Xiaojo .

while waitinq for Michelle's bus to arrive , Gavin & Xiaojo was fiqhtinq .

father & dauqhter fiqhtinq in public , super funny i tell you . hah !

after that , bused back home . and it was home sweet home . (:

today , woke up , used computer , then went to prepared myself .

bused down to northpoint and meet up w Kathrine .

accompined her qo buy her stuffs , then walked around for awhile .

she went to meet up w her friends , so i went to kfc alone . -.-

saw Adrian at interchanqe and chatted awhile w him , hahs .

actually meetinq my friend , but havinq tution so couldn't qo out .

this time round , i decided to qive you up already . no point holdinq on to this relationship when you have already let qo . you already have another relationship already , and yeah , i'll qive both of you my blessinqs . no matter how hard i tried to forqet you , i just couldn't . you keep appearinq inside my mind . all those memories keep flashinq back everyday . those hands that once held mine , held her's . those warm kisses from you to me , kissed her . the warmest huqs that you once qave , became her's . you told me i'll be your last , but you're lyinq , isn't it ? i wouldn't blame you , because i could see how much you love her . all i wish from qod is that he'll qive you a better life . i could see that you're much more happier when you're w her . maybe , i should really put a end to everythinq . i really couldn't bear to put down this relationship and move on w my life , but if seeinq you happy , i'm willinq to put down this relationship . fallinq in love w someone takes 1 second , beqin w that someone takes 1 week , but it takes forever to forqet that someone . but , this time i have decided , i would move on my life without you , i don't need you anymore . if time could turn back , i would still be w you despite all those hurts that you qave . those memories which you qave will be kept deep down inside my heart . i want you to know , w everythinq i won't let this qo . those words are my heart and soul , i hold on to this you know . because i'd bleed my heart out to show that i won't let this qo . but now , everythinq's too late already , everythinq chanqed . when i needed someone to be there w me , it wasn't you , it was someone else . you once told me you would be there for me whenever i needed you , but you weren't there . those days when you were w me , was the most wonderful day in my life . you'll always stand a place inside my heart , iloveyou . (L)

2009-06-24T02:53:00.001-07:00

Taqs replied . (:

Monkey: hahs , i'm always stronq .
S H U X I AN: everythinq chanqed .
LaoLia's: hahs , <3
♥ MICHELLE.W :B: hahs , i love you too .
FELICIA.: Superwomen to the rescue , hahs .
guest.: hahs , thank you . (:
♥ , HuitiaN: hahs , i miss you alot ! better meet me up soon laas !
S.JIAYI :D: hahs , my heart is always lauqhinq !
Gail.: hahs , you must cheer up too ! Iloveyou & imissyou !
geokting: linked you up already . (:
♥ MICHELLE.W :B: HOHOHO , MERRY CHRISTMAS .
FANNY: i'm always happy my dear . school qoinq reopen already , can see you le . HAHA !
Xiaojo: relinked .
H.uitian: relinked .

2009-06-23T21:06:00.000-07:00

74286764 .

haven been updatinq my bloq due to my laziness , sorry ehs . X:
this few days haven been qoinq out much , because was really very tired uh .
i'll only be postinq about today & yesterday , because i don't remember much thinqs .

yesterday , slept at 6am due to watchinq mvp valentine , addicted to it already uh .
slept at 6 and woke up at 11 as i made a appointment as i'm qonna rebond my hair .
my appointment was at 10.30 , and i woke up at 11 , so rushed & prepare everyt .
cabbed down to 292 , and xiaojo called me and i decided to meet her .
so i went home for awhile , then bused down to 418 and meet up w her .
had our lunch over there and went over to 423 , Gavin came down after that .
slacked till around 5plus , then bused back home alone , michelle was on the phone w me throuqhout . <3

today , woke up by michelle's call , went to prepare then used computer awhile .
around 10plus , bused down to northpoint and meet up w michelle .
walked around northpoint then went to lonqjohn and slacked till it was lunch time uh .
lunch time already , had our lunch there then walked around northpoint aqain & aqain .
decided to qo my house after that , slacked at my house till around 4plus .
had dinner at 123 , then Marcus & Gerard came after that . wait for them eat finish .
went to 174 , slacked till around 7.30pm , then they send me home . (:

siqhs , i really mis you alot , but i know you wouldn't be back already . those memories you left behind will always be kept down deep inside my heart . if time could rewind , i would still choose to be w you despite all those hurts you qave . past memories keep cominq back . i could see that you're more happy when you're w her . that time when jiamin & eshi qonna break , you asked me if i would break w you because both of them were breakinq . i told you i wouldn't leave you till the day you leave me . siqh , takecare and lastlonq w her alriqht .

2009-06-17T03:03:00.000-07:00

if only you were w me riqht now , i qot so many thinqs which i wanna tell you .

if time machine exsisted , i want to turn the time back to 110309 , the day we were toqether .

you told me we would last , you told me i'll be your last , everyt was just a lie , isn't it ?

i thouqht i could forqet you by tellinq myself i hate you , but i realized i was lyinq , siqhs .

you tauqht me how to love , but you didn't teach me how to say qoodbye .

if time could rewind , i swear i'll treasure you . but , everythinq's too late already , isn't it ?

you once told me you won't leave me alone , but , where are you riqht now ?

i thouqht i could find someone else to replace you , but nobody could replace you .

in my heart , you always stand a special place , nobody could replace you , i promise .

i have already craved your name deep inside my heart , nothinq could erase it .

i really couldn't bear to see you leavinq me , but what could i do ? i could do nothinq .

all i wanted from you was your love , care & concern , but everythinq's qone already .

nothinq i say could brinq you back , no matter how lonq i wait you won't be back anymore .

i really reqretted not acceptinq your patch that day , but what's the point in sayinq all these ?

in your heart , there's only her . i could do nothinq , but qive both of you my blessinqs . (:

i could see that you're more happy w her , i could see how much you love her ,

i could see how much you care for her , i could see how much you miss her .

perhabs , this time round , you're really serious in her . all i could is qive you my support .

nothinq i do could brinq you back , so i decided to put a end to everythinq already .

but ~~baby~~, you remember what i once promised you ?

i promised you , you'll be my last romance . and yeah , till now i'm still keepinq that promise .

110309 - 030509 . you're really a qreat boyfriend to me all these months , thank you .

2009-06-17T02:28:00.001-07:00

Quiz taqqed by Felicia superwomen ~

1) Besides lips , where is your favourite spot to get kiss ?
- cheecks .

2) How do you feel when you woke up this morning ?
- bored & tired .

3) Who was the last person you talked with ?
- MichelleWonqJiaXin , my dearest zhinu . (:

4) Would you consider yourself spoiled ?
- nope .

5) Would you donate blood ?
- depends .

6) Have you ever had a best friend who is opposite sex ?
- yeahs .

7) Do you want someone dead ?
- i don't know .

8) What does the last message says ?
- call me now .

9) What are you thinking right now ?
- those past memories .

10) Do you wish someone with you right now ?
- yeah .

11) What time you went to bed last night ?
- 3plus .

13) Is someone in your mind ?
- obviously .

14) Who was the last person you texted ?
- Priscillia .

15) 10 people tagged to do quiz .
1) MichelleWonq .
2) TiffanyWonq .
3) PriscilliaFonq .
4) AnqHuitian .
5) FannySim .
6) CeciliaLim .
7) JoleenLim .
8) Theresa .
9) CindyLim .
10) GailLim .

16) Who is 2 having relationship with ? - TiffanyWonq .
Ans : nobody .

17) Is 3 male or female ? - PriscilliaFonq .
Ans : female .

18) If 7 & 6 get together , would it be a good thing ? - JoleenLim & CeciliaLim .
Ans : i don't know .

19) What is 1 study about ? - MichelleWonq .
Ans : she don't study . X:

20) When was the last time you chat with 5 ? - FannySim .
Ans : hm , few days aqo .

21) Is 4 single ? - AnqHuiTian .
Ans : yeahs .

22) Say something about 2 ? - TiffanyWonq .
Ans : pretty , nice , friendly , adorable , funny & loveable . (:

23) What do you think of 3 & 6 being together . - PriscilliaFonq & CeciliaLim .
Ans : they're already hubby & wifey .

24) What do you think if 6 & 7 fight ? - CeciliaLim & JoleenLim .
Ans : i don't know .

25) Do you like 3 ? - PriscilliaFonq .
Ans : obviously .

26) WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: wintermelon tea .
2. Last phone call: michellewonqjiaxin .
3. Last text message: call me now .
4. Last song you listened to: wo she bu de .
5. Last time you cried: just . X:

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yeahs .
7. Been cheated on: kinda .
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nope .
9. Lost someone special: don't know ?
10. Been depressed: meaninq ?
11. Been drunk and threw up: yeahs .

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
- black .
- white .
- pink .

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yeahs .
16. Laughed until you cried: maybe once or twice , not sure .
17. Met someone who changed you: yeahs .
18. Found out who your true friends were: not too sure yet . X:
19. Found out someone was talking about you: nope .
20. How many kids do you want to have: i don't know .
21. Do you have any pets: nope .
22. Do you want to change your name: don't want .
23. What did you do for your last birthday: went to vivo to celebrate my birthday .
24. What time did you wake up today: 12plus .
25. What were you doing at midnight last night: talkinq on phone .
26. Name something you CANNOT wait for: him to be back once aqain , but its impossible .
27. Last time you saw your Mother: last niqht .
28. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: i want more freedom . X:
29. What are you listening to right now: wo she bu de .
30. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope , only watched Tom & Jerry . (:
31. What's getting on your nerves right now: nothinq .
32. Most visited webpage: my bloq .
33. Whats your real name: NgWanTinq .
34. Relationship Status: sinqle .
35. Zodiac sign?: piq .
36. Male or female? : female .
37. Elementary? : jps .
38. Middle School? nvss.
39. High school/college?: didn't even qo & think about it .
40. Hair colour: brownish .
41. Long or short: lonq .
42. What do you like about yourself?: everythinq . X:
43. Piercings: nose .
44. Tattoos: nope .
45. Righty or lefty: riqhty .
46. Nerdy or smart: not nerd , not smart . just nice . (:
47. First surgery: haven done any surqery before .
48. First piercing: don't know .
49. First best friend(s): munpinq .
50. First vacation: forqotten .
52. First pair of trainers: menainq ?
53. Eating: wanq wanq . X:
54. Drinking: wintermelon tea .
55. I'm about to: watch television .
56. Listening to: wo she bu de .
57. Waiting on: him to text me , but i know its impossible ~

YOUR FUTURE :
58. Want kids?: don't know .
59. Get Married?: don't know .
60. Career?: don't know .

Which is Better ? :
61. Lips or eyes: eyes .
62. Hugs or kisses: huqs .
63. Shorter or taller: shorter .
64. Older or Younger: older .
65. Romantic or spontaneous: what's spontaneous ?
66. Nice stomach or nice arms: don't know .
67. Sensitive or loud: don't know .
68. Hook-up or relationship: meaninq ?
69. Trouble maker or hesitant: meaninq ?

HAVE YOU EVER :
70. Kissed a stranger: obviously no . -.-
71. Drank hard liquor: yeahs .
72. Lost glasses/contacts: nope .
73. Sex on first date: nope .
74. Broken someone's heart: i don't know .
75. Been arrested: nope .
76. Turned someone down: i don't know .

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
77. Yourself: obviously .
78. Miracles: yeahs .
79. Love at first sight: yeahs .
80. Heaven: yeahs .
81. Santa Claus: nope .
82. Angels: nope .

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
83. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: nope .
84. Did you sing today?: yeahs .
85. Ever cheated on somebody?: cheated on what ?
86. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: 110309 .
87. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: huh ?
88. Are you afraid of falling in love?: yeahs . X:
89. Posting this as 90 truths?: huh ?
90. Love yourself?: obviously .

2009-06-15T04:32:00.000-07:00

i'm qonna mia for some reasons , don't bother askinq because i won't say .

don't bother contactinq me throuqh my phone also , i won't reply nor answer .

maybe i'll reply some of your messqes , but i won't reply all , so try your luck . (:

2009-06-12T10:51:00.000-07:00

woke up today by Gavin's call , he asked me to wake up but yet i cotinued sleepinq .
he called aqain @ 10plus , woke up , prepared and everythinq then bused down to 2tou .
meet up w Gavin & Xiaojo . Priscillia and Tiffany came down then we bused down to northpoint .
had kfc for lunch , was jokinq all the way w them laas , they dam fuckinq cute manxzxzxz . (:
slacked at timezone & funland . went over to mac & meet up w Binjie , Edmond & Andy .
Tiffany told me she saw Joey dearest , so i called her & she came down to mac and find me . (:
its been ages since i last chatted w her . Tiffany had some problems w someone , now ok already .
then , Priscillia , Binjie , Edmond & Andy went to funland while Tiffany , Joey , Xiaojo & me went to timezone .
Priscillia text me ask us to qo over to funland , so went down to funland and look for them .
slacked till around 4pm , bused home as tution teacher told me she's cominq over earlier .
while walkinq home , saw tution teacher downstairs my house waitinq for me , lol ! X:

CindyLimYanTinq mother .
siqhs , cheer up alriqht . i don't wanna see you cry , i'm sure nobody wanna see you like that also .
althouqh i know its hard to forqet someone whom we really love , but we still need to try riqht ?
no love last forever , no matter how sweet they are , one day eventually they will end up breakinq .
don't think too much already , i'm always be there for you whenever you needed me . <3

FeliciaChuaWeiWei superwomen .
siqhs , don't mia already laas . ): your friends are worried for you , don't sad already , will you ? ):
whenever i'm sad , you're always there for me qivinq me advices and askinq me to cheer up .
why don't you apply it to yourself ? i wanna see you happy , remember those lauqhters ? (:
you told me you will lauqh more , isn't it ? i want to see the happy Felicia and not the sad Felicia !
you better contact me asap alriqht , fuckinq worried about you manxzxzxz . <3

JoeyTanXinMun dearest .
you remember what you told me today ? you said , zharbo don't need tabor to survive isn't it ?
don't cry already ok , cheer up . don't put too much hope in a relationship , you will only qet hurt .
my dear qirl , don't think too much already . anythinq i'm always here for you alriqht . <3

MichelleWonqJiaXin zhinu .
my dear qirl , i'm really alriqht . you uh , must be happy hor . don't cry anymore already uh . (:
i know everytime when both of you quarrel , you're always the one qivinq in riqht . hahs , last lonq .
anythinq i'm always here alriqht . 8 diqits away only . <3

PriscilliaFonq .
you this silly qirl , don't cry already alriqht . i don't wanna see you sad i tell you , hahs . (:
remember what you say , cry tio 'bao' . thank you for cheerinq me up the other day yeahs .
don't quarrel w him already nahs , i wanna see both of you last lonq lonq lonq alriqht . <3

TiffanyWonqXueTinq .
siqhs , stop cryinq because of him already , will you ? alot of people care for you , you know ?!
since you choose to forqet him and move on w your life , we quys will be w you throuqh it all . (:
Priscilla , Michelle , Cecilia , Shuxian , Xiaojo , me & alot others will always be there for you !
no matter what happens in the future , we will always stay by your side . <3

Xiaojo , last lonq w Binjie alriqht . don't wanna see you cry anymore . <3

you know how much it hurts me to see you leavinq me aqain ?

you once promised me that you will be there for me whenever i needed you , but where were you ?

we first met on 281108 , when i first know you , i hated you alot , but now its the opposite , siqhs .

do you still remember that time at yishun park ? when we were at the swinq there ?

you told me to promise you that i wouldn't leave you , till now , i'm still holdinq on to that promise .

i really do miss the past alot , but i know this time you're qone and won't be back anymroe .

i can see that you really love lpy alot , all i could do is qive both of you my blessinqs yeah . (:

you remember that you told me that i would be your last ? where's all those promises that you made ?

have you forgotten about all those promises that you once promised me ? siqhs .

i thouqht i didn't love you anymore , but as days passed , i realized i was lyinq to myself & the people around me .

why am i still holdinq on when you are already qone and won't be back anymore . siqhs .

yesterday when you suddenly text me , you know how happy i were anot ? nothinq could describe how happy i were .

no matter how i try to forqet you , i really couldn't forqet you no matter how hard i tried , siqhs .

those days when we were toqether was the happiest day i ever had , thank you for all those memories that you left behind .

no matter how you make me hate you , i still love you more than i hate you . hate that i love you .

it takes 1 second to fall in love , it takes 1 week to be toqether , but it takes forever to forqet you .

110309 , this date will always be planted deep inside my heart , i won't forqet you as you're someone so special to me .

your name has already been tattoted deep inside my heart , you would always have that special place in my heart .

althouqh i know nothinq last forever , but i still want to have a chance to be w you aqain , althouqh i know its impossible .

110309 - 030509 . thouqh its only 52 days , i do love you alot . nobody could replace you , siqhs , i miss you . ):

if one day i forqet you , it doesn't mean that i don't love you anymore , but its because i love you too much .

but boy , since you choose to leave , i have qot nothinq much to say . if you really love her , qo for her . all the best boy . (:

if one day , you need someone to lend you a listeninq ear or a shoulder for you to cry on , i'm always here . 8 diqits away only .

~~iloveyou~~

2009-06-10T02:17:00.000-07:00

haven been postinq for quite lonq already ehs , won't be postinq often in the future already .
but continue taqqinq alriqht , because i'll still be cominq to my bloq everyday . *laughs . (:
won't be postinq about what happen this few days , because i forgotten everythinq already . zz

thank you people for beqin there for me whenever i needed someone . i love you quys laas . (:
althouqh some of you may be sad , but you quys never failed to make me lauqh always . thank you !
Cindy mother , Cecilia zuiai , Emiline baobehs , Fanny husband , Felicia superwomen , Gail aiai , Hutian honey , Jiamin , Joey dearest , Jianlonq brother , Kathrine coupleheart , Michelle zhinu , Priscillia , Rosemary babysweetheart , Shuxian sister , Tiffany , Xiaojo meimei , Yannzhenn .

siqh , how lonq more must i still hold on ?

i thouqht i don't love you already , but i realized i was lyinq to myself .

days pass , months pass , i really don't know how lonq more i could hold on .

i thouqht i could forqet you and move on w my life , but i realized i was wronq .

i know you won't be back anymore , but siqh .. why am i still holdinq on ?

if we quys didn't broke up , tomorrow will be our 3rd month anniversary .

but ... everythinq already ended on 030509 . you wouldn't be back anymore , riqht ?

you told me you wouldn't leave me alone , you told me we would last .

but siqh , everythinq was just a lie isn't it ? i really need you by my side .

everytime i see you happy , i'm contented . everytime i see you sad , i'm worried .

i quess both of you are already happily toqether already riqht ?

i'll qive both of you my blessinqs , last lonq alriqht . (:

2009-06-07T08:39:00.000-07:00

Hello Everybody , im a hacker that hack into WanTinq's bloq .
want to know who am i ? quess uhh . i always hanq out w WanTinq der .
WanTinq luv me so do i luv her . jealous? cry for mama & papa .
Or do you want to report police that somebody hack into WanTinq's
account? yeayeah! :B . ll be meetinq NqWanTinq tmr & ll qoinq to sch .
Jealous that i'll be meetinq her? Hopefully not , i dont want anybody to
kill me , afraid that WanTinq wld cry . Lauqhs ! . okays laa . stop my
Jiaoweis , im currently on phone w WanTinq ! . LOLLLLLL ! (L)

Im MichelleW . WanTinq's Dearest Zhinu ! Hah! Luvluv (L) .

NgWanTinq , i love you alriqht , dont sad lerhs , everythinq qna be alriqht ,

no matter whad , we ll all be here w you , thru all this up and downs , we

ll stand by you , supportinq you alriqht . dont think too much lers . cheerup .

dont qive up th whole forest because of a tree alriqht . like whad you said ,

luv is like a mirror , once broken never ll it be back or repaired . since you

understand this quote , why not stick to it and let yourself be stronq? Move on

bravely okays? Chill . remember another quote zhinu qna tell you . if you love

somethinq , let it qo . if it comes back to you , it's yours . if it dont , it's not meant

to be your's .

♥ MichelleW (L) .

2009-06-04T03:44:00.000-07:00

yesterday , woke up and everythinq , Jiamin came my house here and meet me , hahs . (:

she cooked maggi & we watched Tom & Jerry , dam funny i tell you , we kept lauqhinq .

then Tiffany text me as she's cominq over also , so we went down & fetch her come up , hahs .

Tiffany & Jiamin fried egg for me to eat , hahs . in the future , Tiffany & Jiamin may be chef . hah !

clean up and everythinq , then Shuxian came . i thouqht is who , chua sai .

then was on phone w MichelleWonq zhinu , she's so fucking cute manxzxzxzxzxzx !

went back to my room and chatted w Tiffany , Jiamin & Shuxian . keep joking w them , hahs .

then Jiamin sing song dam cute laa cans , hahs . then they help me make up till like ghost , LOL !

i wanted to bath , so they went home .

MichelleWonqJiaXin , my dearest zhinu . (:

i'm fine my dear qirl . if you really like him , go for him . i'll qive you both my blessinqs for sure !

so what if i still love him ? the one whom he love is you , and i can see that you're happy w him .

as lonq as both of you are happy , i'm contented already . you both happy = i happy . riqht ? (:

& you better stop cryinq already laa , yesterday on phone w you then you keep cryinq , sighs . ):

if one day you both stead , i swear i won't blame you laas . & i promise history won't repeat !

cheer up my dear qirl , if you really love him , stead w him , i want to see you both happy alriqht . <3

boy , i know you like michelle ehs . hahs . must treat her well hors ! (:

i don't know if you will be readinq this , but must really treat michelle well laas .

if you are hapy toqether w her , i will brinq you both toqether alriqht , i will try my best . (:

but , you must also promise me you till treat her well alriqht , don't hurt her hors !

i'm sure you will chanqe riqht . i can see that you really love her alot , hahs . (:

if you quys stead , must last lonq w her alriqht . good luck to both of you .

2009-06-03T11:15:00.000-07:00

Quiz tagged by Gail aiai <3

All of the 14 people must do this quiz, unless he/she doesn't have a blog.
Write the name of 14 people you can think off the top of your head. Then answer the question.

(Not in order)
1. MichelleWonqJiaXin
2. TiffanyWonqXueTinq
3. PriscilliaFonq
4. CeciliaLimQuiLinq
5. Yannzhenn
6. AnqHuiTian
7. JoeyTanXinMun
8. GailLimWeiTinq
9. CindyLimYanTinq
10. AnqJiaMin
11. FannySimFengJuan
12. FeliciaChuaWeiWei
13. KathrineLawMeiMei
14. RosemaryTohYanLinq

1.How did you get to meet 7 ? - JoeyTanXinMun .
like that loh , hahs . (:
2. What would you do if you & 13 never met? - KathrineLawMeiMei .
how can never meet siol ? she my one & only coupleheart lehs !
3. What would you do if 1 & 12 date? - MichelleWonqJiaXin & RosemaryTohYanLinq .
if only both of them are willinq to be lesbians . (:
4. Have you ever seen 14 cry? - Rosemary .
nope , she's a crazy person . hahs .
5. Would 4 & 11 be a good couple ? - CeciliaLimQuiLinq & FannySimFengJuan .
hm , if both of them are willing to be les , then i have nothinq to say . lol !
6. Do you think 11 is attractive? - AnqHuitian .
of course , my honey is very attractive one ok ! (:
7.What's 2's favourite colour? - TiffanyWonqXueTinq .
white & black . ( i think so )
8. When was the last time youu talked to 9? - CindyLimYanTinq .
i forgotten , but its been a lonq time since i last talked to her , miss her manzxzxzxzx !
9. What language does 8 speak? - GailLimWeiTinq .
english & chinese .
10. Who is 13 going out with? - KathrineLawMeiMei .
Baoyi , Sweelianq & her other friends . (:
11.What grade is 12 in? - FeliciaChuaWeiWei .
seconday 2 .
12. Would you ever date with 10? - AnqJiaMin .
can consider , but then she have her L , then don't want me already . hahs !
13.Where does 5 live? - Yannzhenn
yishun .
14. What's the best thing about 3? - PriscilliaFonq .
everythinq about her is best , lol !
15.What would you want to tell 10 now? - AnqJiaMin .
don't be sad over quys . cheer up . (:
16. What the best thing about 8 ? - GailLimWeiTinq
cute , cheerful , adorable , pretty & loving . (:
17. Have you ever kissed 5 ? - Yannzhenn
nope .
18. What was the best memory you have with 7? - JoeyTanXinMun .
i don't know ?
19. When's the last time you're going to see 6? - AnqHuiTian .
quite lonq already . ):
20. How is 14 & 12 different ? - RosemaryTohYanLinq & FeliciaChuaWeiWei .
Rosemary wear specs while Felicia don't wear specs . LOL !
21.Is 6 pretty? - AnqHuiTian .
of course , you're askinq nonsense . (:
22. What was the first impression of 11? - FannySimFenqJuan
pretty , adorable , loving & cheerful . (:
23.How did youu meet 5? - Yannzhenn .
through peoeple .
24. Is 1 your best friend ? - MichelleWonqJiaXin .
she's my beloved zhinu ! (:
25.Do you hate 12? - FeliciaChuaWeiWei .
obviously i won't hate her ok ! hahs .
26. Have you seen 4 on the last month? - CeciliaLimQuiLinq
not so sure . X:
27.When was the last time you said to 3? - PriscilliaFonq .
today lohs , hahs .
28. Have you been to 5's house? - Yannzhenn .
yeahs .
29.When's the next time your gonna see 10? - AnqJiaMin .
soon ? i don't know .
30. Are you close to 13? - KathrineLawMeiMei .
arent as close as last time already . ):
31. Have you been to a movie with 4 before? - CeciliaLimQuiLinq .
nope .
32.Have you ever gotten into trouble with 8? - GailLimWeiTinq .
don't know , but i don't think we have gotten trouble w each other before . (:
33. Would you give 2 a hug? - TiffanyWonqXueTinq .
yeah .
34. When have you lied to 3? - PriscilliaFonq .
i don't know ?
35. Is 1 good with socializing? - MichelleWonqJiaXin .
yeah . (:

2009-06-02T06:10:00.000-07:00

i don't know what to say , neither do i know what to do , sighs .

i tried to every way to forqet you , but no matter what i do , i still can't forqet you .

do you still remember what day it is today ? i doubt so . ):

i don't know if you will be reading this , but i hope you will be reading .

thank you for all those memories that you have left behind ,

this will be the one & only last time which i say i love you .

after i finish postinq this , i will tell myself to forqet you & move on w my life .

althouqh i know forqetting you takes a lonq time , but i will still try my best .

after all this things , i hope you still treat me as a friend , but if you don't , then nvm .

for the past 1 month 2 days , you were a really very caring & loving boyfriend .

i know , no matter what i say or do now , you won't be back anymore right ?

loving someone doesn't mean we have been together , seeing you happy , i'm contented .

till now , i haven regreted begin w you at all , in fact , i'm very happy when i'm w you .

maybe now , you already have someone whom you liked already , good luck ehs .

zhinu , you remember what i tell you last night ? i hope you still remember .

if one day , you really liked him , i would give you my blessings for sure .

i can asure you , history won't repeat , i won't dislike you like how i do last time .

you may not believe what i say , but i really want to see every sinqle one of my friends happy .

what should i do ? i don't know . i really don't know , i'm tired of everyt already , sighs .

i don't feel like saying anyt , nobody understands how i feel at all .

i'm qivinq up everyt already , i'm serious this time .

daddy , mummy & brother .

thank you for begin there for me when i needed you quys the most .

mummy & daddy , i know you quys always scold me is because you quys care for me .

i thouqht friends meant more to me , but this time you quys prove me wronq .

no matter what happens , my friends won't be there for me always , but my family will .

brother , you're always there for me whenever i'm sad . you would always console me .

everytime when i do somethinq wronq , daddy & mummy won't scold me , but in fact they talked to me nicely .

i love my family alot laas . & happy belated birthday mummy .

hope you liked the cake me & brother bought for you alriqht , love you many many laas !

2009-05-30T18:21:00.000-07:00

thanks for begin there for me whenever i needed you guys . (:

i'm happy , really . Wantinq is always happy , isn't it ?

so quys , don't worry so much yeah , Wantinq promise you guys that she'll be happy .

no matter how sad i am , no matter how upset i am , i'll still be happy alright .

i want to see every single one of my loves one happy , can i ?

& AnqHuitian honey .honey , meet me up soon alriqht . miss you like fuck manzxzxzxz . love you . (:

& AnqJiaMin .
you uh , don't cry because of quys already laaas , not worth it laas . (:
you scared what ? you think you cannot find other tabor mehs ?
aiyoyo . singapore still got so many guys , don't need scared one laas , i intro guys give you .
hahs , meet me up soon alriqht . love you . (:

& AmandaOngShuXian sister .
haiyoyo , what for should i hate you when you did nothinq wronq , riqht ?
don't think too much , that day i was in a lousy mood , so gave some attitude .
and , i'm sure your stead will be fine , don't worry so much yeahs . (:
you must takecare of yourself then you can takecare of your stead marhs . right ?
last long with him , anything i'm always here alriqht . 8 digits away , love you . (:

& , CindyLimYanTinq mother .
mother , its been a long time since we last went out together already , i miss you . ):
you must be happy alright , anything daughter will always be there for you .
meet me up soon alright , & last long with your stead . i love you . (:

& CeciliaLimQuiLinq zuiai .
zuiai , i miss you laas , meet up soon alright . & you better be happy hors ! love you . (:

& EmilineTanPeiLinq baobehs .
baobeh uh baobeh , its been so long since we have last went out together already , miss you . how's life going on for you ? anything baobehs will always be there for you alriqht . love you (:

& FannySimFenqJuan husband .
husband , you must study hard for your exams alriqht . & you also must stay happy yeah .
i miss those days when we use to go out together & laugh like nobody's business .
meet up soon alriqht . love you manxzxzxzxzxz . (:

& FeliciaChuaWeiWei superwomen .
superwomen , you're always smiling in the outside , but bleeding in the inside , right ? ):
cheer up ok , whenever i'm sad , you never failed to be by my side giving me advises and stuffs . no matter how sad you are , you still consoled me whenever i'm sad . cheer up ok . ):
i don't wanna see you sad , i wanna see the happy Felicia . i miss all your laughters .
you're always so cheerful , whenever i see you , you keep laughing & laughing non stop , hahs . everytime i see you laugh , i also feel like laughing , i dont know why . hahs , love you . (:

& GailLimWeiTinq aiai .
aiai , its been a very very long time since we last went out , i miss you alot laa ):
you also must be happy alriqht , when i'm sad you will always console me although you're sad .
i want to see the happy Gail , the Gail which have full of laughters . meet up soon , love you . (:

& JoeyTanXinMun dearest .
dearest , i miss you . meet me up soon alriqht , & last long with him yeahs . (:
and , don't worry about me laas , i'm not sad . Wantinq is always happy , isn't it ?
you too alriqht , i don't wanna see you sad already . must be happy hors . love you . (:

& KathrineLawMeiMei coupleheart .
coupleheart , its been so long since we last meet up already , meet me soon alriqht . love you . (:

& MichelleWonqJiaXin zhinu . hahs , you this silly qirl . better be more happy ok .
no more crying already hors . don't worry about me alriqht , i'm fine . Wantinq is always happy , isn't it ? hahs .
last long with your boyfriend , takecare alriqht . meet up soon , love you . (:

& PriscilliaFong .
you uh , must last long with Gavin alriqht . you too so dam sweet laas . *jealous , eh fake . (:
you must takecare of yourself alriqht . don't be so naughty already , be a qood qirl like me marhs .
and , i'm always happy , don't worry . (: meet up soon , & last long alriqht . love you . (:

& RosemaryTohYanLinq babysweetheart .
you always asked me to cheer up , thank you uhs . (: meet up soon , love you . (:

& TiffanyWonqXueTinq .you better be more happy i tell you , or i swear i won't talk to you anymore . eh , fake . (:
no more crying already ok . alot of people cares for you , they don't wanna see you sad .
and , don't quarrel with priscillia anymore already hors , or i will really smack you . hahs .
meet me up soon alright , love you . (:

& Yannzhenn .i know you're some how upset , i guess . anyway , cheer up alriqht . meet up soon , love you . (:

boy , this will be the first and last time i say i love you .
i know you don't love me anymore , you already like someone else . hahs .
i don't need you to love me , because i know we will never ever be back together anymore .
this will be the last time i will be writing message to you already . (:
i'm gonna say everything which i long to tell you , want read anot , up to you .
i really regret not accepting you for patch that day , but what can i do ? nothing ..
i can't do anything , i tried to forget you , but it seems so hard .
but no matter how much time it takes to forget you , i will forget you for sure .
although i always say i hate you , but deep down i still love you alot .
no matter how much i say i hate you , i still love you . but so what ? what can i do ?
everytime went i went to those places which we went together , i felt like breaking down .
but , i don't wanna break down infront of my love ones . sigh , i don't know what to do .
the person whom you like now is her , last long with her alriqht . (:

girl , you should know who you are alriqht .
i don't dislike you at all , really . trust me or not , its your choice .
when you called me and told me you quys patched , i broke down .
i told you my mother just woke up , but i was lyinq . becuse i don't want you to hear me cry .
but qirl , i don't blame you at all . really . i want to see you happy , that's all .
i hope we will still be like the past , last long with him alriqht . i love you .

Tiffany , Priscillia , Michelle .
i still remember that day we four broke down at Michelle's house .
now , both of you have stead already , i guess we won't meet up so often already riqht .
but , i want you quys to promise me that you all will stay happy , happy like nobody's business .
we're drifting apart already , i don't know what to do . really , i feel so lost , sighs . ):
i only have one request from you quys , promise me that you quys will stay happy . i love you .

nobody understands how ima feeling down , sighs . my heart is really bleeding .
i don't know what to do , everything happened so sudden , but what can i do ? nothing ..
ima really very tired already , tired of everything . nobody understands me at all , sighs .
if only i can end my life right now , but i don't wanna leave my friends behind , sighs .
i always tell you quys that ima happy , but you know , ima lying to you guys and to myself .
but , i don't mind , seriously i really don't mind . all i want is that you quys to be happy , that's all .
i don't mind suffering , because i want to see every single one of my friends happy .
no matter how sad i am , no matter how upset i am , i will still let you quys see my smile alriqht .
guys , promise me that every single one of you will be happy , promise me can ? please ..
i'm willing to do anything to let you guys happy , because every single one of you is so important to me .
sighs , takecare my friends . i love you quys always . (:

2009-05-29T03:45:00.001-07:00

i don't know what to say , neither do i know what to do .

i'm tired of everything i do , nobody seems to understand me .

Loveone(s) , gans , & friends .

don't bother calling / texting me anymore , don't ask me why .

i have reasons for everything i do , i'll be back from mia-ing soon .

mummy , i know you always say you don't want care about me , but you still care for me alot .

you know i always at night never eat , so you always at night buy for me eat .

i know you always scold me is for my own good , sighs .

everytime you scold me , i always say back . but i don't mean it , really .

i always tell you i hate you , but deep down i really love you . ):

whenever i wanted something , you would always try your best and buy for me .

you did so much to me , and yet i always make you angry , sad & dissapointed . sighs

thank you for taking care of me for the past 13 years , really thank you alot . (:

daddy , i know you dote on me more then you dote on brother . thank you .

you dote on me the most , and yet i always make you dissapointed again & again .

but daddy , no matter how hard i try to study , i really can't study , i dont know why .

i still remember , everytime when mummy scold me you would always help me .

everytime when i do something wrong , you would always talk to me nicely .

everytime when i was sleeping , you would always come inside my room and disturb me .

whenever i wanted to go out , you would always say no . but in the end , you still allowed .

you're really a great father , thank you for everything you have done for me . (:

brother , you're really a good brother laa . thank you for everything you had done for me .

everytime when my phone no money , you would always help me top up , thank you .

everytime when i wanted to go out , and mummy don't allow , you would always help me .

whenever i'm sad , you would always be there for me consoling me and talking sense to me .

whenever i have troubles , i would always tell you . and , you would always console me .

everytime when i wanted to buy something , and mummy dont want buy you will buy for me .

when mummy ask you don't help me top up all this , you would still continue to help me top up .

and , everytime when i'm hungry , you would always cook for me to eat , thank you laas .

you're the best brother laas , hahs . thank you for everything you had done . (:

JOEY TAN XIN MUN , i love you . (:

saw your big big name ? hahs , happy marhs ?! lol .

2009-05-25T09:43:00.000-07:00

saturday , woke up prepared and everything and bused down to northpoint to meet Michelle Zhinu .
wanted to go northpoint as Priscillia , Tiffany haven reached , but when we walking have way they called , so we went back .
meet up with them , then they went toilet make up this all , then Felicia Superwomen came ! hah .
then we walked around while waiting for Joey Dearest to come as she says she coming .
very long already , she still haven come . -.- Felicia Superwomen , Wenyuan and Keleon cab down first , while Michelle Zhinu & i went to power 9 to get our nose pierced . LOL (:
after that , bused down to BottleTreePark , and Michelle Zhinu is super cute laa , she's like a kid lohs .
she went in to BTP then keep exploring , machiam she never come BTP like that before . hah !
camwored , then we went to look for Felicia Superwomen , Wenyuan & Keleon and they're prawing .
lol , we see them prawning then Michelle Zhinu & i decided to go Longkang fishing , dam fun laa !
we keep catching the fish , and its like we were really enjoying ourself alright , hah ! (:
camwored , then we washed our hands all this then we went back to see them pawning . lol .
then , Michelle Zhinu called her father to come and take those fishes home , and some fishes alreayd died .
after that , decided to go 8tou extend hair , so we walked to 8tou , super far laa . leg pain . ):
extended our hair , and Angkong Mars dam cute laa , we keep joking around with him ehs . hah .
after that , something happened , dont wish to mention anything . sighs ~
then bused down to LongJohn to have our lunch / dinner , then bused back home , hsh . (:

sunday , forgot what happened . but i remembered i went to Grandmother's house for breakfast . (:
so long didn't went there already , only get to see Grandmother less then 5 times a year . ):

monday , woke up prepared everything then father bought me to school as usual , hahs .
pe lesson , had temperature taking then went to ava room for the OYG talk , dam boring laa .
english lesson , went down to concourse and do the survey , was messaging too . hah . (:
science lesson , did some corrections then Mr Leong came and talked to me about somethings .
recess , eat together with Tiffany , Jiamin , Darius , Zhihui , Amanda , Chekguan & Adrian . LOL
didn't went to assemble , went up to 4th floor awhile , then went back to class together with Darius .
chinese lesson , didn't have chinese lesson as the teachers were needed to do something . zz .
Mrs Ong relieved the lesson , was chatting with Jiamin , Darius , Weijianq , Yamuna & Benedict .
home econs lesson , didn't do anything , was chatting with Jiamin & Darius throughout . X:
cdp lesson , teacher was nagging then did the marking for survevy , then finish school already .
after school , went outside school and saw Michelle Zhinu & TIffany . Joey Dearest was with her friends . sorry pangseh you , X:
went to 4tou together with Michelle Zhinu & Tiffany . Priscillia & LimZiHong came after that , hahs .
around 4pm , bused back home . and hsm . (:

& , Jiamin .
no point getting sad because of this kind of guys right ? cheer up ok , you still have me . (:
this few days i have been neglecting you , sorry uhs . i will meet you up soon alright . hahs , loves .

& , Joey Dearest .
I'm sorry to pangseh you today , but i really hope you understand how i feel ehs .
perhabs , you are angry with me now , but i wanna say sorry . althought i know sorry wont cure .
sigh , when you have cool down already , text me . i still love you like how i always do . (:

& , Michelle Zhinu .
i know you're still very upset , but cheer up alright . i dont wanna see you cry anymore .
i know you still love him , but get over him soon alright , no point holding on to this relationship .
what for you keep holding on when he himself has already moved on ? you're hurting yourself .
perhabs , time is the best medicine to cure everything . ( this is what you told me ehs , hahs . )
you still have alot of people whom cares for you alright , cheer up my dear qirl . me love you (:

& , Tiffany .

you uh , better stop crying already laa , today at coffee shop also can cry , power laa you . zz

everytime i see you smiling , but that smile aren't your real smile , everything is fake lohs !

cheer up alright , nobody wanna see you break down . most of all , you still have many loves ones .

love you . (:

& , Priscillia .

cheer up alright , i know you wanted to cry at the coffee shop today toos , i can see your tears ! zz

no more crying already alright , cheer up . i know you're very disappointed to see your brother like that .

but life still have to moves on , i know you miss him alot . i know you regret not cherishing him when he's around , when he's gone , that's when you start to cherish him . sigh .

but qirl , its not the end . he will be out one day , when he's out , you can treat him better alright .

cheer up , i dont wanna see you breaking down so easily alright . love you . (:

Huitian Honey , me miss you ehs ! (:

i write le , happy liao marhs ? hahs !

& , i won't be going to school from tuesday - friday .

having suspension . hah , miss my cute classmates alot ehs . hahs .

2009-05-20T01:51:00.000-07:00

monday , woke up at 7plus as mummy keep spammed call house phone ask me ask daddy wake up .

woke daddy up , he went to work , while i used computer then went to bath and prepare all this .

bused down to Northbrook meet Joey Dearest as she wanted me to fetch her from school , lol .

bused down to library , then walked to Joey Dearest house . used computer and play audi awhile .

went down to wait for Kelson then walked to 141 , and meet up with Darius & Alex .

bused down to northpoint then went to kfc eat as i haven even eaten for the whole day , lols .

eat already , Engchuan came then went to timezone there slacked and saw Yannzhenn & Shuting at timezone .

chatted with them awhile then they went to 213 while i continued slacking with Joey Dearest and co .

slacked till around 3 plus then i went to 213 and looked for Yannzhenn & Shuting .

chatted and stuffs , then saw Kathrine Coupleheart with her friends at 213 also , chatted with her . (:

chatted awhile , then Shuting wanted to go toilet so we accompined her to northpoint , lols .

after that , went back to 213 and Kathrine Coupleheart was still there . then Shuting wanted to go toilet again .

walked back to northpoint then they send me go interchange then i bused back home .

mother called and ask me to meet her at northpoint , lol . after that , bused down to Yannzhenn's house .

slacked , walked to northpoint , when reaching northpoint , Joey Dearest called and i saw her . (:

accompanied her over to timezone to look for Kelson and co , but they wasn't there . lol

Joey Dearest went to meet them while me , Yannzhenn , & Shuting went for our dinner .

then bused back home with Yannzhenn , and homesweethome . (:

tuesday , woke up prepared everything then father bought me to school as usual , dam tired laa . ):

lesson times were real bored , won't be posting about what happen in school , one word , bored !

after school , went to canteen slacked with Tiffany , Michelle Zhinu , Amanda , Wenwei , Adrian and others .

chatted , then went to 4A2 classroom outside wait for Mdm Aini , as Michelle Zhinu wanted her phone back .

took back already , went to Michelle Zhinu's house with Adrian , Tiffany , and 2 more guys . lol

Michelle Zhinu prepared finish all this already , then we take bus actually going northpoint , then at bus saw Amanda & Wenwei at school outside there so we went there to look for them . lol -.-

then bused down to northpoint after that , Michelle Zhinu went to meet Adrian and co , while i went home .

reached home used computer all this , then 5plus meet up with Kathrine Coupleheart and Rosemary Babysweetheart at northpoint , was laughing all the way , dam funny cans . (:

they send to me to interchange and it was homesweethome at around 6plus going 7 .

wednesday , meet up with Jiamin at around 7.45 at interchange then went to 925 for breakfast .

while eating , there was this group of Chung Cheng guys dam funny la , ask us we pon school uh .

we keep ignoring them , then after that cab down to school outside meet Michelle Zhinu . (:

chatted with her , then we went to meet Tiffany , she was inside school but she came out to find us .

as usual , lesson time was real dam bored as expected , Felicia & Michelle , no more crying ok ! ):

was texting with Felicia & Michelle during chinese lesson , and Felicia cried , hush baby hush .

after school , waited for Michelle Zhinu outside her class then we went outside school and Adrian & he's friend was outside school .

walked to 4tou , awhile later Tiffany , Priscillia , & Xiaojo came . Adrian & he's friend went off .

eat & chatted , then we walked to bus stop , and dam freaking fucking funny i tell you ! laughs .

kept laughing at bus stop , then Michelle Zhinu alighted at school there while Tiffany , Priscillia , Xiaojo , & me alighted at opposite 256 that bus stop , and they accompined me wait for 800 . (:

bused back home , actually going norhtpoint with Tiffany , Priscillia to meet Cecilia Zuiai but didn't go at last as mother wanted me to stay at home . meet up other day ok ! (:

and people , dont contact my phone for the time begin first , maybe changing number soon .

father confiscated my phone due to something , only close ones will know what happen .

once i get back my phone , i will let you guys know . (:

thank you Michelle Zhinu , Felicia Superwomen , Jiamin and Jianlong Real life brother for all those advises that you guys gave alright , i'm trying my best to move on already , thank you !

& , Joey Dearest , i'm not angry with you , not i dont want answer your phone , my father confiscated my phone , i'll try to contact you asap alright . and i won't hate you like how i did last time .

& , Felicia Superwomen , thank you for all those advises you gave me alright , me love you !

you will always be there for me no matter what happens , whenever i needed you , you are always here .

you too , cheer up alright . i couldn't contact you so often , but i promise to contact you laa .

and , no more crying ok . me dont wanna see my superwomen cry . hush baby hush . (:

& , Michelle Zhinu , i know you're still bleeding on the inside yet smiling on the outside . hush baby .

me dont wanna see my zhinu like that you know , you always make me smile yet you're bleeding .

i'm awaiting , awaiting for the day that i can finally see your true laughter . i dont wanna see you cry .

i know you're still thinking of the memories you both once had together , but you must know that everything's already gone and won't be back anymore . be brave and face the fact !

during this one month , Felicia , Fanny , me , and your other love ones will be there for you walking this path together with you , no matter how hard life is , we still have to move on with our life .

no matter what happen in the past , present or future , we'll accompany you walk down the streets .

me dont wanna see you or Felicia cry already ok ? dont cry , please don't . promise me ok ? ):

Wantinq says she dont wanna see any of her love ones cry anymore , or she'll be very very sad . lol

& , Tiffany , thank you for the letter you wrote for me . its really very appreciated laa , thank you !

and you uh , better be happy laa , or i will rape you i tell you , hah . meet up more often eh . (:

really had alot of fun with Michelle , Priscillia , and you today yeah , Wantinq says she love you alot .

& , Priscillia , you are forever so cheerful one , also very guailan one , but still i love you alot . (:

you're always smiling eh , see you smile i also feel like smiling , hah . be happy always ehs .

and meet Michelle & me more often laas , had alot of fun with you guys just know yeah . love you .

I miss and love Michelle Zhinu , Felicia Superwomen , Joey Dearest , Priscillia , Tiffany ,
Yannzhenn , Jiamin , Fanny Husband , Huitian Honey , Gail Aiai , Kathrine Coupleheart ,
Rosemary Babysweetheart , Cecilia Zuiai , Emiline Baobehs .

since you dont want me to write those things in my blog , then you're not welcome here .
you dont want to see then dont see , i'm not forcing you to see , want see or not , up to you .
you don't like me to post my blog about you , did my blog even write your name ? no , i didn't .
did i even tell you it was you ? no , then why are you thinking that its you ? obviously it isn't you .
you think i can't forget you ? if that's what you think , then i shall prove you wrong . (:
don't think that i don't have you i cannot survive laa , without you i also can be very happy .
you said you hate me , then that's your problem . hate me for all i care eh . i dont mind . laughs .
i don't need you to survive , not as if don't have you i will die like that , lol . i still can be very happy .
who says we zharbo need tabor then can be happy ? we zharbo don't need tabor to survive . (:
i have already decided to move on w my life w/o you , so what if you are back once again ?
Michelle Zhinu always say , so what if he's back ? history will repeat isn't it ?
and , he won't be the guy that you will be marry next time . right ?
with or without tabor , we zharbo still need to move on with our lifes right ?
why must we zharbo be sad for tabor and not tabor be sad for zharbo ? so unfair right .
but there's some guys whom is really dam faithful , but hard to find this type of guys .
100 guys , there's only 1 guy which is so faithful , but when will that guy ever appear ?

2009-05-15T11:14:00.000-07:00

This time its really the end , we won't be back together anymore , right ? ):

yesterday , didn't have school and i didn't slept for the whole night , i kept thinking & thinking .
i thought it was still early , but yet i couldn't sleep . till mummy came in my room and asked me , you dont have school today right , i say , dont have lahs . then i lied down and think again . sighs ):
mummy left for work , brother left for school , daddy left for work , left me alone at home .
used computer and prepared then bused down to 288 and meet up with Yannzhenn .
wait for her for around 5 - 10 mintues ? meet her already , wait her change clothe and all then cab down to 8tou , Huitian Honey , and others was there . talked and everything then left at around 12pm .
went to Huitian's Honey house , around 1.30pm Yannzhenn came to Huitian's Honey house .
chatted and played audition , and Huitian's Honey monther's cooked lunch for me . thanks eh . (:
slacked at her house till around 3pm then we cabbed down to 4tou as Yannzhenn wanted to go .
chatted and Huitian Honey really go crazy le , keep hitting the fitness corner floor till her hand got blood . -.-
around 5pm , cabbed home with Huitian Honey . and hsm . (:

today , prepared and stuffs then father bought me to school . reached school , Jiamin haven come .
around 5 minutes , Jiamin came . then , pei her go buy water . then went back and chatted again .
went up to hall , had Maths paper 2 from 8 - 9.15 . didn't complete all , as i dont know how to do .
went to 4th floor with Darius and Michelle Zhinu , then went down saw Tiffany and Amanda there .
chatted with them awhile , then forget which teacher ask us to go up hall , exam also haven start . lol
had Geography from 10.18 - 11.48 . didn't manage to do all , leave one whole page blank . ><
after exam , went to 418 with Michelle Zhinu , pei her eat then i cabbed home and prepared all this .
went down to my house there look for Yannzhenn . Ahxian and Jeremy was there too . lol -.-
then went to 123 as they wanted to eat , after eating finish cabbed down to northpoint with them .
went to timezone with Yannzhenn , then later Joey Dearest came and looked for us . hah , (:
chatted , then Joey Dearest wanted to go print pictures so i peied her go , some boys followed too .
went mac help Yannzhenn buy water then saw brother and he's friend , then went to timezone .
chatted and slacked around , then went to interchange and meet up with Huitian Honey .
something happened again , nvm , dont wanna mention anything . sibei pek cek ! -.-
went down with Joey Dearest , Huitian Honey , Yannzhenn , and some boys to Harvey Norman .
Joey Dearest collect her pictures already , then Joey Dearest need to go home , and they send her home .
continued slacking at northpoint till around 5plus , then bused down to 4tou as they wanted to go .
went there , then cabbed home with Huitian Honey , and hsm . (:

Fanny Husband , i know you are sad . but when you are sad you wont tell me , i dont know why .
but , you must be happy . i dont wanna see you sad . cheer up ok . i want you to be happy !
anything i'm always here for you , 8 digits away only . smile , i want to see you smile . (:

Felicia Superwomen , thank you for all those conselling that you gave me last night eh .
dont cry anymore , promise me you won't cry ok . you're making me worried for you . sighs ):
cheer up , you told me you will be happy , you remember ? i want you to smile , smile , smile !
you said Felicia is happy , but why , why am i seeing the Felicia cry now ? no more crying ok !
anything i'm always here for you , 8 digits away only . no more crying uh . smile more yeahh . (:

Huitian Honey , give him one more chance to prove that he really loves you . one more chance .
in life , everyone makes mistake . we won't know who is true to us or who is playing us . sigh ):
what if this time he's serious about you ? you won't know right , dont regret like how i did .
i know he hurt you deeply once , but i can see that you really love him , that's why .
i know how you are feeling , but whatever you do , i'm always here supporting you alright .
thank you for all those conselling that you gave me , you never failed to be there for me when i'm sad .
whatever you do , i'll always be behind you supporting you yeahh . 8 digits away only ~ (:

Jiamin , meet up soon . and cheer up alright . i know you can forget him , i know you can .
anything i'm always here for you , 8 digits away only . and no more crying already aright . smile . (:

Joey Dearest , shocked to see your name down here ? hah , dont have to be shocked .
hah , last long with your boyfriend eh , and meet me up soon soon . text you never reply . tsk .
and , sorry to dua you yesterday eh . anything i'm just 8 digits away only yeahh . hah . (:

Michelle Zhinu , i know you're very very sad . but sigh , cheer up ok ? i want to see you happy .
i know that you still love him alot , but he's already left and he wont be back anymore . right ?
i dont wanna see you cry already , it really hurt me seeing you like this you know . sighs .
everytime when i'm down , you never failed to be there for me cheering me up always .
although you're sad , but you still came and cheered me up , dont cry anymore ok ? promise me .
and , you better dont slash yourself i tell you , you slash yourself , i'll slash double of what you have slashed .
anything i'm always here for you , 8 digits away only . no crying / slashing hors ! hush baby hush . (:

Priscillia , i know you're facing family problems , but you still carried your fake smile around .
i know deep down you're not happy , but you dont want us to see you sad so you smiled .
but girl , cheer up alright . i want to see your true laughters , don't sad sad hors !
anything i'm always here for you , 8 digits away only . i want to see your true laughters ! (:

Tiffany , you're always smiling in the outside , but deep down you're bleeding , right right ?
i know you always see us break down , then you will also break down , but please don't alright .
because i dont wanna see you cry , dont cry . hush baby hush . cheer up pleasee , sighs ):
i guess you're also facing some relationship problems right ? but you dont wanna tell us .
you dont want us to be worried for you because we already have alot of problems already right ?
but girl , you must tell us , dont keep everything to yourself , you will get more upset . trust me !
you keep telling me & Michelle to move on and forget them , what about you ? apply it to youself .
i want to see you happy , can i ? those smiles and laughters from your face is all fake , fake !
sighs , cheer up ok . no more crying already . ok ? anything i'm 8 digits away only , smile ! (:

this time you're gone and won't be back again right , this time its really over .
what's the point of crying everyday ? no matter how many tears i shed , you wont be back .
i thought i could forget you , i thought i didn't like you anymore , but i was lying .
i thought my love for you would slowly fade , but i was wrong , it was growing not fading .
you still remembered that time when you told me i didn't treated you as my boyfriend ,
and you wanted to break ? but you was just testing me , i thought it was real ,
i was so afriad , afriad that you will leave me again , like how you left me the other time , but i just broke down .
because i was really very afraid , but you didn't leave . but in the end , you still left me like you did last time .
you said you won't leave , you said you will wait , all those were just lies . everything's a lie ):
i couldn't forget those sweet messages that you once send me ,
i couldn't forget those days which we once had together , those memories ,
thank you for all the memories that you have left .
what's the point in me crying for you again & again , while you're enjoying ouside , right ?
i wish i can rewind the time , i really regret , regret not accepting you for patch , sighs .
what's the point in saying all this now ? you have already left and you won't be back anymore .
the person whom you like isn't me anymore , its her . but , what can i do ? nothing , nothing at all .
why , why am i still loving you when you already like other charbo already ? sighs . ):
i remembered you told me that you will be there for me whenever i needed you , but where are you ?
you weren't here for me when i needed you . but instead it was others and not you . why ?
since you already found someone whom you liked already , i'm left with nothing to say .
if you & her stead already , i wish you guys last long . seeing you happy , i'm contented . ):
i'm still loving you like how i used to . text me will you ? sighs , i miss you .

2009-05-12T00:28:00.000-07:00

Its been 10 days since you left me already , and i still love you like i always do . ♥

monday , woke up used computer and went to bath as the weather dam fucking hot . -.-

Yannzhenn came to my house downstairs here to meet me , then we came up my house . lol

she used computer and smoked , while i prepared everything then we bused down to 8tou .

pei her go extend her hair then we went to 848 for breakfast / lunch then Huitian Honey come meet us .

bused down to Huitian's Honey aunt's house , her aunt house super big cans . dam envious . hah .

then sing sang sung till around 5plus then bused down to interchange then cab to 4tou , lols .

went there around 15 minutes then cab home , hsm after that . (:

tuesday , woke up prepared and everything then father bought me to school as usual .

reached school , chatted and everything then Michelle Zhinu and Tiffany came . (:

Tiffany went to don't know where to assemble while i went up to hall together with Michelle Zhinu .

had science exam from 8am - 10am . i left a lot i of questions blank as i dont know how to do .

slept for about 1 hour i guess , so i only left with 1 hour to do the paper . hah . so anyhow do .

exam finish , collect finish paper and stuffs , went to canteen and eat together with Michelle Zhinu , Jiamin , and Shihui . (:

Jiamin and Shihui went up then they came down again , lol . then they went up again . hah , cute la them .

they went up while me and Michelle Zhinu went over to concourse and chatted with Donovan ( dont know how spell he's name ) .

chatted with him , then went up to hall and had Literature exam . this time , i completed all questions .

after exam , went out and didn't saw Tiffany so called her . she said she at northpoint . lol .

Michelle Zhinu didn't want to go , so we went to 417 , actually wanted to eat but alot people , so decided to go 418 eat but dont know what to eat , so we went to buy bubble tea and went to 435 slacked .

chatted quite a lot with Michelle Zhinu . went back home at around 1.45pm , and hsm (:

today , woke up prepared everything then father bought me to school as usual . (:

reached school , asked Jiamin accompany me go buy water , then came back and saw Michelle Zhinu .

called Tiffany as i thought she will still be sleeping , but she was at concourse . lol !

so she came over to canteen to find us , then need to assemble , so went up to hall and assemble .

had Maths exam till around 9.15 then eat together with Michelle Zhinu , Jiamin , Shihui , and Darius Didi .

chatted and everything , then went up to hall for our History exam , quite hard la . lol .

after exam , waited for Michelle Zhinu and told her something then she went for conselling while i went home .

prepared and everything , then bused down to Chongpang together with Jiamin as she wanted to go there .

walked around then bused down to interchange and waited for Huitian Honey to come .

but in the end , she told me she was at katib , actually going over to find her but in the end didn't .

bused down to katib there as Jiamin wanted to find her watch , but dont have . so went northpoint .

went interchange , saw Felicia Superwomen , and Alex there , stupid Alex lie to me ~ hah , nvm .

Jiamin went with them to dog shop while i meet up with Joey Dearest , so long since i last meet her .

pei her go popular buy her stuff then we walked around northpoint , then went timezone find Huitian Honey and Yannzhenn .

see them dance , then Joey Dearest sister at timezone outside , so we went out look for them .

wanted to do something , but before we do the security guard ask us go out -.- stupid siol .

then nvm , walked around the new building then Joey Dearest sister and her friend dont know go where , while me and Joey Dearest go meet up with Huitian Honey and Yannzhenn .

walked around awhile then pei Joey Dearest go funland meet her sister and her sister friend .

while Huitian Honey , Yannzhenn and me went over to Yongqiang's house to meet him , lol .

slacked at he's house awhile , then went to 425 slack with Huitian Honey . chatted with her of course .

then later Yannzhenn came and we started chatting again , chatted till around 5.20 then me and Huitian Honey went home . and it was hsm . (:

Fanny Husband , i want to see you happy alright . anyway , Happy Belated Birthday ! ♥

didn't manage to celebrate your birthday with you , as you're going out with your friends .

hah , hope you did enjoy your birthday yeah . will try to bring you out one day for shopping !

and husband , we're drifting apart already . but nvm , seeing you happy i'm happy (:

do well in your mye nahs , dont keep sleeping during exam alright , wish you good luck , loves . ♥

Huitian Honey , thank you for being there for me when i needed someone to be there .
i know everytime i see you smiling , but deep down you're bleeding , right honey ? ):

i want to see the happy Huitian i once knew , will i get to see those laughters again ? sighs .

since he's already gone , you must learn to let go , move on w your life w/o him , ok ?

although you are sad , yet you still cheered me up everytime i'm down , thank you honey .

thanks for everything that you have done for me , i'll always remember yeahh . loves . ♥

Jiamin , i believe you can forget him yeahh , dont think about him already .

since you have already seen he's true colours , why not forget him and move on w your life ?

somtimes we do quarrels , but end up , everything's fine again . hah , cheer up yeahh . (:

anything i'm here for you , 8 digits away yeahh , loves . ♥

Michelle Zhinu , stop lying to me that you aren't sad , because i know you're sad .

today when you asked me to read that letter , i almost broke down infront of you , you know ?

but i choose not to break down infront of you , because i didn't want you to see me sad .

i know everytime you see him and her together you broke down , but did he even bother ?

no he didn't , he keep making you jealous again and again . dont be so foolish my dear .

i know every now and then you will still think of the memories which you both once had together .

but girl , everything is gone and won't be back anymore . you need to accept the fact that he's gone

w or w/o him by your side , you still need to move on w your life right ? cheer up ok .

i dont wanna see you sad , i want to see the Michelle Wong Jia Xin which i know last time .

the full of laughter that Michelle , and not the fake smile of yours . i want to see the true laughter !

i know its not easy to forget him , but time is the best medicine . i believe you can alright .

no matter how sad you are , you would always be there for me cheering me up . thank you .

no matter what happens , i'm always here for you alright , loves ♥ .

Priscillia , didn't manage to meet you today , tomorrow perhabs will be meeting you i guess ? (:

i know you yourself are also facing some problems , dont think too much yeahh .

Michelle , Tiffany , me and your loves ones dont wanna see you like this , cheer up ok .

life still have to move on , i guess i need to accept the fact that he's gone and wont be back anymore .

maybe its really fate for this to happen , if we are meant to be together we will be together .

i thought of giving him another chance , but i dont think i have the ability to give him the happiness .

and he has already found someone new already , maybe its really fated for this things to happen .

i just wanna see him happy , and i'll be happy . anything i'll be here for you alright , loves . ♥

Tiffany , you know today when i saw your eyes so small , i knew you cried the night before .

dont cry already ok , hush baby hush . Priscillia , Michelle and me will be there for you always (:

i can see that you're bleeding inside while you're laughing so happily outside , right ?

i want to see you happy , you always bottle things up insdie your heart and not telling us .

dont keep things inside your heart , saying things out help make you feel better , trust me .

anything you can always tell me , i'll be there for you when you need me yeahh , cheer up nahs .

although i know you only this year , but you're really a very nice girl . you always smile , but now ?

all the laughter has gone , will i get to see the happy Tiffany Wong again ? i hope so . ):

anything i'm just 8 digits away , and meet me up soon yeahh , loves . ♥

2009-05-10T19:48:00.000-07:00

do you still remember what day it is today ? sighs .

last night , went for dinner with family at 717 and brother's dm was there too -.-

she keep telling mummy to confiscate my phone and this and that , say exams start already all this .
listen already also pek cek , so nvm . father need to go somewhere , so went home ourselfs .
i bused back home while mother and brother walked back home , hah .

was on phone with Jiamin throughout the whole journey home , lol . she's having love sick . hah .

reached home , still on phone with her , then brother came home so kup . then bath and used computer .

played audition together with Huitian Honey , Her friend , and Yannzhenn .

played till around 11plus then no mood play already . dam pekcek with audition now adays . lol .

watched them play while on phone with Kathrine Coupleheart . after she hang , Michelle Zhinu called .

chatted with her awhile then kup . and she called back around 11.30 , then chatted awhile and kup .

she called back at around 12plus and we chatted again , hah . she forever so fucking cute cans .

then called Huitian Honey and chatted with her , asked her to go to sleep as her voice sound so tired .

kup , and actually wanted to call Rosemary Babysweetheart but i actually fall asleep -.- sorry uhh .

do you still remember what day it is today ? maybe you have already forgotten . sigh .

if we didn't broke up , today was our 2nd month , you remember what you told me ?

you told me Fanny told Edmond that we surely break before 2 month , you said let's prove to them we surely last , but true enough , we really break before our 2 month , sighs .

that night when i woke up and i recieved your text , i was really very shocked . very shocked .

and yeah , i read through those past messages you sent me before i slept yesterday .

i couldn't fall asleep , but i cried myself to bed yesterday . why haven't i gotten over you ?

that day when you text me , i replied you , and i waited for you to reply for the whole day yesterday , but you didn't even bother to reply . why ? why can't you just let me know ? sighs .

you know i cried , i cried while reading through those past messages that you send me .

you told someone that you wanted to forget me and move on with your life .

i told myself to forget you and move on with my life , but i just can't . i dont know why .

seeing those place which we went together , i just break down .

i didn't dare cried infront of my love ones , because i didn't want them to see me like this .

but they day when we broke up , i cried , because i really couldn't take it anymore .

you still remembered you told me we would last ?

you still remembered you told me you would wait for me ?

you still remembered you told me you loved me ?

sigh , i know i won't get to recieve those messages which you once send to me anymore . no more .

2009-05-09T13:48:00.000-07:00

everything was just a lie , from the beginning till now , sighs .

after exam , have been slacking with Michelle Zhinu , Tiffany , and Priscillia .
wont be posting about what happen , as its like almost the same for everday eh . haha .
after exam , meet Michelle Zhinu then go outside school meet Tiffany and Priscillia then to 4tou and home sweet home .
i'll post about what happen today , woke up and prepared all this then went to 717 for lunch .
came home , bath again as the weather dam effing hot and keep sweating -.-
prepared then father moodswings don't let me go out , zz . then in the end aso let me go out .
so , meet up with Yannzhenn at 167 , then bused down to northpoint meet Rosemary Babysweetheart .
bused down to 800plus after that , decided to text Huitian Honey as we're near her house area .
she came and meet us then go salon but the salon alot people , so nvm .
went to dont know what block slack then saw Joleen there . chatted then Huitian Honey need go home already .
we went to her house and slacked , played audition with Yannzhenn and Huitian Honey . hah .
around 5plus , Huitian Honey and her family going out already , so me and Rosemary Babysweetheart bused down to interchange .
she pei me bused down to my house area then mother called and tell me go 717 -.-
nvm , i went 717 while Rosemary Babysweetheart went home .

Michelle Zhinu , you this bad Zhinu ! said today will contact me in the end didn't . hah .
haiyo , you uh . dont sad already ok , must be happy . i want to see your true smile ehh .
there's still alot of guys out there , he's not the only guy in this world yeahh . cheer up my dear .
and , you better stop slashing yourself or i really will ignore you i tell you . hah , laughs .
but seriously , dont slash already ok . i know you slash because i slashed . but , i dont want see you slash ! ):
and , running away from reality isn't the best solution , you still have to face it one day right ?
why not face it now and you will have a better life next time ? you still have your loves one w you .
how long can you run away from reality ? you can't run away from it forever right ?
one day , you still haveto face up to reality . your loves one will be there for you whenever you're down .
cheer up my dear girl , (Loves)

Priscillia , you then chaoahlian loh , i'm such a good girl . hah .
you're so bad man , keep on bullying me hor , i'll get my revenge one day . laughs .
everytime i say i dont miss him , but deep down i'm still missing him , sighs ):
why can't i get over him ? i want to be happy , i want to be the last time Wantinq .
i dont want my familys , gans , and friends to see me upset , but sigh . ):
last long long long with your boyfriend yeahh , see you on tuesday , bye chaoahlian . (Loves)

Tiffany , you this another chaoahlian , dont learn from Priscillia , you must be good girl . hah .
but , i doubt you will be a good girl , because you're a chaoahlian .
you better study hard , i dont want to see you coming to NA , i want to see you in express !
hah , better be more guai uhh , and stop bullying me already . (Loves)

Huitian Honey , you must be happy ok ? i dont wanna see you sad sad . hah .
i know you still love him alot , i can see that . cheer up ok , girls dont need guys to survive ~
you still have family , gans , and friends w you yeahh ? i'm sure they dont wanna see you sad .
and you better stop slashing i tell you , let me see one more and i shall let you know the word DIE !
hah , you this Honey is forever so sweet man , no wonder you're my Honey . meet up soon again . (Loves)

Yannzhenn , shocked to see your name here isn't it ? hah . be proud to see your name here hors !
i also dont know what to say to you leh , but you're really a nice girl nah , hah .
dont smoke too much already , not good for your health ! must be healthy like me ehh . (:
and , stop slashing youself already uhh . last long with yongqiang . meet up soon again . (Loves)

Rosemary Babysweetheart , cheer up ok . dont sad . still got other guys around isn't it .
dont slash yourself already , you're only hurting yourself . meet up soon again . (Loves)

Gail Aiai , sorry today aren't able to meet up with you ehh . w meet up with you during the holidays !
and , you must cheer up alright . i want to see the last time Gail , the happy Gail . (:
i want to see you full of laughter , but i want the true laughter , not the fake laughter .
remember the times which we use to hang out together ? i want to see you that happy , can i ?
although you're sad but you still consoled me , thank you ehh . (Loves)

Felicia Superwomen , thank you for begin there for me whenever i'm down .
don't care about that bastard alright , he made you cry so much , i hate him !
anything i'm always here for you alright , dont cry already uhh . (Loves)

Jiamin , thank you for begin there for me whenever i'm down .
hope you and him will be together one day yeahh , cheer up and dont think so much .
if you guys really stead , last long hors ! (Loves)

i'm really lost for words to say , i didn't know you would change target so fast and so soon .
sigh , i really regret not giving you another chance , but i doubt you would ask me again .
now you already have someone whom you like already , i want you to tell me .
i dont believe when others told me that you already like someone already , but its true .
i'm just running away from reality , because i dont wanna break down again .
i wanna be happy , but i doubt i can be as happy as last time already , sighs ..
you told me to forget you , you think i want forget you jui forget you mehs ?
you think its so easy ? its not , its really hard to forget someone whom you really love .
but i know i'm still young , when i grow up , you won't be the one standing beside me .
you told me not to slash myself because its not worth it , but to me i think its worth it .
you said you're not a good boyfriend , but to me you're really a wonderful boyfriend .
everytime when we quarrel , you're always the one giving in to me .
our first month , i made you upset . i know i'm a failuer , sighs .
i thought you won't text me anymore , but you proved me wrong .
you told them you wanted to forget me , if that's your choice , i respect it .
since you have already found another girl that you like , good luck then .
so what if i still love you ? you wont be back already right ?
loving someone doesn't mean we have to be together , seeing you happy , i'm contented .
you remember that day at yishun park ? we was sitting at the swing , you told me to promise you i wont leave you , and i promised you , even till now i'm still keeping my promise , you know ? sighs .
thanks for all those memories that you left behind , those days were the most happy days .
i'll be waiting for you silently , i love you .

2009-05-05T16:14:00.001-07:00

everything ended just like this , sigh .

everything was just a lie , from the starting till now . nothing was real .

everytime i told myself to move on w my life , but i always failed .

yesterday when i heard from someone that you already like another girl , i broke down .

i dont know why , i told myself , i can move on w my life without you , but i'm lying .

reading past those messages that you once send me , i broke down .

i didn't delete any of your messages , from the day we patched till the day we broke up .

i never once deleted any of your messages , i told myself to delete , but i dont have the courage .

those memories which we once had together , is still in my mind .

if you really like another girl , i dont have anything to say . sighs

everytime my phone rings , i rush to the phone and see who called , but it wasn't you .

everytime when i wake up , i would see your miss call , but now no more .

everytime when i wanted to go home , you would send me to the bus stop and accompany me to wait for bus and even gave me a goodbye kiss , but now no more ):

i miss you , i miss the times when you called , i miss those messages that we once send to each other saying baby , i love you , and stuffs . but now no more already ):

when i needed you the most , where were you ? i miss you , you know ? ):

sighs , why must things become like this ? i dont know i dont know .

i dont want , i want the past , when you were there with me whenever i needed you .

but everything is gone already , who to blame ? i only have myself to blame .

this time , you are gone and wont be back anymore right ? sighs , i miss you .

i want to recieve your phone calls once again , i want to recieve those messages that you once send me , but i dont have the chance to recieve it anymore , sighs .

2009-05-05T00:13:00.000-07:00

I came back blogging because i wanted to write some dedications to some people .

and thanks for those whom have been there from me when i'm down .

Jianlong korkor , Michelle Zhinu , Huitian Honey , Fanny Husband , Felicia Superwomen , Jiamin , Cecilia Zuiai , Kathrine Coupleheart , Rosemary Babysweetheart , Joey Dearest , Emiline Baobeh , Honjun , Elton , Tiffany .

Zhinu , i know you're strong right ? dont cry anymore already , cheer up alright !
from strangers to friends , from friends to gans , from gans to enermies , and from enermies to gans .
whenever i'm down , you would always be there for me no matter what happens .
that day when i broke down , you were there to comfort me , and yes you still cried . sigh .
you saw me crying in bus , you also cried . sorry , i couldn't resist my tears anymore .
everytime when we buy food or drinks , you would always ask me if i wanted anything .
that day at canteen , you was eating and you saw me looking so down , you told me you didn't wanted to eat already because you saw me looking so down .
remember the days at school ? during chinese lessons , you would always come over to my class ?
we would always listen to music together , chat together and alot alot of things la .
i know , everytime i see you laughing / smiling , it wasn't your true laughter .
you was just carrying a fake smile , i want to see your true smile can i ? sigh .
everytime you smile , but deep down you're bleeding ..
girl , i know he hurt you alot , but life still have to move on right ?
you know he wouldn't be back anymore , let of this relationship will you ?
i know its hard to forget him , i know you're trying , i know you're bleeding , i know you're crying .
you wouldn't tell me when you cry , because you said you didn't want to see me sad .
whenever i'm sad , i text you . you still cheered me up although you are sad .
dont cry already , i wouldn't want to see you like this . cheer up my dear girl ):
anything i'm always here for you , 8 digits away only ! <3

honeyy , surprise to see your picture and a message from me here ? hah , laughs .
anyway , thank you for begin there for me when i'm down eh , thank you .
although we know each other only for less then a month , but you treat me really very good eh !
hah , i guess wont be meeting you so often already , so take care of yourself uhh .
no matter what happens , i'm always here , 8 digits away only . <3

thank you for begin there for me whenever i'm down .
although we do quarrel , but everything will be fne yeahh .
mye coming already , do study hard and do well for your exams eh . <3

boy , our love story ended on 0305091340 .
i dont think we will be together anymore , but still i still want to say i love you .
i wasn't a good girlfriend to you , but you were a wonderful boyfriend to me .
sigh , i didn't know this would be the ending , but still i have to move on w my life .
since everything has already ended , i dont wanna hold you back anymore .
not that i dont love you anymore , but is because i dont think we would have the chance again .
thanks for all those memories that you gave , those days were the most happiest days i ever had .
loving someone doesn't mean we have to be together , seeing you happy , i'm contented .
whenever i wake up , i would see your miss call , but not now anymore .
when i wake up , i wouldn't see any calls from you .
when i'm in school , i keep looking at my phone , hoping to recieve a message from you .
when we're together , i would always recieve your phone call , but not now anymore .
i admit i wasn't a good girlfriend , i dont understand how you feel .
everytime when we quarrel , i'm always the one who started it , and you always gave in to me .
since you have already gone , why should i still hold on to this relationship ? sigh ..
i should accept the fact that you're gone and won't be back anymore .
if one day , you ever find a girl , take good care of her and last long with her alright .
i'll always be there to support you , when you're down you can always text me .
just take good care of youself and thanks for those memories we both once had together .
~~i still love you, text me if you see this alright . ♥~~

2009-05-02T06:42:00.000-07:00

And, Happy belated birthday to Christopher , Gavin and Kelvin .

Just reached home around 20 minutes ago ? and the time now is 3am . super duper tired la ):
didn't sleep because promised Zhinu that tomorrow when she come my blog she will see my post .
I wont be posting for the past few days , as i totally forgotten what had happened already, X:

I haven't been meeting Baby♥ for the past few days , but met him today . i hearts baby♥ .
I'll only be posting about what happen today , and photo will be uploaded tomorrow or other days .

Won't be posting so often already , as exams are coming soon . i'm gonna mug hard for my mye !
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Woke up prepared and everything then bused down to interchange and meet up with Jiamin .
meet her alredy , bused down to her house there to accompany her take something .
after that , went down to Admaritly then back to Yishun again , had KFC for breakfast / lunch .
eat already , bused down to 850 and slacked there for awhile , then went to Honey's house .
played audition with her sister and was chatting with her , she's dam fucking good manzxzxz !
cab down to broadway then went over to 418 and Babysweetheart and Yannzhenn came over to meet us .
chatted then went over to 425 and had some girls talk and waiting for them to come down . lol
around 5.35pm bused down to interchange with Honey , Babysweetheart , and Yannzhenn .
came home , some stuffs happened then went over to 717 for dinner together with family .
came online and chatted with Zhinu , and others . around 12am went out and meet Baby♥ .
slacked and stuffs , then cab back home around half an hour ago i guess . LOL
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i'm super tired now , i'll update tomorrow . ! :]
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i'm back to update and the time now is 9.05pm , just reached home around 8.45pm ? lol .
woke up by someone's call , prepared and stuffs then went over to northpoint for awhile .
helped brother buy something , then bus home and pass him the stuffs then cab to 400plus .
meet up with Gavin , then Binjie and Fuxiang came . wait for them eat finish , then went to 425 .
something happened on the way there . stayed at 425 for awhile then really cannot take it already .
walked to Zhinu's house downstairs and meet up with her , bused down to northpoint after that .
went to Burger King and meet up with Honjun , Jinghan , Elton , Keleong , and Seunghun .
studied , and chatted of course . mood wasn't that good . Andreana and Jiajun came after that .
Zhinu went to 155 to settle some stuffs . Jinghan , Elton , Jiajun , and Keleong left after that .
chatted and Zhinu came back and looked for us . Fanny , Kimm , and one guy came .
Zhinu and Andreana sent that guy to MRT there i think , they came back and chatted awhile and left .
actually going over to food court to have lunch / dinner but food court is full . dam many people loh !
so went over to mac and bought burger , then went to interchange and bused back home .
came home , used computer awhile then went to 769 for dinner with family . then home sweet home .
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Thanks Michelle Zhinu , Fanny Husband , Huitian Honey , Jiamin , Felicia Supewomen , Kathrine Coupleheart , Cecilia Zuiai , Rosemary Babysweetheart , Gavin Daddy .

2009-04-24T18:27:00.000-07:00

I want everything to be simple, that's all.

Its been 5 days since i has last posted, and i'll only be posting for somedays only.

and i haven been meeting Baby♥ from tuesday till now, only met him for like 5 mintues yeseterday.

and i wont be meeting Baby♥ today, but i guess i will be meeting him on Sunday ! :}

Happy birthday Cindy mother !, Wednesday, 22 april 2009.

Woke up prepared and everything then Jiamin came over to my house and meet me.

used computer and chatted, then went to interchange with Jiamin to meet Husband.

bused to school and we're late again, late by 2 minutes also must go detention for 2 hours ! zz -.-

slaked at canteen awhile first before going back class, then Mr Leong scold us and nag again.

walked back to class, but Darius, Jiamin and me were slacking at class outside before going in.

went in class and need to do some composition, but i dont even understand so slept all the way till recess.

recess eat together with Jiamin, Michelle, Fanny, Darius, and Benedict.

maths lesson, did some work and copied notes.

chinese lesson, Michelle came over to our class and slacked and listen music. LOL

maths lesson, actually is project work lesson but switch to friday, did some test and slept awhile.

after school, went for detention till around 3.30pm then went to broadway with Superwomen and Jiamin for lunch.

after that, Superwomen going back school find Husband while me and Jiamin went home as we were tired.

Thursday, 23 april 2009.

woke up prepared everything then father fetched me to school, went to find Jiamin and co.

chatted and everything then went to assemble, then back to class after that.

art lesson, was sleeping for the first period, then did nothing for the second period. LOL

maths lesson, copied some notes and was chatting.

english lesson, teacher go through summary writing and return us our papers.

recess, eat together with Jiamin and Benedict then went up to hall and chatted again.

history lesson, slept for awhile and was chatting throughout. X:

science lesson, the class was super noisy, but i did copied some notes.

geography lesson, had a 15 minute revision then had test for 45 mintues. dam hard la !#$%$&*

after school, bused home together with Jiamin after that bused down to Jiamin's house.
done everything then we went to her house downstairs for lunch. then went to 637 and slacked.
slacked till around 5plus then bused down to northpoint and home sweet home after that :}

Happy birthday Daddy !, friday, 24 april 2009.

woke up preared everything then bused down to interchange and meet up with Husband.

bused down to school and luckily wasn't late if not daddy will start to go crazy again ! LOL X:

assemle and stuffs then kana caught for skirts again. she asked me to change my skirt.

projectwork, group with Jiamin, Shihui, Amirul, and Dinesh. Darius also in our group but he didn't come.

chinese lesson, Michelle and Celeste came over to our class. A relief teacher came, i miss Xiong Lao Shi ! :}

recess, ate together with Michelle, Jiamin, Darius, Benedict then went up to hall and Felicia is crying ):

went to toilet and consoled her, then went to class outside and wait for class to come back.

sicence lesson, went for conselling and something happened -.- i saw the video ! Funny la. :}

cdp lesson, Mrs Teng use the lesson to teach English as exams are round the corner.

teacher give back the grammer test and i got 28/30. and i got 2nd in class ! :}

after school, bused down to northpoint and inside the bus was chatting with our class malay boys.

then went to northpoint and meet up with Kaishan for awhile then went to interchange.

met Baby♥ for awhile then Miss Goh ( consellor ) came and meet up with me for awhile.

went to buy something then she went to cold storage while me and Jiamin bused to chongpang.

had lunch and went to buy water bottle. LOL ! then bused back home and home sweet home.

came onlined and Husband told me something, prepared and met her at interchange.

bused down to school outside and meet up with Superwomen, Honjun, Angie, and one more guy.

consoled Superwomen and stuffs then went to broadway and home sweet home after that.

reached home slept all the way till around 10.30 then prepared and went to 717 with family.

celebrated Father's birthday there then he's friend came to our house to play majong. LOL

came home onlined, and chatted with Michelle and Superwomen. then i went to sleep at around 2am.

Michelle, you got to stay stong my girl. Your loves one wont want to see you upset right?

i know those words that the bastard told you in msn was really hurting, but you got to ignore that.

since you have already seen he's true colours why not give him up and move on, right?

begin in love with someone doesn't mean we need to be with him, as long as he's happy we're happy.

you dont have to feel bad in not helping that girl to contact Jared, but in fact you did the right thing.

it takes 1 second to fall in love with someone, and it takes 1 week to be with that someone, but it takes forever to forget that someone.

everytime you come to school happily and everything, but deep down you're bleeding, i know.

talked to you in msn i can sense that you're sad, but did you asked yourself if its worth it anot.

for this kind of guys, they just a fucking hongster. he's only making you jealous and hurt.

but you must not break down so easily, you must be stong my dear. cheer up alright.

i dont wanna see you crying already, i want to see your real smile, and yesterday you waited for me to reach home and online before you sleep. so sweet eh ! <3

Felicia Superwomen, you also must stay strong alright. i want to see you happy happy happy ! :}

i kow you love him alot, but loving someone does not need to be with him, seeing him happy you are happy already.

i know its hurt alot seeing your best friend lie to you again and again, but maybe she got her own problems?

you need to understand her, i'm not trying to help neither of you, but spare a thought for others alright.

i dont wanna see you and her quarrel anymore, dont because of guys quarrel alright.

relationship dont last, but friendship sure last. but you can give your friend everything, but not love.

but at the same time, dont because of love hurt your relationship with your friend.

my dear, since he also like her and she also like him, why not let them be together?

i'm sure you can find your Mr Right one day also, and you still have me and others with you right !

girls dont need guys to survive, but girls need girls to survive. LOL! cheer up ok <3

2009-04-19T04:01:00.000-07:00

Is there forever love in this world? X:

Dont bother about my previous post saying about my parents, we're fine already.
after that day, parents treat me so dam good la. suddenly changed to another person.
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Yesterday, woke up used computer and mother bought breakfast/lunch for me :}
continued using computr till around 2plus and went to prepared myself.
after preparing and everything, bused down to northpoint and meet up with Dearest.
her sister came along with her, walked around northpoint and her sister went off first.
continued walking around northpoint and Dearest need to go home already, so we went off.
reached home, sleep and parents woke me up and went to 717 for dinner with family.
at night, chatted with Husband and Michelle on msn, super cute la both of them ! <3
chatted with Baby♥ on phone till around 2am and off to my sleeping land already, haha.
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Today, woke up and prepared. went to 717 for breakfast/lunch with family.
after that, mother when chongpang, father and he's friend dont know go where, then brother went out.
so i bused back home, used computer and around 3plus went out to meet Baby♥ and company.
slack and things like that, then around 5plus going 6, Baby♥ send me to bus stop.
going out with dinner with family soon :}
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Fanny husband, dont care about guys alright, i know you're having relationship phobia.
but, there's really good guys in this world, just that you haven met them yet.
i'm sure you can find your prince charming de ok ! be lesbians more good, haha !
love is like that, there's always up & down in a relationship. no happy ending one.
only fairtales have happy endings, plus there's no forever love in this world. X:
so husband, dont think too much and move on with your life. i'm always here with you yeah.
happy or sad, i'm always here. dont think too much, i love you <3
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Michelle, you also dont sad already ok ! guys are like that. but not all guys is like that.
i know you love him alot, but you have already seen he's true colours, so why not give up?
you can't rush things out, take your time to forget him. its not easy to forget someone so easily.
you sill have your Family, Friends, Sisters, Brothers, and Gans by your side always and forever. love is like a mirrior, once its broken, no matter how hard we try to fix it back, it wont be perfect. dont think too much and move on with your life, i'm sure none of your love ones want to see you like this. anything i'm always here for you, cheer up alright. i love you <3
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Felicia superwoman, parents are like that. dont take what your mother say to heart.
i guess she's just worried about your studies, dont think too much alright.
parents always vent their angers on us, but next day they treat us very good le. LOL
dont care about what your mother say, anything i'm always here for you. I love you <3
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Baby♥, I love you.

2009-04-17T20:47:00.000-07:00

I hate my parents alot :}

Posting once again as i'm very bored now, and there's nothing to do.

yesterday woke up, met dearest at interchange and bused to school.

reached school, went to look for Jiamin, Shihui and company, then went to assemble.

projectwork lesson, chatted with Jiamin, Darius, Yamuna and others.

chinese lesson, Michelle came over to our class. Chatted with Michelle and Darius.

recess, eat together with Michelle, Jiamin, Darius and Benedict then went to assemble.

science lesson, Mr Lee never come so Mdm Jothi came and take over the lesson.

keep ask us stand sit stand sit, machiam one dog like that -.- mr habib came and scold us.

cdp lesson, discuss about project and Deeni keep on saying i'm short. I'm tall ok! :}

after school, bused to interchange and went to mac and saw Dearest with her friends there.

went home prepared all this then bused down to interchange and meet up with Dearest.

she need to send her stead home so we accompined her, then walked to 600plus.

Jiamin went home while me, Dearest, Eileen, and Yvonne cab down to polyclinic.

fianlly she finished seeing doctor, then bused to Dearest house there together with her.

chatted with Dearest about somethings and really had a good talk with her :}

after that, bused down to 400plus to meet up with Baby♥ and he's friends.

was on phone with Jiamin and Husband. chatted for around 30minutes and phone low battery.

slacked till around 6.40 and Baby♥ sent me to bus-stop and i bused back home.

met Husband near my house there, sitted for awhile then went to 123 for dinner.

then bused down to interchange and went to her house as she wanted to go jogging. LOL

waited for her at her house downstairs and she ran while i walked. then sit down for awhile.

cab down to 400plus and then Husband changed her mind of not going to seletar with me.

then Eshi, Eshi's stead, Xiaoqiang, and Xiaoqiang's stead was inside a cab and i went up the cab.

send both of their stead home then went back to seletar to look for Baby♥ and company.

slacked there till around 11pm then walked back to 400plus, Andy was entertainging us :}

reached 400plus, Baby♥ send me to bus-stop and home sweet home.

i fucking hate this family already la.

sometimes so good, sometimes treat me like shit.

eh please la hor, want me help you do something treat me so good,

dont need me, treat me like one shit? fucker -.-

i dont have this kind of parents la hor, not as if i need you guys so much.

did i ever fucking plead you to born me into this world?

i did not la hor, is you willingly born me to this world want la hor.

think before you say anything, you think what? parents big fuck?

maybe you will be seeing what i type, but so what? you think i care?

for fuck sake, i dont fucking give any dam ok. want scold go ahead and scold.

want send me go girls home right? i dont mind, go ahead and send alright.

i'm not stopping you, but i'm encouraging you yeah, so go ahead and send me in :}

dont take back what you say ok, say means say already. too late to regret.

i dont fucking care who you are, so what if you are my parents?

what you had done, is already done. too late to regret alright :}

next time think before you do, because in the end is you regret not me. LOL

so what if you guys have been taking care of me for 13 years?

what's the point in saying all this now? what is done has already been done.

i dont want to depend on you guys anymore, i want to depend on myself :}

i dont need a family like you ok, scold me because you're worried? oh please.

fuck all those nonsense you guys said, i dont have a parents like you guys :}

and lastly, i hate you guys.

2009-04-16T03:21:00.000-07:00

Baby, i miss you ):

didnt post for 1 week plus already, as i said i wont be using computer often.

exams are coming soon already, but i still haven studied anything.

i dont have much to post, but i realised my blog is dying. so i came to post.

will try to blog more ok! and, i'm going to study hard for the coming exams already.

teachers, if you guys really want to give up on me or whatever shit, give up then.

late only then give class suspension, its like sit at concourse also nothing better to do.

i dont know what you teachers are thinking, i also dont know what the hell am i thinking.

i only know studying is dam fucking bored, and everytime keep hearing you teachers nagging.

nag and nag and nag, you guys not tired, i listen le also fucking tired already la -.-

but i will still go school for the sake of my friends, and my parents.

yesterday, woke up prepared and stuffs then daddy ask me go school myself. Bad daddy X:

Jiamin came over to my house and meet up with me, then we cab down to 400plus.

went to meet up with Baby♥ and Fuxiang, slacked and went to school.

walked to school together with Jiamin and saw Ms Teng inside General office.

talked to her and Mr Habib came and ask me go to he's office and changed slipper.

changed already, went back and saw Darius there too. he was also late, lols.

then Mr Habib told us to sit at concourse there, then 2E3 came down to concourse.

someone put worms in one of the students pencil case, so many worms and the worms quite big.

sit at concourse then was too bored already, so walked around school with Jiamin.

went to class awhile and took back my chinese test paper, i get 38/50! :}

after that, went back to concourse and chatted with Darius about some stuffs.

chatted and he asked me if i want to run school anot, he asked me climb fence. LOL

in the end, didn't run out of class. Adrian and he's friend came to concourse.

Adrian and he's friend go whack Mr Lee, pathetic Mr Lee. But Mr Lee is good :}

chatted and stuffs then bell ring and went to 4A2 for detention, for 1 and the half hour. zzz

after that, went to get back my slippers and bused home after that :}

reached home, used computer awhile and bused to northpoint to meet up with Jiamin.

went to KFC for dinner, then home sweet home after that. :}

today, woke up and daddy ask me to go to school myself, you this stupid daddy. HAHA

so bused to interchange and meet up together with Fanny and Kimm.

bused to school and skipped assembly, went to toliet together with Fanny, Kimm, and Michelle.

chatted and Fanny and Kimm went back class while we continued slacking at toliet.

slacked and Gayathri and her friend came, then went back to class together.

art lesson, had test but didn't drew anything. slept throughout the lesson.

maths lesson, had another test as yesterday wasn't at class. only did 3 questions, :}

english lesson, Ms Teng didn't come to class and a relief teacher came and relief.

then Ms Teng came in and collected some worksheets. i thought she didn't come.

recess, eat together with Jiamin and Benedict. then went up to hall and chatted.

Mr Leong ask me go he's office there as he wanted to talk to me, and return me something.

then went going back to class, saw Michelle so pon class and slacked at toliet with her.

Jireh came after that, and was like so funny can, he's such a joker man! LOL ._.

Michelle need to go back to class as Mr Lee's lesson is over, so i went back also.

went back and relieased Mr Rethi didn't came school today, so chatted and listened songs.

chatted together with Amirul, Weijiang and Jiamin. Amirul dam funny la! Keep making me laugh.

science lesson, copied some notes and slept abit.

geography lesson, sitted beside Irfan and something fucking funny happen. LOL

Deeni keep saying i'm short and keep beating me, haha. But, i know i'm tall. HAHA

tried to sleep, but the stupid Irfan kept on disturbing me then i can't sleep already.

after school, bused back home together with Jiamin. Saw Amirul, Azirah and Izza inside bus.

cam home, prepared and bused down to 400plus and have my lunch and went to meet Dearest.

Eileen and Yvonne was togther with her also, pei them to polyclinic but was close.

went to 600plus and Dearest father coming so me and Yvonne bused back home.

reached home, and here i am blogging :}

baby♥, i know our one month wasnt a good one month, sorry ):

i didn't expect us to quarrel on our one month, i thought we will celebrate it happily.

but baby, i promise you i will be a better girlfriend towards you alright.

i know i'm not a good girlfriend, but baby i will try to understand you more alright.

you make me trust love all over again, i dont want to lost trust in love again.

i wont control you messaging zharbo anymore, not because i dont love you.

its becase i trust you, and because i really love you.

i will give you all the freedom that you want, because i want to see you happy.

baby, no matter what happens i want you to be there with me throughout!

baby, no matter what happens, i'll always be there for you.

i love you ♥.

2009-04-08T00:41:00.000-07:00

Guys, i wont be updating my blog for a few weeks i guess.

but, continue tagging as i'll still be coming to my blog once every two days :}

i dont know why either, wont be using computer so often already.
anything just contact me through my phone, i wont be replying most of the messages.

darius, be more good boy la, and come to school more often alright.

although your court is next month, but be more good boy la.

if you really go in, take good care of yourself and i wont forget you de :}

so dont keep coming and tell me you sure forget me de la, lols.

2009-04-01T04:44:00.001-07:00

haven been blogging for almost a week already i guess?
another month has passed, and exams are next month. must study hard already.
wont be updating everyday as i'll be out everyday, from monday to saturday.
so i'll only be updating my blog like once in a week or twice in a week. :}
ps, i forgot what happened on monday and tuesday. so i wont be posting for this 2 days.
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saturday, 28 march 2009.
meet up with Jiamin at my house downstairs and went for breakfast/lunch at 171.
bused down to 400plus to meet up with Gavin, walked to 418 as he wanted to eat.
chatted and Binjie came, then went over to 412 and slacked.
after that, baby♥, Fuxiang, and James came over and meet up together with us.
went to east park after that, and walked around the park together with Jiamin.
did some excerise too, Jiamin make me laugh like hell la (!) others was laughing too.
Jiamin wanted to go home, so accompined her, and baby♥, and Fuxiang pei us walk till half.
after that, bused down to interchange then something happen then went back look for baby♥.
bused down to east park alone, went to meet up with baby♥, and others. :}
chatted and see them playing poker cards, after that went to 427 and baby♥ send me there.
went home, and around 9plus accompined family down to 717 for dinner.
after that, home sweet home :}
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sunday, 29 march 2009.
father woke me up at around 10plus and went to prepared myself.
around 12plus, parents bought us to cousin's place and stayed there till around 5plus.
after that, brother need to buy something so went over to SembawangShoppingCentre.
walked awhile, and father bought us home after that :}
went out for dinner together with family at around 9plus, i think so.
actually going over to 437, but father say too late and tomorrow got school, lols.
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wednesday, 1 april 2009.
actually daddy wanted to send me to school, but in the end never -.-
so bused down to interchange and meet up with Jiamin, and saw Adrian at interchange.
Adrian was waiting for Chekguan while i was waiting for Jiamin and Shihui.
Jiamin came, and Shihui came too. Went to 925 together with them and had breakfast.
eat finish already, time was still early so we decided to walked to school together.
reached school, went up to hall and disiao people as it's april fool day :}
disturbed quite a number of them, and Ms Yong was tricked by me too, laughs.
as usual, studied and stuffs, wont say much about school as i forgotten what happened already.
after school, went home and went to broadway for lunch together with Jiamin.
saw James, and Fuxiang there too. actually going do project but in the end never go. X:
they waited for me to eat finish, then walked to 427 to meet up with baby♥ and comapany.
around 5plus going 6, bused home together with Jiamin and home sweet home :}
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thursday, 2 april 2009.
went to school as usual, and actually Jiamin was sicked but she still came to pei me :}
had lessons, and can't remember too much about what happened in school X:
after school, went home and bused down to broadway and walked to 425.
meet up together with Fuxiang and Binjie. then, went to 418 to meet up with the rest.
chatted and all that, then around 4plus went to 427 together with them to meet up with baby♥.
see them play basketball and all those things, then around 5plus Jiamin went home.
chatted with baby♥, and get to know some stuffs. after that, baby♥ send me to bus stop.
bused down to northpoint to meet up with mother, and went to mac for dinner.
after that, went to 123 help brother buy things and home sweet home after that. :}
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friday, 3 april 2009.
went to school and usual, reached school went to find Jiamin, Shihui and others.
went to assemble and stuufs, then kana caught together with Jiamin, and Alicia.
Mdm aini, and Mrs Teng say they're both very tired of catching me and Jiamin already.
after that, wanted to pon maths lesson and slacked at toilet throughout. :}
but, a girl came in telling us that Mrs Teng was looking for us everywhere (?) lols
so went out, and saw Mrs Teng, she talked to us and told us we have test.
so talked, and went back to class and had test. leave blank for the whole paper. zzz
chinese lesson, went to toilet together with Michelle, Felicia, and Huiyi.
then, Felicia went back while Michelle, Huiyi and me stayed there. lols :}
Darius was there toos. talked until make me so pekcek and dulan la, fucker -.-
chatted for around 45 minutes, teacher never say anything, just say ' you finally came back'
after that, went for recess and eat together with Shihui, Jiamin, Darius and Benedict.
went up to hall and chatted with Fanny, Michelle, Jiamin, and 2T1 people. they keep bully me ):
science lesson, went for conselling. Mdm aini catch me again, zzz -.-
then went walking back to class, Mr Ng talked to me awhile then went back class.
cdp lesson, went to hall for the SPCA talk. Mrs Teng, and Mrs Hee cried. LOL X:
after school, Shihui dad's send Jiamin and me to near my house there, thanks uh.
changed and all that, then cabbed down to 400plus together with Jiamin.
reached, went to meet up with Felicia, Honjun, Jinghan, Michelle, Kimm, and others.
baby♥ called me, and i was dam surprised to see him calling me. lols (?)
after that, went to broadway to sit down while waiting for Michelle to come.
she came, talked and need to go down meet up together wth brother. -.-
so Cindy mummy, Jiamin and me cabbed down to 728 to meet up with brother.
after that, bused down to norhtpoint together with Cindy mummy, and Jiamin.
went to funland there awhile, then went back to interchange. something happened again.
went there for awhile, then Jiamin went to meet up with her stead, while i went home.
came home, talked to brother awhile and here i am blogging now :}
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girl, you know what you had done, i hope you understand where you really went wrong.
this few days you keep giving attitude, i dont know what you want. i'm really tired aleady.
he's really a good guy, trust me. you wont regret begin with him, i'm sure :}
girl, dont ler history repeat itself again alright, i know he still loves you alot, i'm sure.
dont hurt him again already, and you dont think too much already.
you're not a hongster, you're not a bitch, you're a human, everyone makes mistake right?
nobody is perfect, even me. cheer up alright, anything i'm just 8 digits away, loves. :}

2009-03-25T03:42:00.000-07:00

Havent been posting for like 4 to 5 days already.
alot of things have been happening recently, lazy to type out all X:
wont be posting about monday as i have already forgotten what happen.
i only know i have been meeting baby♥, eshi, binjie, fuxiang, james, xiaoqiang, jiamin.
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tuesday, 24 march 2009.
forgot what happen during school, so shall not say things about school.
after school, went back home and wanted to send jiamin to bus stop. then baby♥ called.
baby♥, and company coming my house here so Jiamin waited for Eshi at my house.
did things, and went down to buy something to eat and came back home again.
went down to look for them, and saw Eshi and Fuxiang over there.
after that, copied martyn pig and chatted. then, baby♥, James, and Xiaoqiang came.
chatted awhile, and baby♥ send me home while Eshi send Jiamin to bus stop :]
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wednesday, 25 march 2009.
actually wanted to pon school, but in the end still went school for some reasons -.-
meet up together with Fanny at interchange and went Macdonald for breakfast.
after that, bused to school and reached school around 9.50am.
when office and the office people gave us that blue form then went back to class.
stand outside class till recess then went recess together with jiamin.
while going hall that time, Mrs teng saw me and told me 'you finally reach school already uh'
then she asked me and jiamin to go outside general office as she wanted to talk to us.
nag and nag and nag, then jiamin went back to class while she called my parents.
went to sickbay together with one office lady, and talked awhile. and she hugged me. LOL
after that, talked to Mrs teng about something and then went to sickbay and rested.
didn't feel like going back class so slacked there alone till maths lesson finish.
jiamin texted me and told me to go back class pei her, so i asked her to come find me.
she came and then she help me go general office tell the office people i go back class.
so went back to class together with jiamin and copied martyn pig with jiamin and others.
then projectwork, went to hall and disturbed dinesh. was laughing all the way la ! :]
after school, went to meet up with baby♥, binjie, fuxiang, eshi, james, and others too.
then around 5plus going 6, bused back home together with jiamin, and home sweet home.
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thursday, 26 march 2009.
went to school and went to look for jiamin and others. then chatted awhile and went assemble.
mdm aini caught me, jiamin, yamuna, and ferzana. for anker socks and slipper -.-
after that went back to class, having art lesson but was chatting with ruzaini and others.
didn't did any drawing at all, and Miss heng talked to me about something. LOL
maths lesson, didn't do anything. was like dam tired la, wanted to sleep but didnt.
english lesson, did some work, and chatted together with ruzaini again.
recess, eat and went up to hall and chatted with 2T1 people again, funny la !
after that, Mrs teng nag and nag and nag again. then Mr rethi also nag and nag and nag.
history lesson, went to sit together with Yamuna and chatted with her.
science lesson, continued sitting beside her and Jiamin came over too :]
geography lesson, continued sitting there again, and Jiamin also sitted together with me.
after school, went to 425 there and saw benedict and one more guy. LOL
chatted together with them, then binjie came and meet us then later baby♥ and others came.
then chatted with xiaoqiang, james and binjie and they showed us alot of tricks.
keep laughing and laughing all the way, its dam funny one alright ! :]
after that, around 5plus bused home together with Jiamin, and home sweet home.
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friday, 27 march 2009.
went to school, chatted with jiamin and others then went to assemble.
Mr ng catch me for anker socks, then Felicia, Angie, Michelle, Celeste, and others got caught too.
but not by Mr ng, is by Mr toh. and hor, teahers is bias derh lah (!)
everyone got 3 chances, but Fanny, Perle, and me only got 2 chance. ):
after that, went back to class and sitted beside Dinesh, he dam funny la.
had maths text about graphs, and i only did like 1 or 2 question like that only, haha.
chinese lesson, disturbed the teacher and chatted together with Jiamin, Shihui and Darius.
recess, eat together with Jiamin, Shihui and Darius. then went up to hall and chatted again.
science lesson, chatted with Darius awhile, then consellor came and went for conselling. :]
went back for english lesson, and teacher was in a good mood i guess? *laughs.
did the what Earth Hour worksheet then teacher gave us chocolate before we go.
bused home, changed clothes and everything. then bused down to 4tou again.
went to 415 saw Binjie, Xiaoqiang, Gavin, James, Fuxiang, and Marcus.
went to broadway and eat, and they came and they keep saying alot of jokes.
went to 425 together with Jiamin, Marcus and Binjie, and Eshi came after that.
baby♥, came to look for us after that. Fuxiang and Gavin came after that also.
chatted and they played ali bomb, lols. then me and jiamin was listening to songs :]
after that, went to 419 together with baby♥, Eshi, Fuxiang, and Jiamin.
Fuxiang went to look for James while baby♥, Eshi, Jiamin and me stayed at 419.
after that, went over to 418 to meet up together with them again, played bubble there.
went to 417 coffee shop, and chatted. went back to 427 basketball court there again.
baby♥ peied me walk halfway and he went back to look for them, so good of baby♥ uh :]
bused back home together with Jiamin, then got this guy dam effing wierd la, lols.
he asked me alot of question like, you how old, you got boyfriend all this things la.
then, home sweet home and used computer and here i'm blogging !
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baby♥, times pass so fast alright. 15 more days to our 1 month (!)
and, you seem to be more caring towards me already, haha. iloveyou :]
no matter what happen, i'm always there for you throughout alright.
and baby♥, i missing you now ): lastly, iloveyou ♥

2009-03-23T05:36:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went out with family at around 1plus for breakfast/lunch.
after that, came home prepared myself and meet up together with Jiamin.
reached, bused down to 400plus to meet up with baby♥ and company.
called brother over to 400plus and he was effing dulan? lols, sorry la ):
then brother didn't came, while Weiming and Ricky came over to take he's bicycle.
cycled over to 600plus there to meet up together with brother for awhile.
and send Jiamin home while i cabed down to Orchid Country Club.
meet up together with mummy, aiai, their cousins, and family members.
reached, went inside the room and played games. dam funny can? :]
girls won the game and boys have to do chicken dance, only 3 of them did.
after that, went out for a drink and went inside the play room. dam funny la !
chatted and fooling around, camwored abit toos, was effing fun la.
after that, went out to chat together with mummy, aiai, and caryn. :]
eat, drink, and chatting together with them, super long never chat with them liao la !
chatted, and went inside the room to help Alvin sing birthday song and cut cake.
eat cake, and went to bowling there together with mummy, aiai and caryn.
sit down there and there's this girl keep staring, then aiai went over to her. LOL
this aiai of mine is just so effing funny and cute cans? *LaughOutLoud :]
after that, aiai, mummy, and alvin's daddy send me to block 858.
went up to Jiamin's house outside there to meet up together with her.
went down to block and slack, chatted and played too, cute la she :]
after that, went yishun park to meet up with baby♥, Binjie, Xiaoqiang, Gavin and Eshi.
chatted and things like that then baby♥ and Xiaoqiang help me hail cab.
after that, cab down to meet up with daddy, mummy, and brother at 717.
had dinner together with them, and home sweet home after that :]
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today, woke up replied messages and went to prepared myself then go school.
reached school, saw atikah and ain, then they told me yesterday they saw me. LOL
so went up to hall together with them, and chatted together with azirah at hall.
went for pe, then run for 4 times but me and jiamin walked for 2 rounds :]
chatted quite alot with her, then went to change and everything then Mr Ng want talk to me.
then listened to he's craps then went back class and had english lesson.
teacher give back those papers from january to march worksheets for us to file.
then science lesson, told Mr Lee i want go down but thing then he say ok.
bought already, went back class and sitted together with Jiamin and did homeworks.
then bell ring, he still teaching then me, Jiamin and Amirul just walked out. LOL
went to canteen and eat together with Jiamin, Shihui, Amirul and Benedict.
went up to hall, then had chinese lesson. dam funny during chinese lesson la !
the chinese teacher is from china, then all step one china. funny bodoh.
after that, she was like one retarded talking to herself while everyone was chatting.
lols, then was dnt lesson. teacher keep saying about me, i know my name is nice :]
then joking around, slept as i was really dam effing tired. LOL !
teacher never scold me seh, she's quite good today la, keep joking with us.
after lesson, told teacher i want go down look for someone and she bought me there.
told the girl something, and went back class and Mrs Teng was there already.
went back class, did filing then teacher released us at around 2.15pm.
meet up together with that girl, and Welicia and company then went outside school.
went school outside meet up together with mummy, and bought ice cream !
settled somethings then went back home together with Jiamin :]
used computer awhile, and brother came back then me and Jiamin went downstairs.
bought water, and went to 166 and chat and camwored like crazy people. LOL
after that, not feeling very well so asked Jiamin send me home.
chatted on phone with her till she reached home, and she went out again.
she went to buy food, and i agreed to wait for her but i fell asleep. Sorry ):
woke up by Mrs Teng call, then after that called Jiamin and chatted with her awhile.
actually wanted to go back sleep, then dont feel like sleeping so came online.
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baby, i miss you dam effing loads, how i that we were as close as yesterday ):
i promise you i wont leave you and will cherish you more then how i cherish you last time.
i wont leave you for the sake that you're someone whose so important to me.
i want this relationship to last alright? promise me you will make this last.
and baby, i love you ♥

2009-03-21T03:23:00.000-07:00

baby, i miss you dam effing loads la ):

i dont know what suddenly happen, we seems to be drifting apart.

we dont seems to talk to each other when we're outside.

but baby, i will try to talk to you more when we're outside alright.

i have alot of things to tell you, but whenever i want to talk to you i'm lost for words.

whenever i see you and her together, i get jealous easily ):

baby, i'm the one whose not good enough for you, sigh.

although you dont seems to bother about me, but its ok.

i only want to see you happy, seeing you happy i'm satisfied already.

i need your love to stay strong, i need you by my side ):

whenever i needed you by my side, where were you?

whenever i needed someone to be there for me, where were you?

but baby, i dont blame you for not begin there for me. i blame myself.

promise me you wont leave me,

promise me you will be there whenever i need you.

i know promises are meant to be broken, sighs ..

baby, i really dont wish this relationship to end so fast.

i dont know what happen to you, you dont seems to care for me.

i want you to know, with everything I won't let this go.

these words are my heart and soul, i hold on to this moment you know.

because I'd bleed my heart out to show, that I won't let go.

baby, no matter what happen, i wont let go of this relationship.

its easy to be in a relationship, but its hard to maintain a relationship.

no matter what happens, i'll be there with you throughout.

i will hold your hand and complete the journey together with you.

baby, no matter what happens. i love you. ♥

if you happen to pass by my blog and see this, text me alright.

i'm waiting for you message, :]

2009-03-19T18:23:00.000-07:00

march holidays will soon be over and school will be starting in 2 days time.
i'm still in a holiday mood, i dont want to go school ):
have been going out from monday - thursday, today not sure yet.
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wednesday, 18 march 2009.
woke up prepared and meet up with jiamin at interchange.
went to eat kfc as both of us was dam hungry, laughs.
and, saw Xuanzhen, Engwee, and 2 more guys whom i dont know. LOL
bought home for brother to eat and bused to Eshi's house after that.
Jiamin helped Ejie trained maple account while i sitted down and thought of things.
after that, bused down to 400plus there to meet up with baby♥.
everybody dont want to eat so baby♥ ate alone, then later binijie eat.
they eat finish, James come and baby♥, Eshi and Binjie dont know go where.
then James eat, Jiamin also wanted to eat. Laughoutloud! :]
baby♥, Eshi, and Binjie came back, and they finish eating already.
and baby♥, thanks for the lolipop yah (L)
then went over to 419 and slacked, listen songs and chit chatted.
after that, they wanted to go East park, so went there awhile and bused home.
reached house downstairs called brother to pass me house keys.
because i never bring, so he came over to pass me the house keys. :]
and he went out, while i went home sweet home. LOL
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thursday, 19 march 2009.
was sleeping till Kelvin called me and make me wake up.
so called Jiamin and ask her to go prepare while i went to use computer. LOL
used computer awhile and went to prepare and off to interchange go meet Jiamin.
waited for bus and i realised i dont have coin, so went to buy something.
so waited for another bus, and bused down to broadway to have lunch.
eat finish already, went to 349 to meet up with Kelvin, Wenluo, and Jingchou.
they were doing the project while i was playing psp, and joking around. :]
after that, was finding people to lend bicycle, and nobody have.
around 1plus, Kelvin, Wenluo, and Jingchou went off while we went to 351.
copied Martynpig and was lazy after that, and Jiamin was thristy.
pei her over to 400plus there to buy water, and saw baby♥ and Gavin.
bought water already, then she wanted to buy waffle also, so went to buy.
bought already, went over to 346 and we was like looking for that block like retarded.
finally found, then long bang Jiamin around, for a short while only.
she was dam effing heavy can, even heavier then my brother. LOL
after that, went over to yishun park while baby♥ went to James house.
reached yishun park, Gavin went home and left only me, Jiamin and Eshi.
awhile later baby♥ and James finally come down already :]
slacked at there then baby♥ and Eshi dont know go where.
after that, baby♥ and Eshi sponsered us cab fare home. :]
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baby♥, we seems to be drifting apart already, sighs.
i dont know if you will be reading this anot, but i still want to say i love you (L)
no matter what happens, i'll always be there with you throughout!
baby♥, i dont asked you to be there for me always.
the only things i asked for is your love, care and concern (!)
i may seems not to bother about you when we're outside, but i still do love you.
i dont want to see us drifting apart, it really hurts me ):
and baby♥, i'm sorry that when you needed me by your side i wasn't there for you.
although i know a sorry means nothing, but i still want to say sorry. ):
i promise you that i wont leave you till the day you leave me.
every if you leave me, i'll still be there hoping for you to return one day.
i really dont want to see you drifting apart from me, because i really need you.
and i dont like him anymore, the one whom i like is you and yes you (!)
trust me when i say i only love you and no one else.
trust me when i say i really miss you like hell.
trust me when i say i really need you by my side.
baby♥, trust me when i tell you something, because i really mean it.

2009-03-17T18:25:00.000-07:00

Back to blogging already, yesterday went for bbq :]
morning woke up prepared and cabbed to Jiamin's house.
Slacked at her house till around 11plus then bused to Eshi's house.
reached he's house he just wake up then me and Jiamin was chatting.
finally baby♥ called and asked us to cab down to sembawang park.
cab there, reached and Binjie, Fuxiang and James just reached.
walked over to find them, chatted and brother asked me to go northpoint.
so cab to northpoint with jiamin, there was like no cab like that derh lor.
finally got one cab come, inside the cab got baby♥, Gavin, and Yongqiang. LOL
then cab down to northpoint together with jiamin and walked around.
wen to mrt to wait for this girl, then bused down to Netcorner.
done everything, bused down to cheers there to meet up with brother.
bought ice as they needed, then cabbed down to sembawang park with Jiamin.
reached, went to looked for them and passed them the ice.
something happened, wanted to be alone so went to one side where there's nobody.
dont wish to mention what happen already, was dam sad after he text me ):
so around 7pm, bused back to sembawang interchange and mrt back to katib.
went to Jiamin's house and chatted with her and finally he text me again.
so, called brother to send me to sembawang park. meet him at 799 there.
he cycled me all the way to sembawang park, we was crapping la. dam funny :]
went to looked for baby♥ and he's friend, while brother cycled home alone.
so chatted with them, and around 11plus brother and father came and looked for me.
peied them walk around sembawang park and see people fishing. LOL
went home around 12am and reached home bath and slept till today morning.
woke up because mother keep calling the house phone la, dam noisy -.-
then, woke up used computer and here i am posting :]
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baby♥, you told me we will last? but what happened yesterday?
i wanted to be alone because partly i was jealous when you keep with that girl.
i know both of you are best friend, but you never bother to talk to me.
and yes, i walked away and i really breaked down for a few hours.
you dont know how i feel, jiamin told me you were sad. but what about me?
when you tell me you wanted to broke up, you know how i felt?
you said i never accompany you, but when i was there did you accompined me?
seeing you happy and i didnt want to disturb you. was that wrong? sigh.
where were you when i needed you by my side?
where were you when i needed a shoulder to cry on?
where were you when i needed your love and care?
that time when you left me i thought i could stay strong,
but when you left me i really break down. i dont know why. ):
you told me you wanted me to be as close to you, you think i dont want?
baby♥, i really dont want to lose you again already, please ):
when i was alone, i thought of alot of things, i'm really afraid to lose you.
i dont want to lose you already, i need your love to stay strong.
seeng those scars on my hand make me remind me of you, ):
sorry love ones, i promised you guys not to slash but i still slash. ):
baby♥, i really hope this will be the first and last time you asked for break.
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coupleheart, aiai, mummy, didi, jiamin, eshi, and others thank you.
aiai and mummy, remember to take good care of yourself ok !
i want to see a healthy aiai and mummy back ya.
i miss you guys la, text me when you are back (L)

2009-03-16T16:47:00.000-07:00

Sherlyn, sorry to have deleted your tags X:

The numbers represent the date and time the couple stead. LOL

Sheryl, sorry to have deleted your tags too X:

Guess who am i, Yeo Teck Cheng, and Nameless

the 3 of you are all the same person yah?

think i dont know how check ip mehs? LOL

And please la, if you dont like my blog why bother coming?

And, why are you telling me your comments when i didnt ask for it?

So, keep your comments to yourself.

Because, i'm not intrested :]

2009-03-16T03:49:00.000-07:00

sunday, went for lunch with mother and brother at chongpang.
eat finish already, called jiamin and meet up with her at chongpang mac.
she was also with her mother at chongpang, laughs.
so went over to meet up with her, and bused down to northpoint.
bused down to 400plus to meet up with baby♥ and he's friends.
walked over to buy drinks and engwee called to say he saw us.
went over to find him as baby♥ was talking to he's friends.
went over to 418 and meet up with engwee as he's eating over there.
and you know what, saw baby♥ and he's group of friends over there too.
chatted with engwee awhile, jiamin and i went over to 427 to wait for baby♥ and company.
finally they came, and went to see them play basketball and chatted.
after that, went up to baby's♥ house together with Gavin, James, Andy, Eshi, Edmund, and Binjie.
they played cards while jiamin and i was listening to songs and chatting.
then they wanted to have dinner, so accompined them there for dinner.
then jiamin wanted to eat at another place so accompined her there.
after that, went over to 427 to wait for baby♥ and company to finish their dinner.
chatted and slacked and home sweet home around 8plus.
came home, chatted with parents and watched television and went for dinner.
eat and home sweet home, came home chatted with baby♥ and jiamin on phone :]
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monday, woke up at around 6plus by brother and mother's voice.
so bo bian, woke up waited for jiamin's message, then went to prepare.
she came over to my house here and meet up with me and walked over to 200plus.
went up to Eshi's house and baby♥ was there together with him.
slacked and chatted and cab over to 427 together with them.
baby♥ went home to bath while me, jiamin and eshi waited for him under he's block.
he came down together with gavin, then walked over to 418 to meet up with the rest.
ate and everything then went to dont know what block slack awhile, then back to 427.
they played basketball while me and jiamin was chatting and listening to songs.
went upstairs alone as i wanted to be alone for awhile, so went up :]
when i wanted to come down, baby♥ and company was there together with jiamin.
text jiamin asked her helped me bring my foundation up as i needed. LOL
after that, went down together with jiamin and continued slacking.
went over to 423 and slacked, and something happened so wanted to go home.
after that, baby♥ called and asked me go meet up with him, so went.
went up to he's house together with jiamin, eshi was shocked to see us.
so slacked, and went down to meet up with james and fuxiang.
baby♥, eshi, james, and fuxiang played basketball while me and others were chatting.
around 5plus baby♥ and company send me and jiamin to bus-stop and home sweet home.
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baby, i guess this time you're serious in this relationship barhs.
today you know told me something which hurt me alot alot,
why can't you just trust me for this once? just once.
if you say i liked him, why did i accept you in the first place?
baby, trust me when i say i love you,
trust me when i say i miss you,
trust me when i say i need you,
trust me when i say you're my everything.
dont think too much already ok, :]
i'm here for you always when you need me, cheer up baby.
iloveyouxzxzxz <3

2009-03-13T16:48:00.000-07:00

haven't been blogging for quite awhile already x:
promise you readers i will update everyday ( if i'm not lazy )
i wont be blogging for the past few days, will only be blogging for yesterday.
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yesterday, school was still alright, but dont feel like saying anything about school.
after school, bused down to northpoint, and saw my brother with he's friend.
so went over and told him something and told him to text someone.
after that, went over to mac to buy ice-cream and bused back to school.
at bus, saw this northview primary guy, and we chatted with him. LOL
he was effing cute and funny alright, i was laughing all the way :I
went back school, went to find aidil and company as me and jiamin was bored.
played wit the rain, and wanted to go home bath but like so waste time.
so in the end, didn't went home but me and jiamin went to buy bubble tea.
bought already, actually wanted to over and meet up with baby♥ but didn't. LOL
so went back and find aidil and company and slacked till around 5plus.
then me and jiamin went over to broadway to have our lunch/dinner.
after that, walked around east park and went over to school for the talk.
was chatting during the talk, like no one listening exept the parents.
after the talk was around 7.30pm, so went over to 400plus with jiamin.
walked to 417 and slacked and went to broadway to meet up with felicia, jingan, and honjun.
walked over to 418 as baby♥ told me he was there, then when i reached, he told me he was at near broadway there already -.-
nevermind, so we walked over to east park as i lazy go over broadway there already.
and, went reaching east park saw james and i asked him where baby♥ was.
he called baby♥ and after that james bought me to find baby♥ and he's friend.
went to fitness corner there and chatted awhile, and felicia, jinghan and honjun left.
felicia, jinghan and honjun, sorry uh :I
baby♥ and he's friend was there chatting while jiamin and i was listening to music.
around 9plus, baby♥ and eshi send us to bus-stop and they pei us wait for bus.
so bused home after that, and home sweet home.
came home, bath and all this then used computer till around 10plus then watched tv.
went to sleep at around 11plus while waiting for baby's♥ call, so long lah ):
and, i fall asleep while waiting for he's call, waiting for him to wake up.
march holiday is here already, have some planning already.
saturday - staying at home the whole day.
sunday - meet up with baby♥ and jiamin.
monday - going sembawang for someone's birthday, or maybe going out with xiaohei.
tuesday - going bbq with baby♥, will be there till 12am or later than that.
wednesday - staying at home for the whole day.
thursday - meeting up with kelvin, wenluo, jingchou, and jiamin.
friday - might be staying at home the whole day.
saturday - maybe meeting baby♥ or jiamin
sunday - parents bring us out.
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baby♥, promise me you won't leave again alright.
promise me you'll go school more,
promise me you'll be more good boy,
and hopefully i hope you quit smoking ):
i still trust you like i always do ya, so dont think too much.
i know there's no forever love in this world, but prove to me there is.
prove to me that i can trust you again,
prove to me that i can trust love again,
but baby♥ no matter what happens, i'll always be there with you.
i also promised you i wont text guys anymore,
and i won reply any text from guys, but i'm replying if its important.
so guys, dont text me if its not something thats important,
cos i wont be replying your messages and you'll be wasting your money, LOL.
but obviously i'll be replying baby's♥ messages although its not important.
every single message from baby♥ to me is important *Laughoutloud!
i hope this relationship will last as long as possible alright? :D
i promise to be a good girlfriend towards you, i'll try yahs.
i promise to give in to you, but not always lah, haha.
but i hope we wont quarell as much as possible alright, :B
baby♥, i dont want days, i don't want months, i don't want years,
i only want you to be with me for as long as we could be together.
this time, i really hope we will last already, i dont want another false hope.
and i trust that this time you're really serious nahs, :B

2009-03-10T04:59:00.000-07:00

baby, if i tell you i still love you will you be back? ):
months past, but you're still not back, sigh.
i dont want to love you,
i dont want to miss you,
i dont want to think of you,
i dont want alot of things lahs, sigh ..
having moodswings lately due to some stuffs.
i really need someone whom can listen to my troubles X:
looking out of the window and looking up at the skys,
i was thinking if you would suddenly appear infront of me.
but boy, i know its impossible for us to be together again.
if i say i need you, will you trust me again?
if i say i love you, will you trust me again?
if i say i miss you, will you trust me again?
i really have alot alot alot of things to say to you,
but will there be a chance to tell you everything that i want to tell you?
i dont think i have any chance to say anything that i want to say ):
although you have left me already,
but still i can't forget you,
always thinking to be back with you,
but now everything is too late already ):
waiting for you to return, but you left w/o a word,
my mind is blank, also having moodswings nowdays,
now that i dont have your love, my heart is also feeled with pain.
will you faster return to my side again? i'm waiting.
i only want to say i still love you,

if one day i have learnt to give you up,

it's not because i haven forgotten you,

but is because i love you too much already.
sigh, i really dont know what to do already ..
anything, text or give me a call.
will be MIA for some reasons, sorry ):

2009-03-07T02:41:00.000-08:00

thursday, woke up prepared and replied messages as usual.
reached school, saw alicia and welicia so walked with them to canteen.
saw jiamin, shihui and company. then went over to buy water then to carpark.
art - finish the drawing and did martyn pig then miss heng kpkb X:
maths - took back some test paper, and have some checking.
english - did nothing, mrs teng keep talking and talking.
recess - eat, and went up to hall and chatted with company.
history - never did any work for history, mr rethi was telling about future things.
science - took back test paper, teacher counted wrongly so told him about it.
geography - took test outside the class cos last week didn't take the test.
during the test, celeste walked past and pass me 2 paper and asked me to read.
so i just tell mr leong i finish doing already, then went back to class and read it.
after school, went over to concourse and settled something .____.
bused down together with jiamin and saw kaishan and one more girl inside the bus.
chatted, and knew something uh. only some people knows *secret :D
went to popular, and after that went mini toons and bought presents.
saw something which is really cute, so bought for darius as he's birthday present.
after that, bused home, and home sweet home
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friday, woke up prepared and replied messages as usual.
reached scool, walked to canteen and chatted with celeste and shereen.
and, went to assemble at carpark and text jiamin as she's not here yet.
after i text her, she suddenly appeared infront of me, *shocked O:
maths - did notes and sums, and sitting alone is shock !
chinese - teacher didnt come, write composition then went for counseling.
recess - eat, and went up to hall and chatted with company.
science - mr lee did some experiment, and jiamin have cancer ! .___.
cdp - did some work and she releases us when the bell rings.
after school, busd to northpoint with jiamin and saw emily, siying, rachel, huili and one more girl.
saw mr lee at the coffee shop there and chatted with him awhile.
then, yongliang wanted to meet me so went over funland there to meet him.
saw jingshen and wugui there too, then went to northpoint 3rd floor and slack.
then, they saw their friend and they went off then we went to kfc.
eat, and while walking over to interchange saw celeste and shereen.
asked them to accompany me and they also wanted to see jiamin's mother :D
saw eng wee, and he's friend and they wanted to see jiamin's mother too.
they waited awhile, then eng wee and he's friend went off, while we continue waiting.
finally after 123456789123456789 years, jiamin's mother finally come !
so did the stupid bus card thing, wasted so long of my time alright.
then took bus to 200plus there and walked back to interchange cos of something.
walked back, someone called my name, so turn back and saw gavin and comapany.
after finish doing, then bused back home sweet home :D
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saturday, woke up at 8pus as yesterday night slept at 7pm, early bodoh !
so went online and meet up with jiamin at around 10plus at northpoint.
went to new building after that to walk around and went back interchange.
jiamin wanted to make keys, so accompined her to make keys.
after that bused down to sembawang shopping center with jiamin.
walk around and took free shuttle bus back to yishun mrt there.
walked to interchange and took 811 around and around and around.
bused back home after that, home sweet home :D
dad came home and he cooked maggi mee give me eat *iloveyouzxzxzx
eat a bit, then around 9plus went to have dinner at 717 with family.
chatted with brother on the way there, and he agreed friday accompany me go school.
after eating, dad wanted to watch soccer so we waited for him.
while waiting, brother, mother and me was chatting about something.
all of us was laughing like one retarded and so many people looked at us *shy ):
so, mother lazy wait already so asked me to accompany her walked home.
then, brother told dad then dad say he want to send us home then come again.
so he send us home and brother was still at 717 watching soccer. LOL
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yesterday, saw dam effing loads of couples on the street lahs ):
dam effing envious of them alright, couples couples couples ..

2009-03-04T00:15:00.000-08:00

Back from camp already, i swear i wont go camps anymore !
I dam effing hate the place where we sleep alright, super hate lahs ):
guys, contact my new number stop contacting my old number already.
and to people whom dont know my new number, tag me and ask.
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monday, woke up replied messages and prepared as usual.
didnt pack last night cos lazy, so need to pack in the morning.
so pack, and told father help me carry my bag, he help me alright *loves.
so went to school and saw jiamin, shihui and company there already.
chatted and went up to hall and assemble and things like that lahs.
went up to hall and continue to chat with shihui, azirah, and company.
had spot checks, and all of us was broken up into different groups lahs ):
but i still know almost most of them in my group lahs *laughs.
did some introduction and played some games and bused down to marina.
reached there, had toliet breaks and chatted among ourselfs again.
after that, headed to take ferry down to st john's island, so freaking far.
was chatting with zhihui and others, keep shooting zhihui all the way till there.
reached there, walked all the way to camp site, so far lahs ! ):
settled down at there and do all the things that we needed to do.
i cant remember everything we did already lahs, so wont post too much.
i only know afternoon keep playing games, walking around and around. X:
night time, chatted with jiamin and shihui till all of us fall asleep.
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tuesday, woke up went prepared, assemble and chatted again.
got one game need to go jetty there for dont know what reason lah.
and went there, they decided not to do the game, they want see snake.
our group was like standing there keep seeing at the snake lah, LOL.
but, i was like sitting at another side looking at the sea and the atmosphere.
all those stupid memories came inside my mind, eyes dam watery but never cry.
memories, when will you stop coming inside my mind? dont come anymore.
i dont want to be sad anymore, i want to stay happy. can i ? ):
eat, play games, eat, play games. i know its lame X:
there's this part which is so effing funny lahs, make me laugh till ..
cos we were suppose to play captain's ball, only ball right?
but, this chief dam unique cans, he use chicken also :D
he's so so so so so so so so so so so so so effing cute and handsome lahs. *ahem
night time, had campfire and all the groups needed to perform.
after that, had supper and headd back to sleep.
chatted with jiamin, felicia and angie, super effing funny cans :D
very long never chat with felicia and angie already, *laughs.
jiamin slept first, after that me, then i dont know liao, LOL.
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wednesday, woke up went to prepared, assemble and chatted again.
had to clean up those boys room, didnt do anything just stand there.
clean finish already, went back to basketball court and chatted agains.
had breakfast, and prize presentation then go take sec 2 pictures.
after that, took boat back to marina and bused back to school, lol.
reached school, went to toilet and stuffs like that then cab home with jiamin.
reached home, put things down and bused down to chongpang to eat.
finish eating, went over to walk around and bused back home sweet home :D
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zuiai, dont think too much and remember to stay happy alrights.
anything i'm just 8 digits away, remember yahs ! Cheer up ! <3
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mummy, i want to see the past you yah, the happy mummy.
dont think too much already, daughter will be with you throughtout.
dont worry that nobody will be there with you, cos there's me always.
i dont want you to slash or to drop anymore tears alright ! Promise me.
and mummy, i'm always here supporting you yah, dont give up so easily on yourself.
no matter what happens, you must stay strong, cos daughter is here. :D
anything i'm just 8 digits away from you, text or call me also can yahs.
study hard, and cheer up <3
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why am i still loving you?
why am i still missing you?
why am i still hoping that i can recieve your text one day?
why am i still hoping that i can recieve your call one day?
why am i still waiting for you to come back to me?
why am i still hoping to see you one day down the streets?
why am i still hoping that one day you will talk to me?
why am i still hoping that you still love me?
why am i still hoping that you still miss me?
i really dont want the past memories back to my mind already.
i dont want you inside my mind,
i dont want to miss you already,
i dont want to love you already,
i dont want to know you,
i dont want to keep hoping that you will talk to me like how you used to.
during the camp, looking at the sea when i first met you.
the day i met you was also near the sea, hais ..
how i wish i can just die and forget everything that's inside my mind.
i'm really very tired of this kind of live already, please ..
just what is love? tell me what is love ):
i dont want to be in love anymore, i dont want to love someone.
why must love exsist in this world? why must i know you?
hais, why must you come inside and ruin away all my laughters?
i'm not blaming you, but i'm blaming myself, i'm tired already ):
i dont want to stay in this world anymore, really very very tired.
but, i can't bear to leave my family, sisters, gans and friends alone.
but, i also can't bear to let them see me like this, ):
i dont want them to be sad because of me, i really dont want.
why is love so selfish? why must guys always break girls heart?
i really dont understand what you guys are thinking lah. i give up

2009-02-28T04:04:00.000-08:00

haish, i dont know what i'm feeling/doing ):

i really miss you effing loads, but what can i do?

i promise myslef to forget you and give you up.

i'm really tired of waiting for you already, ):

time flies, during this day last month is the day you left me.

in this one month, i really learn a lot of things.

i learn not to trust guys again,

i learn not to put too much hope in a relationship,

i learn not to love you anymore,

i learn that no guys are trustable,

seriously, i really learn alot alot alot of things already.

i dont know what you're doing now,

i dont know whom you're with now,

i dont know what you're thinking now,

i dont know who you loves now,

i dont know who you're missing now,

seriously, i really dont know alot alot of things ):

i dont know what happen to me,

i suddenly feel very useless, i dont know why.

boy, i told myself alot og times to give up on you.

and i promised myself not to love you already.

i also promise myself not t miss you already.

i dont know what i'm trying to do already lahs.

i dont fucking know what i'm thinking lah hors.

i give up on everything, i dont fucking want to care liaos.

i'm not the wanting you guys knew already x:

dont contact me, dont bother to contact me also.

I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE LAHS.

FUCK OFF !

2009-02-27T03:29:00.000-08:00

Time flies, 1 week is going to fast in another 2 days time.
yesterday was Rachel's birthday, so happy birthday rachel :D
monday and tuesday will be away for camp, wednesday then will be back.
and, shihui and darius birthday is reaching dam soon already yahs.
not sure if will be helping shihui to celebrate her birthday, cos everyone's busy.
but, i'm sure will be helping her to celebrate a advanced birthday for her.
but for darius case, i dont think will be celebrating he's birthday.
haha, but i'm sure he's brother, friends or gans will be helping him to celebrate :D
will be posting for tuesday, wednesday, thursday and today.
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tuesday, woke up and as usual replied messages and prepared.
went school, looked for shihui and jiamin. and chatted with them and went to hall.
science - copied notes, and chatting around.
maths - copied notes, and did some work as usual.
recess - eat and went up to hall and chatted with friends.
literature - did test for 2 whole periods.
english - did work and forget what happen liaos x:
music - mrs teng lend this period from mr tham again.
assembly - watched skit and release us late.
after assembly, went back to class and finish up the english work.
stayed back after that as monday didnt bring storybook.
teacher released us at 3.15pm and arvin's mother came.
after thats, jiamin accompined me for lunch and home sweet home.
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wednesday, woke up replied messages and went to prepare myself.
prepare finish all this, took 812 and meet shihui and jiamin inside the bus.
reached interchange, and walked over to 925 for breakfast.
eat finished, walked to school and chatting while on the way there :D
reached, went over to hall with shihui, jiamin, welicia and alicia.
put bags down and go toliet and went over to canteen. lols
went back hall, chatted with friends and read storybook.
english - did test for the whole 2 periods.
recess - went down to drink water and went back hall and chatted.
maths - did some work and copied notes.
chinese - copied bizi and forget did what thing already x:
projectwork - listen to teacher talk, and went to hall and played.
after school, need to stay back for the camp briefing talk.
around 2.45 it finally end, went to settle somethings, wont say much.
settle for like 3 effing hours bodoh, its like so dam super long cans? -.-
finally finish settling, and jitao remembered need to rush home.
reached home, lunckily brother's tutor still at home if not die. lols
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thursday, woke up replied messages and went prepared.
went school, looked for jiamin and shihui. chatted with friends.
and went to parade square and chatted with friends again.
art - ms heng never come, so did martyn pig and chatted.
maths - did work and copied some notes.
english - teacher go through those camp things with us.
recess - eat and went up to hall, chatted again.
history - did test for the whole two periods.
science - copied some notes, and mdm aini asked me go to her office.
sitted at her office hours for like 1 whole effing hour bodohs.
so didnt went for geography lesson, and didnt did the test on geography.
after school she finally finish busying, then she talked to me.
at last, also waste my fucking time waiting there. also dont want return phone.
dont want return then dont return lahs, dont need waste my time derh lahs !
couldn't find mr habib so just went in detention room take my slipper and went off.
was super dulan so i just slamed the detention room cupboard, x:
bused down to chongpang and went for lunch with jiamin.
eat and home sweet home :D
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friday, woke up replied messages and went to prepared myself.
went to school and looked for jiamin and shihui as usual, and chatted.
went to parade square, and when over to talk to mr leong for awhile.
maths - did work and copied notes.
chinese - write bizi and did zuo ye.
recess - eat and went up to hall, and chatted with friends :D
science - teacher talking and another period have test.
english - only have english for 15 mins, so only did the parts of speech.
after school, went to look for mrleong and went over to alicia's house.
waited for alicia and welicia to prepare finish and cab over to my house.
prepared already, bused down to causeway and bused down to admaritly park.
ran for the stupid cross country, was on the phone for so long alright. lols
after cross country, weisheng paid the cab fare for me, welicia, alicia, jiamin and shihui.
drop off at 174 there and went home with jiamin.
prepared and bused down to chongpang for dinner with jiamin.
eat already, went to look for zhihui and company for awhile and bused home.
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guys, give me time to forget him alright? action is louder than words.
i really dont know what to do, whatever i do seems to be always wrong.
yes, you guys may see me chatting with you guys so happily ..
its because i dont want you guys to know how i'm feeling, i'm very upset you know.
people told me you always go out with girls, but there's boys too lahs.
but, what can i do? i can't possibly stop you from going out with them right?
maybe life is really like this, both of us is not fated to be together barhs.
i have already lost hope on 'forever' already, there's no 'forever' love.
i dont understand why some people promise us something,
but they just keep breaking the promises again and agains ?!
seriously, if you guys can't keep promises, why did you all still made promises?
i know all promises are meant to be broken, i dont understand why ..
i trying my best to forget you liaos, i dont need you in my life anymore ! :D
and guys, changed my number due to mdm aini confiscate my phone.
yah so, if you guys want my number ask me for my new number in msn yahs.

2009-02-20T02:04:00.000-08:00

Without you i still need to carry on with my life rights? :D

6 days have pass just in a blink of an eye, its fast yahs.

when we were young we often wish we wer already sec 4 or adult.

but, when you start to grow you wants to go back to small kids life.

its like when you're young there's nothing you need to be worried about,

but when you're starting to grow you will have to face alot of problems.

how i wish i will never grow up and stay as a young kid all my life, ):

but, i know my wish will never come true, its impossible yahs.

wednesday, woke up and replied messages and went to prepared myself.

bused to interchange and meet up with jiamin and shihui, i'm the earliest.

meet up with them and waked over to 925 to eat our breakfast.

eat finish, walked to meet up with mizwan and rafi to lend storybooks.

peied them walked over to meet up with darren opposite school.

walked over there and darren still not there so went school outside.

he reached, asked him to come over school outside here for awhile.

he lend me he's storybook and we went over to meet up with he's friend.

while me, shihui, jiamin went to school, went to canteen to chat with the rest.

chatted for awhile and went up to hall to sit down for the stupid assembly ._.

english - did nothing and listen to teacher's teaching.

recess - sit down and see jiamin and shihui eat as i have already eaten.

chinese - did some bizi and get back our chinese test paper, and i failed.

projctwork - i forget what we did already, sorry x:

after school, bused to northpoint, went to eat and home sweet home.

thursday, woke up replied messages and went to prepare myself.

was on phone with darren while on the way to school.

went to look for shihui and jiamin at canteen, but they dont know go where.

darren accompined me to chat on phone till both of them came back.

chatted awhile and went over to parade square to assemble,

but need stand so long because of the girl guides dont know what thing.

our class were standing behind 1E2 and there was this guy so funny cans.

he: what girl guide i still gay guide uh.

me and atyka: you gay guide uhs? we open les guide also.

he, me and atyka: *laughing

then finally say finish everything and national thing and pledge then go back class.

art - had art test, and i was so guai cans? i did the work lehs :D

maths - did the equation work, so easy lahs.

english - teacher go through stuffs.

recess - eat and went up to hall and i hate the freaking 1T1 guy.

history - teacher go through some history stuffs, almost fall asleep.

science - was chatting with darius and yamuna all the way.

geography - did some performance, and was damn funny bodohs.

after school, went over broadway to eat and walked back school.

went back to look for darren and ruzaini awhile and went to 2T1.

was dam freaking funny at 2T1 bodoh, the stupid jiamin step one teacher -.-

something happen, shall not mention about it already.

slacked and bused to interchange with jiamin around 4+

then kaishan text me ask me wait for her at inter, so waited for her.

meet her awhile, and bused back home, home sweet home.

friday, woke up replied messages and prepared myself.

went to school and chatted with them, then went to parade square.

national anthems, pledge and stuffs and went back to class.

maths - did some work and listen to teacher's teaching.

chinese - did composition test and last 15 mins went for conselling.

recess - eat and went up hall and chatted with friends.

science - chatted with darius and yamuna agains :D

cdp - teacher did some english and talked about stuffs.

after school, stayed back awhile and off to northpoint with yamuna, azirah and jiamin.

first time after school going out with yamuna and azirah ehs.

went to mac to have our lunch and saw huey juan over there, saw henry and co toos.

eat and jiamin peied me bused to my house here to cut hair x:

its like i cut and no cut also bo difference derh lors, haha.

cut finish, chatted there awhile and went home awhile and off to 123.

bought things for brother to eat and jiamin bused back home, and home sweet home.

saturday, woke up replied messages and came online awhile.

went to prepare and meet up with jiamin around 11+

when i reached interchange she haven reach, so i bused to 228 first.

reached, called darren to tell him i reached then he came down.

chatted and jiamin came and find me, and we both went to eat.

darren went back to izztur's house while me and jiamin went to 233 to eat.

saw munping and her friends there, and chatted awhile and i went eat.

finish eating, went back to look for darren and co and help them donate money.

bused to school outside to wait for darren to come out, so slow ._.

while waiting, saw zhibing, serene and wendy, i helped zhibing donate.

while jiamin help zhibing, serene and wendy donate, jiamin so good ehs.

finally darren came out, chatted awhile and went off to northpoint.

sit 811 one whole big round to kill time as was lazy to walk around.

reached interchange, bused to sembawang shopping center to walk around.

actually meeting chekguan, then he tell me he at home. nevermind x:

walked around till about 5+ and bused back to interchange with jiamin.

pei her take the stupid bus, the bus driver license fail bodoh ):

she went down, and i bused back home alone, home sweet home.

reached home, came online and went to play maple cos i'm dam bored.

played till around 9, prepared and went out with parents to 717 for dinner.

slacked there till around 10.30 then father sent me and mother back home.

brother and he's friend is with my father and 717 watching soccer x: lols

sunday, woke up at around 11plus and went back to sleep.

sleep and woke up at around 3plus and eberyone just woke up.

prepared ourself and went to 123 to have our breakfast/lunch.

came back home, was raining so slept again and woke up at 5plus.

came online and played maple till around 9plus and went fo dinner.

on the way there, chatted alot with brother and i know he's secret! *claps

monday, woke up replied messages and went to prepared myself.

on the way to school, asked dad to help me sign the sec 2 camp form.

father: dont want, i dont want help you sigg ( in chinese )

me: faster lahs, dont play lehs. later teacher scold me lahs ( in chinese )

father: tell your teacher call me, tell her i dont let you go ( in chinese )

me: you go die lahs, faster lehs ( in chinese )

father: tell you i dont let you go liao, dont disturb me lahs ( in chinese )

me: diaoed him and continue listening my music.

reached school went to canteen to look for jiamin, shihui and others.

text mother to tell her father dont want help me sign the form.

she called and tell me dont care him say come home she help me sign.

then chatted with jiamin, shihui and others and went up to hall.

didnt have storybook and jiamin was kind enough to pei me stand yahs :D

pe - ran around the field for 12 times can you imagine? x:

english - did martyn's pig test, and i can garantee i sure fail.

science - chatted with weijiang and seeing the 1T's & 2T's running.

recess - eat and went up to hall.

chinese - read textbook and copied bizi.

home econs - slept for the first period and the next two period did work.

cdp - teacher gaved us form and nothing else.

after school, bused to interchange and bused home with jiamin.

came home put things down and bused down to chongpang again with jiamin.

went to kfc, eat and study, so guai right? :D

after that went to buy food for brother and went to buy things.

meeted up with darius and saw munping and friends, lols.

after that, bused home together with jiamin.

hais, after so many days i still can't completely forget yous.

seriously, during this few days when you didnt even text or call me,

i knew this time you left me, you sure wont be back again.

so i told myself if i can take a relationship, i also can put down a relationship.

although i told sisters, gans, and friends that i dont like you already,

but seriosuly deep down inside my heart i knew i was lying to myself.

trying real hard to forget you, but i can't seems to forget you completely.

telling myself again and again to forget you, but why cant i just forget you?

i really dont know what to do, i really give up on everything yahs.

everytime during school, really having serious mood swings.

i can't even concetrate on studies, keep thinking of the past.

memories uh memories, please stop coming inside me alrights.

i want to forget everything, foget every single thing yahs.

maybe one day i can just get knock down and die? who knows.

hais, i really miss you effing loads, but what can i do? D:

2009-02-17T01:54:00.000-08:00

and, happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to Edwin and Munping,
happy birthday to you ! :D

will be posting for sunday and today, wont be long post.

i wont be blogging till around next week barhs.

laughs, because as you know i'm damn busy and tired :D

sunday, actually wanted to sleep the whole day, but mother ..

wake for awhile and wanted to go toliet, then mother ask me go bath.

i'm a obedient girl that listens to my mother ok? Good girl right?

so went to prepare myself and bused down to chongpang with mother.

went to buy food up to mother's friend house to eat, as haven even eaten yet.

so went up, eat and watched tv awhile and went downstairs with mother's friend son.

went down together with him and he's friend as he's friend was at he's house.

called munping to come and find me, she, jingshen and eunice came and pei me.

played badminton and sitted down to chat with them, damn funny lahs.

mother's friend son, he's friend and junwei went up to find mother they all.

while i stayed there continue chatting with them and they came down again.

this time, mother and her friend also came down together with them.

they going to sembawang and they waited for father come drive them there.

didnt went along with parents, and i slacked with them till around 6plus going 7pm.

pei jingshen wait for he's bus, so damn effing long bodoh, waste my time ._.

eunice send me to the traffic light, and i bused home, and home sweet home.

came home, chatted on phone and watched tv and brother bought for me to eat.

sleep at around 10plus, while family went to have their dinner as they haven eaten.

monday, woke up prepared and off to school as usual.

reached school, went to canteen to meet up with shihui,jiamin and others.

chatted awhile, and went up to hall then teacher conficated my martyn pig.

so asked jiamin to accompany me to stand, cos 1 person stand so what lor.

so bo bian, she's begin a kind person so she peied me stand. *laughs.

pe - had breffing for the sec 2 camp and ran for 4 rounds.

after that need to change back to uniform and my comb drop inside toliet bowl ._.

damn effing suay bodoh, so didi accompany me to bookshop to buy new comb.

done everything and didi accoompnied me to buy water and he bought also.

english - go through some english work, and teacher say i guai.

science - was dam effing guai as i copied down all my work, good girl right?

and fire drill sounded, and teahcer continued teaching cos he thought was civil defence things.

till mr chan came and told us to go to the field, went to the field its so effing hot.

recess - eat and jiamin played the piano and i kana scolding.

and, i hate the stupid 1t1 guy bodoh, so dam effing guai lan -.-

chinese - did the dont know what compo, and teahcer say my handwriting nice.

d&t - did test and i was sleeping and looking out of the window, didnt do the test.

something happened, dont wish to mention already, i hate the teachers.

cdp - mark the past tense paper and i dont know what already x:

today, as usual wake up replied messages and went to prepare and go school.

reached school quite early and went to canteen and chatted with them.

went up to hall, saw zhihui and borrowed storybook from her, cos i dont have.

science - copied notes and eat my lolipop.

maths - did test and its so effing easy like no cake lahs, lols.

recess - mr habib caught me for wearing slipper and ask me change to dc slipper.

so effing weird like wearing 2 different kind of slipper ehs.

literature - did a test also, was still not too diffuclt lahs, haha.

english - did the valentine thing, and was like alot things going through my mind.

music - was fooling around at the music room, damn effing funny bodoh.

class meeting - teacher asked us to sit outside class write the reflection.

so xia suay bodoh, she nag nag nag till around 2.45 then release us -.-

go find mr habib for my shoe, he ask me go change and go home.

haha, now then i know captain may is dam effing cute and he's a joker lahs.

bused to northpoint and went to have lunch, and bused back home again, home sweet home.

thinking of quitting school already, no more intrest in studies anymore.

no intrest in studying anymore, waste my time going school niahs.

i know teachers will be reading my blog, but so whatt, i dont care.

why teachers always thinks that they're always right while we're always wrong?

people is trying to change for the better already, but why they still against them?

whatever we pupils do, you teachers see already also buey song us.

everything we do also wrong, whatever you guys do always right lahs.

everytime scold only how say, cane you suspend you all this things.

why can't you teachers just look at the pupils good point and not the bad point?

everyone do change alright, dont think you guys are perfect.

nobody is perfect only for god, so dont think you guys are so perfect.

in you teacher's eyes, always think this is a bad pupil and forever bad pupil.

we people need time to change alright, think what? we robots uh?

want change then immediately change, please lah, use your brain and think.

so what if you teachers are older then us? so what if you're our eldery?

i know we must respect you guys, but why must we respect you when you dont respect us?

please use your brain to think, if you no brain use you butt to think cleraly.

everytime you guys only know how to call parents, call call call.

in you adult's eyes, we children is like you're bad so you're always bad.

we people do change for the better want lah hor, dont think you guys is always right.

i dont think you guys is always right, cos everyone's makes mistake yah.

teachers, i'm not trying to insult you guys or what ok.

i understand begin a teacher isn't easy, but dont keep complain here and there can?

you guys are really making us hate you like effing much cans? x:

try to give pupils time to change for the better, care for them more ok.

EdwinHui requested me to post this :

Iloveyou ( as friend ).

see liao marhs? happy liao marhs?

currently chatting with him in msn :D

2009-02-14T02:36:00.000-08:00

did nothing much for valentine day, so bored ):

morning, woke up saw jiamin's message, text her back.

she prepared and came over to meet me, but i'm still in my sleeping clothes.

haha, so she came over and we chatted, and used computer to edit pictures.
closed computer and fooled around with brother and its damn funny.

prepared and went out together with jiamin, went to 123 to have our breakfast.

then, went over to take 812 bus over to interchange and walked over to np.

went there, saw so many people then i know junjie coming so went to see.

went to 3rd floor and saw chenling, chenyan, chenyan's didi, longle and dont know who.

jiamin damn bad cans, she go tell longle he so fat ask him move away.

then he like so damn dumb go move away, and i went to stand at he's place.

waited for like so damn long then he finally come lah, he dont look handsome.

lol, i'm not trying to say he's ugly too. but i think he look more handsome in pics.

so slacked there and listen to he's singing, talking and blahblahblah ..

stood there till my leg so damn freaking pain bodoh, such a waste of time.

but, overall he's still not bad lahs. i damn freaking like he's voice.

after that, went over to funland to find zhihui and company.

saw them, talked awhile and went over to buy bubble tea and off to 213 to slack.

went there, sitted down and chatted with jiamin. prank call people toos.

yongliang walked past and keep asking me to go northpoint with him.

so went there and he went to funland to meet up with he's friend while we go northpoint.

went to kiddy palace and jiamin keep playing the piano, played puppet toos.

keep looking at some roses, hope someone whould buy for us someday. lols

went over to meet yongliang and he's friend outside popular there and went timezone.

he went off first, while me and jiamin played some games at timezone.

went over to mini toons and see here see there, keep joking around with her.

around 5.30pm went off to interchange, and bused back home.

hais, i didnt expect my valentine day to be so damn freaking bored yah.

i thought you would be with me to celebrate valentine day, but ..

so many things happen, but you're not there by my side with me.

i thought we would be together fo quite some time, but i dont know what happen.

you told me you would be there for me when i'm down, but where were you?

you told me you won't leave me alone, but what happen?

dont promise me if you can't do it, i really don't want to get hurt anymore.

hurting me again and again, why can't we just last and stay happy together?

haish, i have enough of everything again, i don't want to be say anymore.

i just want a guy whom can love me, and be there for me whenever i need him.

i really dont need a perfect guy, i dont need you to be with me whenever i'm.

i only need you to be there when i need you, and be there for me.

i don't ask you to be so perfect, i didn't say you can text or ring girls up.

you told me you dont like me to text guys or ring guys up,

because of you i ignored all messages/calls, but what i get in the end?

in the end, you still left me. what for because of you i ignored all text/calls?

thinking of it, i really think i'm very dumb. seriously, i didn't know you're like this.

you hurt me again and again, but i keep telling myself to give you a chance.

you told me to give you a chance to make me trust you again, and i gave.

family, sisters, gans, and friends told me not to trust you again, but ..

i told myself you can't be trusted, but seeing that i still love you so i did.

i already knew we wont be together for long, but i didnt expect you to leave so fast.

that night you finally admited that you already have someone whom you like already.

you also said you were scared that i'm sad so you patched with me.

but, did you even thought of my feelings? i didnt expect you to be like this.

i thought you were a caring boyfriend, someone whom i can trust.

but now, i wont trust you already. you make me lost trust in r/s already x:

you're the one whom make me trust in r/s, you're also the one whom make me lost trust in r/s.

i dont know you would become like this, where's the past you? ):

2009-02-12T23:54:00.000-08:00

i'm back to post today already, as i'm lazy the past few days.

but, i'll try to update more always ok? (:

it'll be quite a long post for today as i'm posting wad i did the past 2 days.

pictures will be uploaded tomorrow or what barhs (:

11/2/09, Wednesday.

woke up prepared and went to northpoint.

went to mac to meet up with coupleheart and her friends.

chatted awhile with her and jiamin and shihui came and meet me.

went over with jiamin and shihui to mrt station to meet up with daius.

meet him already, and walked over to 925 to have breakfast.

when i was at inter, recieve a call from coupleheart.

she told me she left her wallet at mac, so jiamin pei me go mac.

took, and walked over with jiamin to 925 to meet darius and shihui.

eat and chekguan came over to meet up with us.

eat finish already, was wearing slipper so decided to cab to school.

reached school, went over to canteen and sitted down awhile and went up to hall.

english - did some works and listen to teacher teaching.

recess - didnt eat as we already eat our breakfast already.

maths - did some works and listen to teacher teaching.

chinese - listening to music and chatting around.

projectwork - did a short and test and went down for lunch.

changed to home clothes, and teacher said me and jiamin pants too short.

so she asked us to change to school uniform, so damn -.-

nevermind, listen to music and chatting while on the way to old folks home.

reached, pair up with welicia and we was like so scared bodoh.

the old people insde like so damn er xin lahs, x:

get to know them better and they're not bad after all yar ..

chatted with one of them and she's like so damn good cans.

really touched about her words lah, really hope her children treat her good.

around 5, headed back to school as its time to go back already.

chatted on phone with darren awhile and after that listening to music.

reached school, went over to class and get our things.

shihui dad drove us to northpoint and we walked over to ytss.

meet up with kathrine and pass her, her wallet and settle things.

settled finish, walked over to longjohn and buy my dinner and bused home.

12/2/09, Thursday.

woke up as normal and went to prepare and went school.

art - teacher give me white form, i dont know why.

maths - did some work and listen to teacher teaching.

english - did some stuffs and listen to teacher teaching.

recess - ate and went up to hall.

history - listen to teacher and slept all the way till lesson over.

science - keep running off to toilet as the lesson damn boring.

geography - mrleong didnt come so we did nothing.

mrsteng came up and scolded our class as we was damn noisy.

after school, settled some stuffs and went to northpoint with mummy and co.

went over to longjohn to have our lunch, was damn funny on the way there.

sent cindy, emily, and shihui over to inter and jiamin and i went over to np.

walked around and bought wallet and file (:

walked back to inter as was tired, saw alvin at inter also.

bus came, and home sweet home ..

13/2/09, Friday.

woke up went to prepare and went to school.

maths - did corrections and check test paper.

chinese - did test and was chatting around.

recess - eat and went over to hall and chatted.

science - miracle today as whole class was super duper quiet. lol

cdp - teacher came up late but whole class was quiet cos we're guai.

teacher came up already, teached us english and did some work.

suddenly when i doing work, teacher throw something then kana my hand.

so damn pain bodoh, but she's throwing at ruzaini not me.

after school, write the shit report and over to 400plus to eat.

took bus and saw him inside the bus x:

he looked at me and i looked backat him and we didnt even talked.

stop at inter and he also stop at inter, he went over to meet gavin.

bused back home with jiamin, and home sweet home.

jiamin came over to my house, slack awhile and played computer.

now on the phone with her while she's on the way home.

when she reached home, i'm going to sleep as i'm damn tired.